My body is shaking
I can't breathe
It feels as if I'm drowning
Gasping for air
Tear falling down my face
Head pounding with pain
My mind can't control
what I am doing anymore
I want to stop
I want to breathe
I want to be in control
But I can't
The tears won't stop falling
I can taste the salt
I can feel the fear
I can feel the pain
But when it's finally over
I pretend it never happened
Like everything is perfectly okay
Like I could always breathe with ease
Like I never cried for hours
Like I never felt the pain
I keep on pretending
Jun 29, 2015
Jun 29, 2015 at 4:24 PM UTC
Take me away.
Save me from me.
I'm my own worst enemy.
Take me away.
From the pain I endure.
I self harm in ways I never have before.
Take me away.
I know that you can.
I just need you to reach for my hand.
Take me away.
For the rest of our lives.
So I can be happy for the first time.
Mar 12, 2015
Mar 12, 2015 at 1:46 AM UTC
You're fat.
Look at those rolls.
You can't fit through the door.
How many chins are those?
You remind me of a whale.
I am beautiful
Butterface.
You make me want to ****
Don't you wash your face?
Acne must live on your body.
It looks like there's craters are your face.
I am beautiful
You're too fat to be at the gym.
Salad? Don't kid yourself.
You need to lose weight.
Your thighs are huge.
You look pregnant.
I am beautiful
You can't do this
I am beautiful
You're so ugly.
I am beautiful
Stop believing in yourself
I. Am. Beautiful.
Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 6:11 PM UTC