ryan-parrington
Gemini....Life is only a sensation realize it... open for new things.. but if I see something I don't like I walk away I live free and open minded I don't judge till u put me in the situation to and my judging is only I like u or don't like u... or I'll allow to keep u in my life or I'll dismiss u good bye
I go to the end of the earth
To see the galaxies reflection
In the waves and calm waters
The ripples begin from a breeze
Still looking downwards up
From a distance
Like looking half way threw the mirror
The sounds of the clashing white waters Magnifies
And expands the mind like a hulusanagen
Open from all angles u can feel each element around u
Free and exact
The night of day
The breath of the sea
The fire of light
And the land we comfortably control like it means nothing
If I can live and breath the site of a beach every night
I'd fully be at peace
Oct 30, 2016
Oct 30, 2016 at 9:20 AM UTC
Seconds of desractions
Can cause a life time of pain
moments of hesitation
Can be more of a loss then a gain
Often we challenge are time
but your decisions can effect
Anyone's life
with a drop of a dime
U can think twice it's only a choice
the wrong risk can take away a voice
Oct 27, 2016
Oct 27, 2016 at 1:08 AM UTC
I know this girl
That laughs the same way she cries
sounds like she gasps hher last breath B4 she dies
She sacrificed her life
for her child's bright blue eyes
She tried her hardest to stay alive
She battled her pain
To see her baby's first breath
Just to let go of the last beat in her chest
Her strength held on with every push
And now her soul lives on to make sure that child is good
Oct 27, 2016
Oct 27, 2016 at 1:00 AM UTC
Every one 8s a couple
And it's just me my self and I
Waiting for tthat hand to hold
So bold I live life alone
No one to please no one stays
everyone leaves with a peace that lays
In side my soul with in my heart
I stand alone and always apart
I wish for something
I can never have
It's always a ttaste the makes me sad
Oct 25, 2016
Oct 25, 2016 at 10:13 PM UTC
Y cheat y lie
Y stab someone in the back
Who wants to help
Y drain your self for someone who will hurt u
Y bother
Getting hurt goes both ways
You let them do it
I learned a lesson in a relationship
I was so easy going it ruined it
I let them have all the freedom they wanted
Gave them everything they asked
Allowed them to make their choice
And it bit me in the ***
Y even bother should I be more demanding
Is that the affection they want
Idk all I know is I can't be controlled
So y bother being controlling
I was born to be single
Forget being with anyone
I love my self more when I'm sober alone
And that's what I am gunna be
Oct 23, 2016
Oct 23, 2016 at 2:14 AM UTC
Not found in the eyes
We suddenly look deeper
Some people create lies
But truth speaks for its self
Words contudict
And gestures explain
A Lil lie can be seen
Deep in the eyes of its teller
We can only tell by paying attention
Oct 23, 2016
Oct 23, 2016 at 2:06 AM UTC
I am just one Lil fish in a fishbowl
Surrounded by hooks
the glass can hold a gallon but only have 2 cups
swimming all alone
no one near my no on in site
I get fed once a day
it's alright
circles and circles I go
My reflection is the best part
selfless and shiny
I skim the top
Broken from desire
as I bubble up some air
No one is beside me no one is around
I pay no mind I shelter in the same spot I play
no one is with me No one is near by
Oct 21, 2016
Oct 21, 2016 at 10:22 PM UTC
Really y even bother
They did nothing 4 u
Take your time leave u hanging
High and dry
Really y even bother
Used u for your money
Waisted your time
She never loved u
She never cared
Y even bother
Y even care
U did nothing to her
U tried to help
She lied to your face
Day one and day two
She played with your emotions
Hanging with other dude
Y should I bother
Y should I care
U put food in her mouth
Gas in her tank
Made u look like the bad guy
And just threw u away
She would take your money and just run away
I slept with my wallet and my keys on the bed
Left them under my pillow right under my head
Y should I have love
I had faith I truly cared
But she damaged the trust
The threw me a side
She leave me for a couple days just to get high
I spent any dollar I had on her for or with us
But she wanted more then that
She got high off the rush
I can't even bother now don't even care
I have more things to worry about
Then someone who's not their
Oct 20, 2016
Oct 20, 2016 at 2:06 AM UTC
Falling in and out of trapped doors
We close one another opens
When it rains
The drops free my enslavement
As I rise up from the floors
I maintain a slyte grin
It poor my eyes gloss
Determined to chance a risk
I role my dice
For a hand of cards I chase
I awake twisted with illusions of snakes
Granted I look at my friends first
Enormal I think I know I feel
Nothing alters a vain of blood
As they hand me water
Feed me lies
Tell me I'm special tell me I'm strong
Help me coexist from the pain of time
They feed me lies
Trash my trust
And stab my back
The **** my heart and
Grab my stash
They claim we make perfect sense
I stand alone
I gave up hope
I'm on my own
With a pain unknown
I gave in 100%
No I give nothing 100%
Played by vulcherz
Just for Lil rocks
Now I'm altered in to a selfish state
I want nothing
That's just the music I face
Oct 19, 2016
Oct 19, 2016 at 10:32 PM UTC