rosey-cheeks - Hello Poetry

I DONT WANT TO SCREAM PLEASE HELP ME BUT WHY CANT YOU SEE THE ******* PAIN IN MY EYES WHEN I CAN BARELY FORCE A SMILE WHEN YOU SAY GOOD NIGHT AND I JUST WANT TO SAY GOOD BYE

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Sep 26, 2015

Sep 26, 2015 at 1:10 AM UTC

Suicide 2

I DONT WANT TO SCREAM PLEASE HELP ME BUT WHY CANT YOU SEE THE ******* PAIN IN MY EYES WHEN I CAN BARELY FORCE A SMILE WHEN YOU SAY GOOD NIGHT AND I JUST WANT TO SAY GOOD BYE

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Jack isn’t your best friend. No matter how smooth he talks to you, no matter how warm he makes you. He’s the abusive lover that only makes you feel good just to crush you completely a minute later.

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Sep 26, 2015

Sep 26, 2015 at 1:07 AM UTC

Jack Daniels

Jack isn’t your best friend. No matter how smooth he talks to you, no matter how warm he makes you. He’s the abusive lover that only makes you feel good just to crush you completely a minute later.

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We're born alone and we die alone, yeah, but I'd like to die in love with you. Life means nothing, but you mean something to me. Back into the dirt we go, but I want to go alone in your arms.

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Sep 26, 2015

Sep 26, 2015 at 12:50 AM UTC

Alone

We're born alone and we die alone, yeah, but I'd like to die in love with you. Life means nothing, but you mean something to me. Back into the dirt we go, but I want to go alone in your arms.

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If you want my heart you must ask my curves for permission first. Convince them you will be the one to adore them, no matter their width or depth. Let your hands do the talking. Touch me so soft I tremble and you break the code. Only then will they allow my chest to open and my heart will be yours to keep.

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Sep 26, 2015

Sep 26, 2015 at 12:46 AM UTC

Curves

If you want my heart you must ask my curves for permission first. Convince them you will be the one to adore them, no matter their width or depth. Let your hands do the talking. Touch me so soft I tremble and you break the code. Only then will they allow my chest to open and my heart will be yours to keep.

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I believe in love. Love has the power to heal and create. There’s hopeless love, family love, friend love, and love for everyone, especially those with four furry feet. My family has taught me the beginning of how to love. Even deeper, my grandparent’s have shown me complete unconditional and raw love. From sickness and health, to rich and poor, they’ve been glued together for 38 years now. The pets I’ve owned taught me love isn’t just restricted to humans. Often, animals stick around longer to comfort and love than friends do. However, friends and lovers teach a whole new level of love. I’ve realized that love can be just temporary. Being the hopeless romantic I am, I search for love everywhere and find love in every dusty corner. I’ve seen that sometimes you’re only meant to love someone for a limited amount of time until you feel the need to move on to someone else and fill their life with the power of it. Friends, family, lovers, pets, they all come and go, but love is forever. I believe in love because I’ve been hurt. I’m happy to lose by caring more for someone as long as it means i get the chance to show them what it’s like to be loved by fire. I’m not afraid to feel. Love isn’t just one feeling to me, it comes in many different feelings. It’s in all feelings. Without hate there’d be no love and vice versa. Love creates beauty, love creates hate, love creates people, love lets the world go around. When we learn to love, we learn how to make things better. Three years ago my Uncle was killed unexpectedly in an accident and that loss of love in my family has completely changed the way we loved since. We learned how to love each other stronger, how to love ourselves more, and most importantly how to love life. Our family bond is unbreakable now. The devastating loss and going through the grief and learning more about love has made me more of myself than anything in the world ever could. Love comes to us in many different ways. Love is action, love is emotion, love is expressed. Love is free and binds us all. Without love, we wouldn’t be people. It’s what defines us. You can’t have anything without it. Not a career, not passion, nothing, because nothing would matter without love. There is absolutely nothing you can’t love. Flowers, food, kids, sleeping, puzzles, it’s okay to love it all and all is deservant of love. “Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.” Corinthians 13:4-8

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Sep 26, 2015

Sep 26, 2015 at 12:43 AM UTC

This I Believe

I believe in love. Love has the power to heal and create. There’s hopeless love, family love, friend love, and love for everyone, especially those with four furry feet. My family has taught me the beginning of how to love. Even deeper, my grandparent’s have shown me complete unconditional and raw love. From sickness and health, to rich and poor, they’ve been glued together for 38 years now. The pets I’ve owned taught me love isn’t just restricted to humans. Often, animals stick around longer to comfort and love than friends do. However, friends and lovers teach a whole new level of love. I’ve realized that love can be just temporary. Being the hopeless romantic I am, I search for love everywhere and find love in every dusty corner. I’ve seen that sometimes you’re only meant to love someone for a limited amount of time until you feel the need to move on to someone else and fill their life with the power of it. Friends, family, lovers, pets, they all come and go, but love is forever. I believe in love because I’ve been hurt. I’m happy to lose by caring more for someone as long as it means i get the chance to show them what it’s like to be loved by fire. I’m not afraid to feel. Love isn’t just one feeling to me, it comes in many different feelings. It’s in all feelings. Without hate there’d be no love and vice versa. Love creates beauty, love creates hate, love creates people, love lets the world go around. When we learn to love, we learn how to make things better. Three years ago my Uncle was killed unexpectedly in an accident and that loss of love in my family has completely changed the way we loved since. We learned how to love each other stronger, how to love ourselves more, and most importantly how to love life. Our family bond is unbreakable now. The devastating loss and going through the grief and learning more about love has made me more of myself than anything in the world ever could. Love comes to us in many different ways. Love is action, love is emotion, love is expressed. Love is free and binds us all. Without love, we wouldn’t be people. It’s what defines us. You can’t have anything without it. Not a career, not passion, nothing, because nothing would matter without love. There is absolutely nothing you can’t love. Flowers, food, kids, sleeping, puzzles, it’s okay to love it all and all is deservant of love. “Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.” Corinthians 13:4-8

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The earth was zapped today by a solar storm and my heart was zapped by something that won't ever result in something as beautiful as the Northern Lights.

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Sep 26, 2015

Sep 26, 2015 at 12:39 AM UTC

Untitled

The earth was zapped today by a solar storm and my heart was zapped by something that won't ever result in something as beautiful as the Northern Lights.

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Missing your lips Below my hips Little licks Making my feelings mix Biting my thighs Trying hard not to let out a sigh Of pleasure You'll go to any measure To make me moan I wanna groan You dive in deep I wonder how long I can keep From screaming Your eyes are beaming Our skin is glowing Our bodies are flowing Together in beat I want you to beat Inside of me faster You know you're my master.

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Sep 23, 2015

Sep 23, 2015 at 12:50 PM UTC

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Missing your lips Below my hips Little licks Making my feelings mix Biting my thighs Trying hard not to let out a sigh Of pleasure You'll go to any measure To make me moan I wanna groan You dive in deep I wonder how long I can keep From screaming Your eyes are beaming Our skin is glowing Our bodies are flowing Together in beat I want you to beat Inside of me faster You know you're my master.

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I think about you everyday and I know you think I'm insane. you're the reason I take those pills when I can't sleep and you're the reason I don't wake up in the morning and gag when I eat and I still feel the way you touched my heart (what's left of it) and I remember how you felt pushing into me like the wind blowing a cloud with such force and comfort and is it bad i remember the way your nails looked and the way the hair peekabooed out of your nose like a hare in a hole and your arms soft and strong when you wrapped yourself around me like a boa constrictor with its prey but let that not be just a metaphor for the way that you held me, I mean you squeezed the life out of me with your anger and jealousy, you used me and ate what was left of the security I thought I had. If you hadn't killed me when you left I wouldn't miss you so bad. You took parts of me I didn't know Id miss, you took parts of me I didn't know I had. You gave me a new name and bad habits. Now I smoke when I think of you and I miss sharing a cigarette with you in the car like we didn't have a **** in the world. We were lonely sinners that no one cared about. Who'd give a **** about the couple that cut each other and snuck out at midnight to make love and lied our ***** off because we didn't have anything better to do. Partners in crime, slowly killing ourselves, slowly killing each other.

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Jul 18, 2014

Jul 18, 2014 at 11:15 AM UTC

To An Ex So Lovely And Terrible

I think about you everyday and I know you think I'm insane. you're the reason I take those pills when I can't sleep and you're the reason I don't wake up in the morning and gag when I eat and I still feel the way you touched my heart (what's left of it) and I remember how you felt pushing into me like the wind blowing a cloud with such force and comfort and is it bad i remember the way your nails looked and the way the hair peekabooed out of your nose like a hare in a hole and your arms soft and strong when you wrapped yourself around me like a boa constrictor with its prey but let that not be just a metaphor for the way that you held me, I mean you squeezed the life out of me with your anger and jealousy, you used me and ate what was left of the security I thought I had. If you hadn't killed me when you left I wouldn't miss you so bad. You took parts of me I didn't know Id miss, you took parts of me I didn't know I had. You gave me a new name and bad habits. Now I smoke when I think of you and I miss sharing a cigarette with you in the car like we didn't have a **** in the world. We were lonely sinners that no one cared about. Who'd give a **** about the couple that cut each other and snuck out at midnight to make love and lied our ***** off because we didn't have anything better to do. Partners in crime, slowly killing ourselves, slowly killing each other.

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You reminded me about the promise I made the night i was gonna jump and let my problems fly away, I swore I'd never try that again and I told you tonight that I've been known to break everything I swear to keep, Like your heart I promised to keep it whole and we both walked away incomplete. I don't know why it is but commitment scares me. That's why I fail suicide and that's why I still question my life And I push away people who care about me because god knows love is just as scary as committing to living.

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Jul 18, 2014

Jul 18, 2014 at 11:04 AM UTC

Promises and heartbreak and suicide

You reminded me about the promise I made the night i was gonna jump and let my problems fly away, I swore I'd never try that again and I told you tonight that I've been known to break everything I swear to keep, Like your heart I promised to keep it whole and we both walked away incomplete. I don't know why it is but commitment scares me. That's why I fail suicide and that's why I still question my life And I push away people who care about me because god knows love is just as scary as committing to living.

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Quarter moons  Won’t ever be the same  Since the night we kissed  Under the moonlight rays.  It’s no longer just a half moon phase  It’s half of my heart that I gave away.

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Jun 8, 2014

Jun 8, 2014 at 7:28 PM UTC

June Sixth

Quarter moons  Won’t ever be the same  Since the night we kissed  Under the moonlight rays.  It’s no longer just a half moon phase  It’s half of my heart that I gave away.

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