You was not just only our Mother. You was our provider and our queen.
And God gave you the biggest heart this world has ever seen.
Jan 29, 2023
Jan 29, 2023 at 11:37 PM UTC
We shouldn't have many complaints. Our lives have been pretty good.
There's been some things we shouldn't have done and some things we wish we could.
But all in all it hasn't been bad.
Because our happy days out ways our sad..
So we really shouldn't care what people may say.
Because God wakes us up every single day.
He says we won't fail as long as we try.
And we should always be truthful and try not to lie.
So even if we're broke and have no way to borrow.
Our credits good with God for today and tomorrow.
He makes sure our life account is balanced and there's no overdraft.
And he assures us he'll protect us from Satan's wrath.
So when Jesus was put on the cross and they hammered in that nail.
That guaranteed if we believe we will not fail.
So every day when we awake we should just keep pushin'.
But if we fall we have God as our cushin'.
Dec 2, 2022
Dec 2, 2022 at 12:59 AM UTC
There's always been one word I could not figure. Why do we use that vile word ****** We've been called that word since we go off the boat. And now we think that word fits us as if it were a coat. It rolls off our tongue so very smooth. It's as if we don't know another word to use. It's become a part of our culture and a part of our life. Men say it to there children and even to their wife. But when white people say it we pull out a knife. I hear Mexicans say it and Puerto Ricans too. But when they say it, it's ok with you. That's one foul word and sometimes I use it to. I'm trying not to, and so should you. There's nothing good in that word. Not one little letter. We are not stupid people. We need to get better. That's one six letter word we don't need anymore. That's one six letter word we should kick out the door. Because when we use that word every single day. That one little word will never go away. R.Mendoza
May 17, 2014
May 17, 2014 at 6:08 AM UTC
Sometimes we don't realize how truly blessed we are. We've been killing ourselves for years and it hasn't left a scar. We still wakeup every morning with another chance to live. Yet will still refuse to acknowledge the blessings that only God can give. How many blessings are left? How many chances still remain? As long as we do wrong the results are still the same. We always make life more difficult than it really has to be. We continue to walk around blind when we know that we can see. At some point during our life it seems we've lost our way. We've been living during the night for so long we forgot there was a day. One day we may realize that enough just is enough. And at the same time we may realize that we really ain't that tough. All the people who tell us they love us have go to be tired as hell. They have to be tired of hoping that one day we'll get well. We are not stupid people. God gave us all a brain. Even though some of the things we did made it seem like we're insane. One day we may wake up and surrender our life to God. Then maybe we will realize that his way isn't that hard. R.Mendoza
May 15, 2014
May 15, 2014 at 2:45 AM UTC
Sometimes people don't like to hear what has already been said. But some of us have died, we just don't realize that we're dead. We've been walking around dead refusing to lay down. We have'nt smiled in years. Our face wears a permanent frown. Happiness and joy is no longer a part of our life. And because we walk around dead we live in misery and strife. How can someone walk around dead? Is a very good question to ask. They are very easy to spot because they're the ones wearing a mask. They wear a mask trying to hide what they have done. But when you walking around dead you can not hide you can not run. You can not run because the dying has already started. All the people you hurt during your life. You have left them broken hearted. We never see the damage because dead people can not see. We don't see that we're not the same person. The person we use to be. There once was a time in our life when we were alive not dead. Then God gave us the chance to choose and we chose death instead. So God decide to let us die because he truly is our friend. So now all we need is his blessing and we can be born again. So if your walking around dying or your already dead. When you start to think about the choices you make. Maybe you'll choose life instead.
May 13, 2014
May 13, 2014 at 9:50 PM UTC
We should meet God in the morning and go with him through the day And in the stillness of the night, before our sleep comes we should pray. We should pray that God will take over all the problems we couldn't solve. And that in the peacefulness of our sleep. Our problems will be resolved. We should pray that when we open our eyes to greet another day. We will find ourselves renewed in strength, because Gods grace has come our way. We should pray that whatever seemed impossible for us to solve alone. That once again we'll be assured by God that we are never on our own. Because if we try to stand alone. We are weak and we will fall. But God is always with us when we feel hopeless lost and small. So no day is unmeetable if we wake up with this thought. We should think to thank God for all the blessings that his loving care has brought. We can never be a failure. Even if we're hopeless unsaved sinners. Because God is the only one who can loser's into winners. So we should meet God in the morning and go with him through the day. And thank him for his guidance each morning when we pray. If we follow faithfully. This daily way to pray. We will never in our lifetime face another hopeless day. c. R. Mendoza
May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 5:18 PM UTC
How the hell can you go to rehab and leave there with a habit. You must have ate a bowl of trix because your one silly *** rabbit. You been in rehab for almost a year and you still gettin' high? You need to just go to the cemetery and lay your *** down and die. Just save your family and friends from anymore of your hurt. Go jump your *** into a grave. Someone else will throw on the dirt. We all know addiction can really be tough as hell. But you have only yourself to blame because only you can make you well. You are constantly playing with your life time and time again. And the one thing we all know about life. It does come to an end. The crazy thing about addiction is that other addicts know when your high. Because the one thing we all know about drugs. The effects do not lie. Stop letting the devil make you feel like you no longer have any worth. Don't give him the pleasure of being the one who helps you leave this earth. Whether or not you believe it. You are a child of God. And God gave us special powers. So we should make the devil's work hard. Your life is worth a whole lot more than any amount of gold. So give your family and friends the pleasure of watching you grow old. You can take the devil out of your life. You can make the devil leave. Just tell God you use to lack faith in him but that now you do believe. R. Mendoza
May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 4:21 PM UTC
Dear Mommy come home. Daddy you to. I'm growing up now and I need both of you. I'm really doing good in school and I'm a good child. So please come back home and stay for awhile. Daddy I know you helped to bring me on this earth. But Mommy I know that your the one responsible for my birth. I know Mom and Dad, it's not something that I did. Whatever it is I forgive you. I'll always be your kid. I know I'm only a child but I can help you through this mess. All you have to do is hold me and let me lay upon your chest. Help me with my homework and one day you will see. That both of you Mom and Dad. Will be very proud of me. What ever it is your going through. I hope you find your way. I lay in my bed and pray each night that you'll be back one day. And when you come back it'll be alright. And then I'll be able to sleep at night. R. Mendoza
May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 4:01 PM UTC
How do you count all the blessings that are sent from God.
It becomes to difficult and it seems so hard. You can never count all of his pain when one of us dies. Or the amount of his tear drops every time he cries. You can never measure his smile when a child is born on earth. Or even come up with an amount of what his smile is worth. You can't measure the look on his face or see his scorn. And we can't measure his hurt when his heart is torn. We can't count how many times he has picked us up from the ground.
Or all of the hugs he gives us whenever we're down. There's no way of counting his love or his eternal grace. Or even how many beautiful stars he has put into space. There's no need to count his blessings or measure his love.
But it is really important to be grateful for the things that are sent from above. The bright green grass and the beautiful sunflowers. All the hot summer days and the cool sun showers. The subtle spring breeze and the cold winter snow. And the beautiful colored leaves when the Autumn winds blow. All the wonderful sounds when the little birds sing. And the twinkle in the sky that the night stars bring. These blessings are endless and they go on and on. These blessings have been with us since the day we were born. We can never count Gods blessings, but we should be grateful that their here. Because God gives us these blessings to show us that he cares. R. Mendoza
May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 3:50 PM UTC
Although I met you long ago it seems like we just met. I remember it like it was yesterday. It's a day I'll never forget. But now your here back in my life and it seems just like a dream. But the one thing I always remembered about you were your eyes. They still have that gleam. So now it seems like time stood still so we could meet again. And now this feels just like the beginning of a love that will not end. So I often wonder about this feeling of love that I feel for you. And I often crave for that beautiful feeling of your love that feels so true. But there are days when reality hits and I realize that your not mine. And that maybe the love you had for me has suddenly run out of time. Because some days its not enough time it seems. For us to laugh and joke and share our dreams. And there's not enough time for us to be. Just a man and a woman. Just you. Just me. And there's not enough time for us to kiss. Or for me to tell you things like this. So if I could. I'd find a way to stop all the clocks on earth today. And then maybe even that won't do. Because I need an eternity for loving you. But if I could love you just for today I think may be then I would be ok. And then when you kiss me I'll know it's right. Because our rekindled love will last all night. R. Mendoza
May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 3:55 AM UTC