two step on the stone,
as the life faded away,
i closed my eyes,
then count 3 times,
i remembered when we used to hang out on playground,
forgetting the past when we grow up,
i know i don't have the talent to move up,
but i'm always honest and try to help you,
you never seen that path away,
you choose people undeserved to his place,
i got rejected away,
and see other road.
Jan 3, 2018
Jan 3, 2018 at 10:59 AM UTC
dear uncle as i seen your body buried today,
doesn't mean its the end for me,
i know and i remembered your advice when i'm sick,
when i'm alone you the only relative that bought food,
when i'm hungry
and when i'm alone you listen to my whine about life,
i'm shock to see you passed away dear uncle,
to me you more then an uncle,
you were like my 2nd father that i could hold on to,
i don't know how much i can't express to you,
but to appreciate you when you still alive,
thank you for all you did,
when you got buried i was the only guy with a phone on my hand,
so that i can share those moments when you gone and i can remember you,
there's so many deaths i coudlnt bear with it,
to my favorite idols and my relatives,
i still have more uncles that i could talk to,
but you i put trust with you,
and i'm glad that we could share a few things when you still alive,
thank you for taking care of me,
for all you did i wont forget and will keep it to heart.
Jan 3, 2018
Jan 3, 2018 at 10:53 AM UTC
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DuvN4YcJ0ZA
The city lights are forgiving today,
as i hit my last stop i sense a scene,
a scene that tells me one thing,
A new begging,
I rectified what i once believed in,
and now let's the show begins.
Dec 1, 2017
Dec 1, 2017 at 4:38 PM UTC
I couldn't remember the smell of fresh air,
or the smile of my own wife staring at the sunset,
i couldn't remember when i hear a soothing song to help me sleep,
a once humble beginning now no more,
for what i believe in is now gone,
i can't count how long i am in these tunnels,
wondering endlessly without a purpose,
From place to place i hinder,
from dust to dust i hunger certainty,
a thriving empire that believe the hammer built its foundation,
what once a feared nation,
now become isolation.
Dec 1, 2017
Dec 1, 2017 at 4:31 PM UTC
i wrote this poem to clear off my mind,
as i lay on the ground surrounded by mystery,
gone the past,
moved on to the future,
so others can see my end,
deliver my faith and see how i love you,
weary weather i walked under you,
i am always i am always writing this poetry,
i made this poetry of your reflection,
when you smile i stare at you,
but how can i describe my status,
i am just a roamer to clear my own,
i had to chase my past,
i don't know and always there.
i use to sang your favorite songs,
from afar,
in this very spot i stand i'm waiting,
lately your image still fresh in my mind,
the feeling i cant describe.
Nov 28, 2017
Nov 28, 2017 at 2:36 AM UTC
it's hard to say where i'm headed,
from time to time there's always decision,
back and forth and struggling to achieved,
Just my computer and me,
it's always been there like a boy and his dog,
" Frankly as long as i breath my work is going to be alive as i am",
" - To sooth this lonesome i rode along as the time changes"
" i forgot how fun it was just to write all the time"
" seeing all those fans just waiting for my another work"
it's always been like this a place of my own,
I go to usual place and go whenever i wanted,
I felt the old flame again it's always good to feel that.
Sep 26, 2017
Sep 26, 2017 at 4:25 AM UTC
i know all this time,
i been busy with my life,
At times i think about old times,
where i use to go everywhere,
From Asia to Norway and elsewhere,
We used to travel every now and then,
Things has change hasn't it,
And my voice still haven't heard,
Today all these memories will be remembered,
I would love to see these again,
I push away my family for the sake of entertainment,
I guess it's entertainer curse,
all sudden after all these years my crew passed on,
one by one see them passed away,
to be honest it's made me sad how it end.
I'm sorry i can't be there for you guys all the time,
I have stacked of time that been obstacle in my life,
I would like to have that old time,
But in the end i'm all alone,
Back to square one,
so i just move on to see another same old routine.
Sep 26, 2017
Sep 26, 2017 at 4:21 AM UTC
To enter one mind is to answer a thought,
A question that we all asked everyday,
Is an answer that we seek,
What lies beneath is something more,
A Darker Thoughts that no one dared to go.
A tainted world covered with problems,
It's like a Endless disease that wouldn't die,
I long endure to find the cure,
but nothing seems to work the way its intended,
A speed of light that people often debate,
An unexplained terrible occurrence often create,
The ghostly sightings that we see everyday,
For what exactly hidden beyond,
One mind can't easily comprehend.
Everyday we grasping for life,
For whatever cost it always led to death,
in the end there's no such thing is solution,
it always be a problem.
Aug 30, 2017
Aug 30, 2017 at 2:18 PM UTC
There's one saying a start of civilization is a sign of life,
people questioned that life each day,
to hold,
and to create,
each day a mirage created to resembled an image of man,
what is this new phenomena they call mirage,
some say its created by a light,
other saying is a vision from god telling you an impending doom is coming,
we ask this constant question every day,
is this a mirage or signs.
Aug 28, 2017
Aug 28, 2017 at 3:51 AM UTC
my mom say pray every night,
wake up every morning be a voice next day,
for whatever cause,
to join the military,
i was crossing through rivers and jungles,
i hurt my self by a falling tree,
injured by an accident that i didn't notice,
but hey for whatever cause i serve my country,
i travel far across the map,
seeing so many cultures,
attend so humanitarian service during my youth,
i'm glad not to ****
i was trained to save people,
not many people know being a soldier as a meaning,
just not to hold a gun,
we showed up not to blow it up,
not to destroy live,
not many people know i am a soldier,
i maintain my identity as a civilian,
outside the life we call the culture of man,
it took me so many years,
to understand how to be a true soldier,
i always cry to see one nation cry for help,
when their government didn't have a clue,
they have written their names in blood,
you are not alone,
just remember that we are here to serve you,
so you can sleep soundly at night,
give you food when you're government didn't care,
although i am sick and tired the enemy mischief,
i'm thankful each day i don't take one life,
we are trained to understand to each situation.
Jul 11, 2017
Jul 11, 2017 at 9:55 AM UTC