Petals fall to the
Ground, dead and dreamless and lost
Shameful existence
May 25, 2015
May 25, 2015 at 9:31 PM UTC
Here in solitude
I watch rain fall in crimson
Apathy consumes
May 22, 2015
May 22, 2015 at 10:34 PM UTC
I pick petals off
Brown flowers as the charcoal
Clouds hide the sun, I'm
Lost in endless corridors
Filled with whispers of nothing
May 21, 2015
May 21, 2015 at 9:18 PM UTC
Thunder claps
Lightning strikes a tree
That grows in the forest of my heart
The storm in me rages
It cannot be tamed
It cannot be controlled
You are so beautiful
And my storm will destroy you
You are so beautiful
And my storm will hurt you
You are so beautiful
Run
Jul 21, 2014
Jul 21, 2014 at 1:40 AM UTC
This isn't working
This isn't working
This isn't working
I drank a bottle of *****
And all I could think about
Was how you said you loved
The smell of vanilla
And how I wore vanilla perfume
Everyday for a year
I'm not supposed to remember you
Years have passed
And you were supposed to have
Been fried from my brain
Like the rest of my memories
I'm so tired
I don't want this
Please
I'm so ******* tired
Jul 21, 2014
Jul 21, 2014 at 1:37 AM UTC
I am alone
I am alone
I am alone
I am alone
I am alone
ALONE
I am in love
I am in love
I am in love
NO
I will be alone
I will never love
I will not become weak
SURVIVE.
Jul 21, 2014
Jul 21, 2014 at 1:30 AM UTC
I never knew I could feel like this
For once I'm free
I take a cigarette
And push it into my skin
There is no pain
I feel no pain
I'm falling
And it doesn't hurt
I'm bleeding
And it doesn't hurt
For once I'm alive
For once I can breathe
As I fall down
Tumbling from the moon
Back to earth
I catch on fire
There is no pain
I am alive
I am free
Jul 21, 2014
Jul 21, 2014 at 1:25 AM UTC
I shake and I shiver
My eyes are covered
Blindness
Tears fall from my eyes
Hot, hot tears
Blood is dripping
It falls from everywhere
My brain is fuzzy
Numb
Oh god, not again
I feel it
The pain in my chest
My heart
The swelling
The aching
Oh god not again
Gravity pulls me towards
The infinite nothing
Of a sad, sad forest
Here I will spend forever
Oh god not again.
May 1, 2014
May 1, 2014 at 8:07 PM UTC
Please
Please
Please
Give me what I want
Tease me
Leave me alone
Never go away
I need you
I hate you
I can't make up my mind
I'm falling
May 1, 2014
May 1, 2014 at 7:54 PM UTC
No, no, no.
This is so wrong.
You move my hair out of the way,
And place your lips on my neck.
No, no, no.
You touch me,
And I shutter.
No, no, no.
This is wrong, wrong, wrong.
Now you worship me,
You would kiss the ground I step on.
But no, no, no.
This is wrong.
But holy ****
It feels right, right, right.
May 1, 2014
May 1, 2014 at 7:47 PM UTC