You know, I thought you were different
You didn't seem like this a year ago..
But what happened to you now?
I can't even recognize you
I don't understand why your being like this
What happened?
It's like you transformed into a new person
A person which I don't like at all
A cold being, I wasn't used to seeing you like this
What happened?
To hear about you now, it's disappointing
all the things that you have done, it just doesn't seem like you...
To be honest, I guess I never really knew who you were..
I was blinded but what I thought you were..
and now I see what kind of person you are and honestly...
it disappoints me alot
what happened to you ?
I guess I never really knew who you were ...
and with tears in my eyes all I could think is what happened to you? The you who made me smile by just hearing your name
now when I hear your name all I feel is disappointment
I guess I never really knew who you were
And honestly I don't want to know anymore...
May 16, 2015
May 16, 2015 at 12:06 PM UTC
im sorry, that's all i have to say,
im sorry that i had to be this way
i shouldn't have ever let you go
and now i sit here all alone
i thought of you as a burden
and now there isn't a day, an hour,minutes not even seconds
in which i don't think about you.
im sorry i had to be this way
i regret that day more than anything
i wish i could have you now.
your eyes lost that shine, and your smile disappeared
since that day i thought i was free, but stupid me
i feel trapped in a chamber of your heart
i was afraid of so much that i had to let you go
so many "what if they find out?" "what would they say about me"
but now i don't care, now that i have lost you
i would scream it loud and proud
" I LOVE YOU!"
i need you, i want you, i love you
love songs remind me constantly of you
as i smile and think of all our memories
all the times you made me laugh like no other person
i ruined everything, because i was scared
and now i just wish you were here with me
tell me Do you remember me? does it hurt when you think of me?
do i bring back happy memories or do i bring back painful ones?
remember what you told me the first day we met?
"when we grow up were going to get married", do you remember that?
i know one day ill find you again and maybe i can tell you all these things
but now, what can i do?
there's nothing to do but wait for you..
even if you don't come to me as a lover, i wish you happiness
i was the one that messed everything up and not you
just remember one thing...
ill never forget you
Apr 17, 2014
Apr 17, 2014 at 4:25 PM UTC