samara-metz - Hello Poetry

Almost Lover The whole worlds moving but around me its still, Can you hear that silence? **** it’s so loud. The love of my life with another girl, My minds going crazy its stuck in a whirl. How could this happen how could this be? I thought I was the only one you’d ever need. But my friends, they don’t like you, Nor does my family. And so now I see, You were never the one, It was not meant to be. Goodbye my almost lover

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Mar 10, 2018

Mar 10, 2018 at 11:04 PM UTC

Almost lover

Almost Lover The whole worlds moving but around me its still, Can you hear that silence? **** it’s so loud. The love of my life with another girl, My minds going crazy its stuck in a whirl. How could this happen how could this be? I thought I was the only one you’d ever need. But my friends, they don’t like you, Nor does my family. And so now I see, You were never the one, It was not meant to be. Goodbye my almost lover

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Because on that day, the day that the sun shined bright and the waves rolled strong, Your consummate hazel eyes glistening, allured me to you. Your ash-blonde hair, flowing in the wind. Perhaps if i was able to resist you, my world would be in one piece right now. But I couldn't. Perhaps if i hadn't brushed the sand off my body, and joined your stupid volleyball game, I wouldn't be writing this. Because your love was one that consumed me. It absorbed the life out of my soul, depleted my happiness. I still remember the smell of cigarettes and cologne, and the place where I pictured my life with you. Where do you go when your whole heart relinquishes from your body? When the person you thought you would spend your life with, gets on a plane, and flies across the country, forever. 2,299 miles away. Maybe this is how it was supposed to be, who really knows anyway? It still hurts the same. s.m.

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May 2, 2017

May 2, 2017 at 12:39 AM UTC

Gone

Because on that day, the day that the sun shined bright and the waves rolled strong, Your consummate hazel eyes glistening, allured me to you. Your ash-blonde hair, flowing in the wind. Perhaps if i was able to resist you, my world would be in one piece right now. But I couldn't. Perhaps if i hadn't brushed the sand off my body, and joined your stupid volleyball game, I wouldn't be writing this. Because your love was one that consumed me. It absorbed the life out of my soul, depleted my happiness. I still remember the smell of cigarettes and cologne, and the place where I pictured my life with you. Where do you go when your whole heart relinquishes from your body? When the person you thought you would spend your life with, gets on a plane, and flies across the country, forever. 2,299 miles away. Maybe this is how it was supposed to be, who really knows anyway? It still hurts the same. s.m.

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When you feel like you've hit rock bottom, remember you can only go higher from there And when the demons whisper in your ear late at night remember they are just demons and cant hurt you. You were strong enough to let the words into your heart, let them go let them out. They are just words, words that are meant to hurt and paralyze your brain Words that mean nothing because you're stronger you're better than the demon When the pain gets so bad that you feel like you can't continue, remember: The pain is temporary. And someday, when the pain is all over, You won't remember the pain that you thought would be there forever. The pain won't be there forever. I promise. s.m

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Dec 6, 2016

Dec 6, 2016 at 2:03 AM UTC

Bad times

When you feel like you've hit rock bottom, remember you can only go higher from there And when the demons whisper in your ear late at night remember they are just demons and cant hurt you. You were strong enough to let the words into your heart, let them go let them out. They are just words, words that are meant to hurt and paralyze your brain Words that mean nothing because you're stronger you're better than the demon When the pain gets so bad that you feel like you can't continue, remember: The pain is temporary. And someday, when the pain is all over, You won't remember the pain that you thought would be there forever. The pain won't be there forever. I promise. s.m

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Anxiety It's like a volcano waiting to erupt exploding all over your brain Can't breathe Can't see Thoughts are everywhere Feels like drowning in cold water No one can help You just wait Wait for it to disappear Wait for your lungs to start working again Wait for the anxiety to vanish And then Wait for it to come back Repeat its destructive path All Over Again s.m

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Aug 2, 2016

Aug 2, 2016 at 2:14 PM UTC

Anxiety

Anxiety It's like a volcano waiting to erupt exploding all over your brain Can't breathe Can't see Thoughts are everywhere Feels like drowning in cold water No one can help You just wait Wait for it to disappear Wait for your lungs to start working again Wait for the anxiety to vanish And then Wait for it to come back Repeat its destructive path All Over Again s.m

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my mother looked at me and said "you're such a beautiful girl, you're the only one who doesn't see it" and god i wish I did

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Jan 28, 2015

Jan 28, 2015 at 10:07 PM UTC

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my mother looked at me and said "you're such a beautiful girl, you're the only one who doesn't see it" and god i wish I did

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Love. They want to know what it feels like. Always demand to need it Love is a wave of emotions, Love is a drug, so addicting. Starting from the touch of happiness. Everytime they put a finger on your skin, you get chills up and down your body. Butterflies everywhere. Fighting, yelling, crying. Feels like you're coming down from a high. Helplessly grasping for air. Love is intoxication. You crave them every second, of every day. Without them, you're nothing.

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Jun 1, 2014

Jun 1, 2014 at 12:15 AM UTC

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Love. They want to know what it feels like. Always demand to need it Love is a wave of emotions, Love is a drug, so addicting. Starting from the touch of happiness. Everytime they put a finger on your skin, you get chills up and down your body. Butterflies everywhere. Fighting, yelling, crying. Feels like you're coming down from a high. Helplessly grasping for air. Love is intoxication. You crave them every second, of every day. Without them, you're nothing.

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it's not that I want to ruin my body, but you ruined it. you did this to me cuts they don't make me any stronger, in fact they make me weak. all the pain, all the truth I wear like a battle wound. you you did this to me. and for some reason, the loss of my own blood doesn't upset me. the loss of my dignity doesn't upset me. but, the loss of you does.

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May 14, 2014

May 14, 2014 at 11:45 AM UTC

cuts

it's not that I want to ruin my body, but you ruined it. you did this to me cuts they don't make me any stronger, in fact they make me weak. all the pain, all the truth I wear like a battle wound. you you did this to me. and for some reason, the loss of my own blood doesn't upset me. the loss of my dignity doesn't upset me. but, the loss of you does.

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Someday I'll be good enough for you. maybe soon, maybe never. Or I'll be better. And you'll want me, I know you will. I'll probably laugh about it. because I don't need you, I never did You were just a bump in the road.

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May 4, 2014

May 4, 2014 at 4:36 PM UTC

moving on

Someday I'll be good enough for you. maybe soon, maybe never. Or I'll be better. And you'll want me, I know you will. I'll probably laugh about it. because I don't need you, I never did You were just a bump in the road.

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You are like the ocean. Beautiful, yet deadly. You take my breathe away, as the ocean does to many people. You drowned me. Breathless. So don't you dare ever say you've never killed anyone. Because you left me hopeless, to drown. You killed me.

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Apr 21, 2014

Apr 21, 2014 at 7:20 AM UTC

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You are like the ocean. Beautiful, yet deadly. You take my breathe away, as the ocean does to many people. You drowned me. Breathless. So don't you dare ever say you've never killed anyone. Because you left me hopeless, to drown. You killed me.

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There wasn't much left of me, after you destroyed me. Set my heart on fire, flames burning. You, my dear, have a heart so cold. So cold, it puts shivers down my spine. Everytime you say my name, it sends chills running down my body. But you broke me. Destroyed me. And you don't destroy the ones you love.

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Apr 20, 2014

Apr 20, 2014 at 7:58 PM UTC

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There wasn't much left of me, after you destroyed me. Set my heart on fire, flames burning. You, my dear, have a heart so cold. So cold, it puts shivers down my spine. Everytime you say my name, it sends chills running down my body. But you broke me. Destroyed me. And you don't destroy the ones you love.

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