and to think there was a time
before, when i
constantly
****** myself into thinking
each and every
*******
grandiose,
helium-filled lie existed beyond your
illustrated delusion
jaundice driven, I needed you like a
kidney stone.
lies planted,
messily
nested, the
open wounds
painfully festering
quit using me.
regarding a fragile
soul as a
tool
used, atoms feverishly
vibrating for a quick
wasted,
xanax head high.
yes I can finally see the letter
z
and not think Zachary
Apr 21, 2015
Apr 21, 2015 at 4:52 PM UTC
I cannot remember
the last time I emptied
the ash tray that sits in my lungs
I like the familiar
burning glow
deep inside me
It keeps me warm
when no one else
will.
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 9:58 PM UTC
I want your embrace,
a tight grip on my thighs
your hands
pushing into my back
pulling me closer
I know
the marks you leave on my body
would be so different
than those before you
Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 10:13 PM UTC
I've been smoking about you,
been drinking about you
even thinking about you
This drag, that swig
I'm high off your laugh,
drunk off your words.
Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 10:08 PM UTC
Sweet temperamental bliss,
I will never allow myself to taste you again.
Even through the sugar-coated blows
it took the shocking bitterness of my own blood,
collecting at the tip of my tongue
to realize this is not
the flavor of love.
Nov 28, 2014
Nov 28, 2014 at 12:40 AM UTC
A crater
similar to the moons'
Yet no where near
as grey
Your dimples
entrance me
Nov 27, 2014
Nov 27, 2014 at 10:56 PM UTC
Human hands are not *****
because they are covered in black,
no
they are ***** when covered in blood.
Nov 26, 2014
Nov 26, 2014 at 10:15 PM UTC
Let me in
the meadows of your mind
beckon me
with wild flowers
I have yet to see bloom elsewhere
Your doors are open
but also
covered by a sheer glass window
of pure, blissful ignorance
Your soul is refreshing,
we could be something
brilliant
Nov 26, 2014
Nov 26, 2014 at 1:07 AM UTC
I swallowed a cloudy sky
and kept it down for years,
finally
I can throw up this storm
raging inside me.
Nov 25, 2014
Nov 25, 2014 at 9:09 PM UTC
You thought you could use your strong hands
to fashion me into the mold you desired
But I am stronger than sculpting clay,
you cannot
Nov 25, 2014
Nov 25, 2014 at 8:56 PM UTC
