I wanna be off the market,
Done with all the heartache,
Ride that magic carpet
Sing Ed's perfect,
But you make me question if I'm worth it,
More than often,
But more than often I crave your lovin
Oh, my love, can't you see yourself by my side?
Why can't we just ride for life?
So I keep on wishing, hoping you get my message,
That all I want is your smile, captured on my memory slide;
Why can't you see,
That all I want is your lovin
And your kiss for life
Carry your baggage
For the rest of my life
Mar 10
Mar 10, 2026 at 8:07 PM UTC
Thought I had found a home,
But irony left me stranded, alone.
Now I'm lost, confused — nowhere to go,
I pray to God: lift the burdens of my soul.
Unveil my eyes, let the light break through,
Let grace pour in, make my shattered world anew.
Help me escape this event horizon’s hold,
Where hope once flickered, now cold.
Pull me in with your gravity,
Draw me deep into your singularity.
Let our love bend space and time,
Transcend the stars — infinite, divine.
Feb 19
Feb 19, 2026 at 1:38 AM UTC
When I think of you, I see Polaris—
the North star that lights the darkest nights of my life.
My heart wanders back to wasted hours,
trying to recover deleted texts,
just to replay the memories of you in my head.
But now you belong to someone else,
and as always, I remain—
Octantis, the South star to your Polaris.
Yet maybe one day, some faint soul
will find their peace
in the quiet light of Octantis.
Feb 12
Feb 12, 2026 at 7:08 PM UTC
Say something soon, before it's all gone
Before my heart is shattered and life is in tatters It's been days since I slept a wink at night
I'm trying my best, to keep my distance,
But it's killing me every single day, when I'm away from you
And I still hope you are getting everything you needed,
but it hurts knowing I'm not what you need,
So let me in before it's all over,
I'm getting lost in the Crowd, no longer the one that lights up your dark,
An unknown face that got chewed out by love, fading away from your thoughts
My heart no longer beats loud, I might be forever gone,
Lost in these crowd, slowly turning from a stranger into an afterthought
Maybe one day, with no one around me, someone will find me with open arms...
Feb 12
Feb 12, 2026 at 7:01 PM UTC
We have been through a lot
The ups, the downs and the twist and turns and whatnots,
but I'm still a stranger in your world;
I prayed for your love, I asked to be a part of your life,
And our hearts now beat as one;
But I'm still a stranger in your world,
I know it's not your fault;
But it still hurts my wound like salt,
Sometimes I feel that I numb all these pain with alcohol
But this past indiscretion of mine is what haunting us all
Now I feel strong enough so I don't fall, and soon enough
I'll stand tall and
That's when you will make me a part of your world, once and for all
And I'll stop feeling like a stranger in your world,
Lonely and small;
Sweetheart, that day is not far away when you will proclaim me to the world as the one,
Till then I'll just hold on and fight everyday and remain strong...
Sep 12, 2022
Sep 12, 2022 at 9:04 PM UTC
I feel like death is near me
I don't know why I feel so happy
I don't want to end this way
But maybe being confined and lonely has made me go crazy
I don't want to keep on living like this
I want to feel the love and warmth that I had when I was a kid
I, I can't go back home cause I made a promise that I have to keep in-order to help my family
I, I can only sleep, at least in my dreams I'm free from my cold reality
But now, now even my dreams are playing games with me
Showing me things that I don't want to see
Is there any way out of this misery?
Cause I don't want to keep on living like this
Dear lord, please forgive me
For wasting the time you had given me
Give me one more chance to break free
Cause There's still so much left for me to feel and see
I, I don't want to end this way
Just give me the strength to fight through
Till I reach my destiny
I, I don't want to be alone like this
Help me find someone who'll take away all my miseries
Jan 18, 2021
Jan 18, 2021 at 12:59 PM UTC
I change when I'm surrounded by people
I change into what they want me to be
I feel afraid and think that they'll leave
and I never believed in myself and in what I can be
it was hard for me to form a decent relationship
kept pushing people away from the real me
So, I'm sorry for behaving so unkindly
now I know the importance of maturity
and now I'm trying my best to keep ahold of me
I don't want to lose myself once again to my immaturity
So, I will keep being me even if it means I will be lonely
but I promise that from now on I'll always give my best to ones who will stand by me
from now on, I will only change for what I believe in
not because someone else wants me to be
and create a future where my dreams are fulfilled
Turn my fantasies into reality
Jan 10, 2021
Jan 10, 2021 at 1:42 PM UTC
I'm struggling to find the right words
or else I'll be left alone in the world
it seems like everything I say or do
don't have any effect on you
all I want is for you to live
but all you got in mind is to jump off a cliff
and end your life without knowing what is bliss
Oh! please help me find the words
that will help to connect our worlds
cause we have been alone and without a home
for way too long
And the world has treated you wrong
but it won't go on like this for long
cause from now on I'll be the shoulder you can count on
And we will make each other strong
Dec 25, 2020
Dec 25, 2020 at 1:20 AM UTC
I don't know how to ask for help
So, let me write about it instead
Feels like I lost myself
Somewhere in time, repeating the same mistake
Now is it too late?
I ask myself that question every single day
Wish I could go back to the start
And bowed down to God
Asked for forgiveness, before it started to take a toll
I was beginning to lose hope
Started to use more to cope
But even that wasn't helping me to elope
My sad thoughts, you know
That's when I started to know
That God is merciful also
So, why can't we understand that we are his creation too, you know
So, why can't we stop hating each other, yo
Why can't we stop blaming each other, you know
Why can't we be a little patience, you know
We just lost a generation, you know
We are getting murdered by our own ignorance,yo
Let's think about the future and let the hatred go
Let's learn to forgive and claim peace and justice, so
Life doesn't feel hard no more
Dec 13, 2020
Dec 13, 2020 at 2:57 AM UTC
At first I thought I was in love with your beauty
But even after all these years, I still remember your warmth
What else could it be?
If not love!
I haven't been by your side the last couple of years and maybe that's why I'm having such a hard time dealing with life all these years,
Step back in my life, Love!
Let me sleep peacefully at night
Take away the monsters that took a hold of me
You are the key that opens the door to reality
Let me breathe in it,
let me live in it,
make me trouble free!
Turn my fantasy into my reality!
Oct 18, 2020
Oct 18, 2020 at 5:05 AM UTC