runningdownn - Hello Poetry

i kept going

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Aug 12, 2019

Aug 12, 2019 at 10:35 PM UTC

i was right yet again and i’m too tired to write anything good i’m just tired of the hurt and not knowing what to physically do with myself because sleep isn’t an option as all i’ll dream about his him when i lose consciousness after three hours

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Jun 30, 2019

Jun 30, 2019 at 12:20 AM UTC

of course

i was right yet again and i’m too tired to write anything good i’m just tired of the hurt and not knowing what to physically do with myself because sleep isn’t an option as all i’ll dream about his him when i lose consciousness after three hours

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i’m afraid to write about him in case he leaves me too. as i sit here in bed with my curtains closed, another day completely the same, a never ending cycle of nothing, he lays on the other end of the phone. and i’m too afraid to hang up, in case he leaves me too.

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Jun 17, 2019

Jun 17, 2019 at 9:17 AM UTC

fear

i’m afraid to write about him in case he leaves me too. as i sit here in bed with my curtains closed, another day completely the same, a never ending cycle of nothing, he lays on the other end of the phone. and i’m too afraid to hang up, in case he leaves me too.

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i’m sorry that i cant and never could be enough. i’m sorry that this hurts so bad and i can’t even tell you.

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May 5, 2019

May 5, 2019 at 10:53 PM UTC

apology

i’m sorry that i cant and never could be enough. i’m sorry that this hurts so bad and i can’t even tell you.

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i’m a liability. i don’t really care if you like me or not, it’s like you told me, go forward slowly then i fall and then i know. cross off the ones that heard my cries and watched me weep. we move like the ocean, but i can’t swim anymore. like cardiac arrest, high voltage when we kiss, i cant promise you that i won’t let you down. could we be as close as we felt before again? i won’t let you choke on the noose around your neck, sometimes i wanna disappear.

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May 3, 2019

May 3, 2019 at 10:17 AM UTC

sounds

i’m a liability. i don’t really care if you like me or not, it’s like you told me, go forward slowly then i fall and then i know. cross off the ones that heard my cries and watched me weep. we move like the ocean, but i can’t swim anymore. like cardiac arrest, high voltage when we kiss, i cant promise you that i won’t let you down. could we be as close as we felt before again? i won’t let you choke on the noose around your neck, sometimes i wanna disappear.

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a dance going back and forth, a consistent struggle as i cry yet search for another. but our dance has come to an end, an end you accepted far before i ever could, and yet here i am. sitting on the bench, taking off my shoes. staring across the room as i let out a sigh. i’m okay now.

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Apr 2, 2019

Apr 2, 2019 at 1:43 PM UTC

waltz

a dance going back and forth, a consistent struggle as i cry yet search for another. but our dance has come to an end, an end you accepted far before i ever could, and yet here i am. sitting on the bench, taking off my shoes. staring across the room as i let out a sigh. i’m okay now.

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she slipped away running from my form as i locked my heart back in it's cage throwing away the key

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Mar 26, 2019

Mar 26, 2019 at 6:27 PM UTC

and thus

she slipped away running from my form as i locked my heart back in it's cage throwing away the key

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just like a creek a stream of water slipped through my fingers she's gone again

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Mar 25, 2019

Mar 25, 2019 at 7:17 PM UTC

missed

just like a creek a stream of water slipped through my fingers she's gone again

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i held you for a night and now things are different what changed?

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Mar 24, 2019

Mar 24, 2019 at 3:26 PM UTC

things have changed

i held you for a night and now things are different what changed?

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and yet in the span of an hour my heart has started up again longing for someone it once beat for for you said it was your favorite sound with your hand against my chest as i sobbed in your arms.

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Mar 18, 2019

Mar 18, 2019 at 8:29 PM UTC

yet

and yet in the span of an hour my heart has started up again longing for someone it once beat for for you said it was your favorite sound with your hand against my chest as i sobbed in your arms.

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