saira-ellyzabeth
I write to express. Get all the feeling out of my chest. The words just flow from mind into what I write. No control. No need to try. Ink made from tears. Lines formed from fears. Rhyming with anger. Adding fuel to the fire. From depression to expression. Revealing my deepest confessions. Life is almost never fair. So writing is how I share. My thoughts and concerns, secrets overturned. Through my words I stand firm.
Ripped in two
between what I want
and what is true
every day I wake up
I put on a mask
my fake face
painted with
laughter and smiles
so no one can see
what I'm trying to hide
deep inside
down past the pain
in a place of longing
longing for something
that will never come
the longing that keeps
the rain from stopping
Feb 12, 2013
Feb 12, 2013 at 11:13 PM UTC
A shadow amoung the earth
uncertain
broken
unloved
having no place of it's own
only hated
no light
not quite black
just a shade
nothing but a shadow
living a half life
with out any worth
a lost heart
full of hurt
all faith extinguished
no reason to live
not in this place
only cold bitterness
making what is nothing more
than a shadow
just a spot
that is caught
roaming the earth
unloved
broken
uncertain
Feb 12, 2013
Feb 12, 2013 at 12:05 AM UTC
Fire within my soul
Fighting the untouchable
Trying to win a losing battle
Pain with every movement
Pain; the definition of my existance
No power to resist
With big brother always watching
His eyes full of laughter and ridicule
They take me as a fool
Convincing even me that they are right
That I'm a waste of life
Jan 30, 2013
Jan 30, 2013 at 1:04 PM UTC
Now everything is gone with the wind
and frankly I just don't give a ****
just like Scarlet O' Hara
I'm scared but will not show it
I will build myself back up
from rock bottom
I wont be a coward like the lion
I am mighty like the puma
nothing can keep me low for long
this is me, I am strong.
Dec 18, 2012
Dec 18, 2012 at 6:57 PM UTC
Mirror mirror on the wall,
there is no fairest of them all.
Time moves on,
but people fall.
Everyone can lie,
reflections tell the truth.
Colors paint souls away,
flying on the clouds today.
Looking down into the river,
seeing what there is to discover.
Things you always wished you knew.
Though you may not know,
or understand what I show
so calm your thoughts for awhile
go outside and walk a mile.
Learn that the words don't even matter.
Just like in the looking glass;
the message changes,
as people pass.
Don't get yourself lost in the snow.
For each flake is individual;
beautiful and unique.
Don't fear the raven of the dark,
or the red-blood marks
on your memory.
Because everything leads to something.
All tied together by an invisible string.
Dec 12, 2012
Dec 12, 2012 at 5:43 AM UTC
You are just a boy.
Even though you think you are a man.
You treat females like toys,
playing around until you lose interest in them,
then throwing them aside
as if they are not important.
All work and no love
makes you feel tough.
If you stick with this course
you forever be stuck in a state,
this constant rut.
I know people crave eternal youth,
but that shouldn't be your fate.
Just pointing out;
you need to change your ways
before it gets to be too late.
Nov 27, 2012
Nov 27, 2012 at 9:41 PM UTC
I'm aware You don't care.
I don't need your constant reminder
seeing your face is enough
reliving the pain on a regular bases
is already too much
normally I'm fine
with drawing a line
and playing make believe in my mind
that you never had my heart
but when you speak
your stone cold words at me
they hit and do damage you can not see
causing internal bleeding
which could one day lead to a
Fatality
Nov 27, 2012
Nov 27, 2012 at 9:33 PM UTC
Perfection is the Idea
Happiness the Goal
Money will not take us there.
Though for Wealth we sell our Souls.
Nov 27, 2012
Nov 27, 2012 at 9:26 PM UTC
I write to express
get all my feelings off my chest
when ever I'm finished
I feel refreshed
the words just flow
from my mind into what I write
no need to try
ink made from tears
lines expressing fears
rhyming with my anger
adding fuel to the fire
from depression to expression
revealing my deepest confessions
making connections from no where
secrets overturned
crushes learned
life is almost never fair
so writing is how I share
my thoughts
and my concerns
through my words I stand firm
Nov 27, 2012
Nov 27, 2012 at 9:19 PM UTC
Running out of time,
losing my mind,
it is impossible to find
no matter how hard I try;
I don't know what to do,
I don't have a clue
so everything else I lose;
as if never in existance,
I try to keep my distance
stay safe but it's always too late;
always making mistakes,
confidence constantly shaken
my soul now fading
for lack of trying;
giving up,
running out of luck
as if it was ever good
forever misunderstood
by everyone else
hiding emotions on a shelf
always managing to sabotage myself.
Nov 27, 2012
Nov 27, 2012 at 9:12 PM UTC