it is strange that, by simply not existing, i have completely unloved him, or so i tell myself
May 22, 2023
May 22, 2023 at 5:54 PM UTC
oh to fall asleep with you every night
and to wake up in your arms every morning
life is so much more real
more colorful
and lovely
with you in it
i can't help but smile
when i see you
if you're around
my laugh is genuine
your hands on my waist
my lips pressed in your neck
how do i keep you forever
Apr 26, 2023
Apr 26, 2023 at 12:18 PM UTC
i believe that all good things eventually come to an end
you were the one for me
or at least in another universe
a world so far from reality it is almost dreamlike
in this time i come with unpleasant news
it was difficult to deliver
especially since i tried so hard not to smile upon hearing your lovely voice
but i think i have lived a truly wonderful life
Feb 24, 2023
Feb 24, 2023 at 12:28 PM UTC
there's always a reason
behind your decisions.
i have no right to feel these emotions
jealousy
anger
sadness
and when i say it's
impossible
to feel this way right now,
i'm told that
i'm possible
for anything that wants to achieve me.
because i'm not the type of person to accomplish much,
so i try my best to be the accomplished.
and i have, but it isn't a good thing.
May 11, 2020
May 11, 2020 at 4:10 PM UTC
I FELL IN LOVE WITH THE WAY SHE SMILED...
HAVEN'T SEEN THAT SMILE IN AWHILE...
WONDER IF IT'S STILL THE SAME...?
Mar 17, 2020
Mar 17, 2020 at 12:40 PM UTC
i trip over
your long legs when
i walk past you
and each time
you walk past me
you kick
my bag and
smirk at me
you are
such a
bully
Mar 13, 2020
Mar 13, 2020 at 5:03 PM UTC
your legs stretch out
in front of you a little
to the side,
too long, too long
to fit underneath
your desk,
like it's too small.
to me, to me,
there is a giant
who sits behind me
carefree, careless, and
so tall, so tall, so
tall
Mar 12, 2020
Mar 12, 2020 at 4:43 PM UTC
why is that girl over there
surrounded by the darkness of the clouds?
she can’t feel but she can still taste
the blue, wondering who
the unspoken words
will melt into.
if i could read her mind, i bet
she’s thinking of the roof of her school
look down upon people wrapped in gold,
the roof that will be the end of her.
she’s thinking of jumping into
the blue ocean she drowns in,
making a tiny splash that no one will notice,
swimming away, floating away,
slowly.
and on her last day,
she will find the answer she’s been looking for,
because it has been right in front of her,
at the edge of the roof, the entire time.
she will let the wind carry her away as she falls,
nothing to stop her but the concrete she lands on.
Jul 19, 2019
Jul 19, 2019 at 2:50 PM UTC
her
eyes bear into my
soul but she looks
at him like he is
dessert.
she
smiles. then
he smiles.
and i “smile”.
grimace.
hello, she
says. hello,
he says.
hello, jealousy.
i can’t believe it’s true.
me? jealous?
hahahahahahahahahaha.
yes.
Mar 12, 2019
Mar 12, 2019 at 11:35 AM UTC
i don’t even know how we got here.
we’re lost, out of control,
being driven crazy.
i still dream of a boy
that i used to know.
now i’m stuck looking
for a place to fit in.
can’t find a place and
now i’m late.
we walk in looking
like we just had a make-out session.
but actually, that’s just because
we tried to run one mile
in two minutes. honestly,
i thought this would work.
but you ran ahead.
why didn’t you wait for me
to catch up?
now every spot is taken
no space
left for
me.
Mar 11, 2019
Mar 11, 2019 at 12:35 AM UTC