Broken down and undefined
your so much worse
then I thought in my mind
reality hurts
especially at the first look.
Take a taste and never question
weather or not it is food. You passionatly **** at expressing
yourself
and it makes me sick.
Just like the food you give me.
your helplessly asking for help without asking and its annoying to watch you try to talk with your mouth closed.
Jan 17, 2011
Jan 17, 2011 at 4:29 AM UTC
Its hard to wallow in sorrow
its even harder to watch you do it.
I don't love you or care about you
or know you
but I want to.
It's ok that we forgot how to feel
so I guess its ok that I am in pain now.
Can we remember?
I want to
just ******* stop, trying.
go do something.
It's pathetic.
Your pathetic.
Carry a flower by its petals to the icy marble of an upside down statue of a Catholic reverend mothers torn womb.
Torn petals
broken flowers
let it move and
slide through space
pressed tightly between
two pains
of glass
the juices excrete
from the flesh
of a flower.
Its really beautiful.
My mind is so happy, the satisfaction of watching the life squeeze out of a flower under glass makes me feel safe to express the emotion love.
Jan 17, 2011
Jan 17, 2011 at 1:56 AM UTC
Electronic microscopic
unlimited data storage
reprogrammable detachable
secure and hidden
in a cute red ribbon.
It holds some files that might make you cry your eyes out.
Photos of dead things and living things one after another.
Pixilated imagery redefines your minds third eye
and its natural production of dimethyltryptamine
its very mean
to think that death
smells good
in mass.
Sensory data, delete.
Forget about it child
your too young to think
its crazy, and abnormal
don't be abnormal, it is dangerous
to be too free because in freedom
you can become a little dumb
loose your mind
forget what living is.
Go plant a flower or a tree
take a walk sometime
its healthy
to move.
Because you talk about how stagnate society is getting wail you sit there every day out of your mind exploring something you cant even see or feel. It's really silly to try to get something out of nothing, but data.
Jan 11, 2011
Jan 11, 2011 at 9:08 PM UTC
Hello
you there, blind one.
where have you put your eyes?
forgot how to see forgot how to fly
it's hard to never know, why
you are stuck.
take a bite of an apple, what do you taste...
are you human? nothing at all.
oh but just how delicious can the most delicious of all the ripe apples be,
if your blind and cant taste and forgot how to fly,
those apples will be stuck in the tree.
apparently they are not for you
Jan 11, 2011
Jan 11, 2011 at 6:45 AM UTC
creative
expression
can
only
be
judged
by
expressionless
creativity
Jan 10, 2011
Jan 10, 2011 at 7:01 PM UTC
expression is the most amazing thing
I want to feel free
we always have
it is not a thing
it is and never wonder why
a way of being
it's expensive
this is all interwoven
I love how much I care
because none of it makes.
write about why you think, you?
any sense at all?
but always think
and how creative
in my mind
this is all
can be
when you just try
forever separate and your
and stop doing forever
******* delusional to think
that I could ever stop loving you
Jan 10, 2011
Jan 10, 2011 at 11:21 AM UTC
silence is as silence does
they tell me this is all because
we are free and you are not
to be the one
who is no... one at all
rounded by something skinny and seen through
a letter and a book and a fire
of burning
paper
and words thought out by ideas called paper and pen and man and why?
dissolve it all
it's all unreal and forever here
there is near
infinity
Jan 10, 2011
Jan 10, 2011 at 8:43 AM UTC
The
healthiest choices made are
final and official
never always.
dissolved in solid
molten
cast
?
Jan 9, 2011
Jan 9, 2011 at 11:26 PM UTC
as the silence falls you wonder why
it's all here for us to appreciate
it's bitter and very sweet
to put it on top
of the tip of your nose and then let it fall into your mouth, it is a big red cherry that will make you happy,
let it fall.
back into my arms
and hold me
inside the love here
thank you and forgive me
it's done but not really
I never know
I want to be
and feel
everything
forever. Because it sounds blissful.
all I have to say is good and nice are ****** words. I love you tooooooooooooo myself.
again,
Get it through your thick skull, you are the only one
who?
loves you for me. because it's beautiful. and so are you
When I stand here or sit there wondering why this is all happening, I remember that I always forgot to ask how to make the fractals stop after I got them going and it's all quite sill now because I still have no understanding of the word I
Jan 9, 2011
Jan 9, 2011 at 11:08 PM UTC
The simplest
and the most beautiful
we are all
art
expressive.
Dissolved, questioning.
It’s beautiful to splatter everywhere
Sometimes.
Colorful and clear.
always there and very
real
but never clear, enough?
You make me smile sometimes
and cry a lot
its beautiful
and colorful
period.
I love it and don't know what love is so its ok for me to sit here wondering why I try to understand nothing that is all constructed by a bad trip staring into the endless reflection of a painted lampshade on the surface....
of a mind. Or shiny thing that reflects.
endlessly.
Can you think of me
as a bridge or sea?
endlessly following you
or surrounding you
never supporting you
only in your
mind?
Your so microscopic and I love it
**** you we made this!
I love it all and its ok because no one really made the sea or the bridge that crosses it anyways... it’s all not really there. I wish it was, but it isn't. Because I
Because I
Because I
Because I
feel? Nothing of it.
Now paint me again and rinse me white
coat me with your tender sweat device
it’s called a thought running through my mind
meaning nothing and everything at the same time
wipe me off again because you know I love the paint
more then the white canvas.
It’s brilliantly beautiful, sometimes, especially in the sunlight.
Because man made light doesn't shine just right
It’s so complex and hard to define but not even worth the ******* time
I love it every time I notice that word coming up in my, writing?
It’s all just nothing anyways?
Jan 9, 2011
Jan 9, 2011 at 9:03 PM UTC