i wanna be the one that got away,
i wanna be the one that leaves a scar in your heart,
i wanna be the one that you never see again
because i know,
you can miss me better than you can love me
Nov 21, 2023
Nov 21, 2023 at 10:11 AM UTC
i know i've been a lot to handle with lately.
but i thought u knew,
that i'm also a lot to lose.
Oct 16, 2023
Oct 16, 2023 at 10:24 AM UTC
you don't understand me anymore
any efforts i'm doing in trying to explain, you find defensive.
every tear i shed, you find weak.
all the anger i showed, wishing you could see it in my perspective, you find annoying.
i don't know what else to do, and,
you don't understand me anymore.
Oct 15, 2023
Oct 15, 2023 at 11:55 AM UTC
i'll never understand why i'm often collateral damage.
i'll never understand how you're okay when things are chaotic.
i'll never understand how you can leave, thinking it will be fine tomorrow.
i'll never understand how you sleep so sound.
i'll never understand how you can sacrifice me,
when u say i'm your future.
as if you think i'd never have the guts to leave.
Sep 28, 2023
Sep 28, 2023 at 3:34 PM UTC
i wonder how many times i forgave someone,
just because i didn't want to lose them
Sep 28, 2023
Sep 28, 2023 at 3:29 PM UTC
yang dulu hangat, sekarang dingin
yang dulu manis, sekarang pahit
yang dulu mementingkan, sekarang membuang
yang dulu peduli, sekarang menyalahi
yang dulu lembut, sekarang kasar
yang dulu baik, sekarang keji
yang dulu cinta, sekarang benci
Sep 28, 2023
Sep 28, 2023 at 3:23 PM UTC
i used to be radiant, positive, and content.
i used to be happy over the littlest things.
i'm not anymore.
now,
i'm bitter.
i'm pessimistic. the littlest things make me sad.
i never let things go. i never understand why i deserved all this.
when i was all those good things before, i was taken for granted. and i never want to let anyone gets to feel who i was before. not even myself.
i wondered how many times a person can hurt someone until they're finally broken. now i know.
Sep 28, 2023
Sep 28, 2023 at 3:19 PM UTC
i used to think that love was texting 24/7,
meeting each other everyday, having fun with each other, calling
each other baby names, and posting each other on social
media.
but love.
love is so much deeper than that. it's having difficult conversations together, forgiveness, understanding, tolerance, and patience.
i'm so glad you taught me real love.
Dec 26, 2022
Dec 26, 2022 at 1:15 PM UTC
you're the quartz to my dandelion,
the introvert to my extrovert,
the well-planned to my spontaneity,
the white to my black,
the calm to my storm.
i'd follow you to the ends of the earth.
Dec 26, 2022
Dec 26, 2022 at 1:10 PM UTC