The two of us play the same
note with the sounds of our lives.
Our timbre, however,
makes them unlike:
the wisp of a butterfly;
a supernova.
Jun 26, 2017
Jun 26, 2017 at 2:34 AM UTC
O Love,
Why do we hesitate in our fear?
What do we seek to preserve, for
What is worth more in life than the
Life itself?
While the spoils of the lives
Around us fade to nothing, the
Fruits of our union - our shared life -
Are self evident. It is the adventure
Itself that we reap.
Alas,
We search instead for a map
Of a road that has not been cleared,
When the compass heading is
As clear as the waters of Nyasa.
So come!
Let us move ever onward, and ever
Upward - for the road has yet to be tread,
But the destination is certain.
Let what is true speak into our hearts,
So that our hearts can guide us in
What is true on our voyage.
May 15, 2017
May 15, 2017 at 2:14 PM UTC
My eyes shift back
Into focus after staring
For so long
I blink as I wipe the drool
Off and look around
I sit in the comfortable recliner
As I notice the room, the chair,
The clock tells me how many years
I've been sitting here,
content to
Watch the dancing lights from
The T.V.
But all that's there is static
Apr 24, 2017
Apr 24, 2017 at 11:16 AM UTC
When doubts and fears are like an ocean,
I clamor to the sand -
A billion tiny grains of deafaning voices.
I use them as soap and bleach
Against my skin to wash away the waves
Which crash against my soul.
I dig the sand with dirtied palms as far as I can go,
Deeper into the liars pit
Until I reach what lies underneath, of
Which I find regret.
So I lock my fingers into a cage and press
Into the regret, and choke it
At the bottom of the pit I dug myself,
But like spit through teeth
It shoots on through my grasp defiant and proud,
Where it buries me in its place.
Apr 22, 2017
Apr 22, 2017 at 4:07 AM UTC
Being as self conscious and
Insecure as I
Means fixing your hair before
Climbing into an empty
Bed
And sleeping alone,
Discontent with myself
In the dark.
Apr 9, 2017
Apr 9, 2017 at 4:06 AM UTC
I am of no use, is what it tells me.
That I have nothing special, and that
I am nothing compared to those around
me is the truest lie I was ever told.
It allows me to be soluble
in the lives and achievements of others.
The individual pieces of me dissolve
into insignificant, infinitesimal specks
that serve no purpose, and amount to nothing.
Anything I do - any talents I have - will be surmounted by those
who are more than I could ever wish to be.
Alone I am whole, where the love I keep under my
sheets and between my arms tells me
she values me.
But out there - out there in the world
I am of no importance and
infinite expendability.
Mar 14, 2017
Mar 14, 2017 at 5:01 AM UTC
My girl is a superhero:
With one foot she snuffs the smoldering
Cigarette **** her depression lies in, and
With the other she staves the weight of a
Terrible job;
With her left hand she creates and makes
Beautiful things from a beautiful mind,
And with her right she craddles me,
All the while flying on the small vibrant
Wings of a robyn.
Mar 11, 2017
Mar 11, 2017 at 4:27 PM UTC
Even in a leopard bathrobe,
Naked face full of phlegm, wearing
The days of deep depression
Smeared across her face,
She was still a goddess.
A sick, beautiful, goddess
Who I'm glad woke up
This morning.
Feb 25, 2017
Feb 25, 2017 at 3:49 AM UTC
Of all the places we could be,
Getting married in six months or
Enganged in Disney Land,
Or maybe even moving North
To simply live together,
Of all the places we're here -
While you destruct and I
Balance a crumbling life with school,
Here we are back in like.
Jan 21, 2017
Jan 21, 2017 at 4:09 AM UTC
Awake again, another day
Coffee as brown as her eyes meet me from
The mug she made me.
The heater keeps the cold away
But not as well as her breath
Or her skin against mine,
The shower head begins to spray
Steaming water that I ever wish were
Her fingers, streaming down my back.
Our frustrated feelings start to fray
As we play witness to others begin life together
As we've worked so hard to achieve.
But I will be the ceramic and not the clay,
Steadfast and unyielding until mine is mine
And hers is hers because by god --
Awake I will be in the suns first rays,
Wrapped in arms and light and soft brown hair
And eyes like coffee that will beg me back to bed.
Nov 8, 2016
Nov 8, 2016 at 2:03 AM UTC
