all i remembered was that i did not care for the feeling, that i did not want to be that person. feel that hurt.
Now i am that person. i feel that hurt.
May 1, 2017
May 1, 2017 at 4:56 PM UTC
A friend attempted to break me
Took a love of mine from under me
She won't approach me now
I smiled when I saw her, just yesterday
She packed up her things and left
Jan 29, 2016
Jan 29, 2016 at 6:46 PM UTC
Men leave me in silence
Hiding their love
Hiding their pain
Not a word is uttered
As they walk out through my door
A glance, not meant to be seen
I have seen before.
Jan 18, 2016
Jan 18, 2016 at 4:49 PM UTC
Snapping the air from where it settled around my face,
dragging it to lungs .
Exhaling through lips that formed words,
I had no intention of saying.
Jan 15, 2016
Jan 15, 2016 at 4:14 PM UTC
sometimes I fidget
uncomfortable with the weight
of the words
that course through my veins
Jan 7, 2016
Jan 7, 2016 at 10:09 AM UTC
You're done.
No more.
The end.
Tears rise
threatening to fall
and slide
down cheeks
chin
down on to chest.
Breath clutches
in the cage
made by bone.
Goodbye.
Nov 14, 2015
Nov 14, 2015 at 7:45 PM UTC
i have only ever known you
with the smile that turns down at each corner
just ever so slightly
with the eyes that are dead
right back at the core
you smiled once and told me
noone knew the reality
of you
breath caught in your chest
as i lay my head there
all but you
Nov 9, 2015
Nov 9, 2015 at 6:56 PM UTC
In the box that housed,
my shiny red boots.
Lie the reminders of the life I had.
With you.
Used cinema tickets,
crumpled and torn.
Print outs from photo booths.
Our inhibitions swept away,
by the buzz of drink.
Nov 9, 2015
Nov 9, 2015 at 12:21 PM UTC
reading the news,
safe in our beds
of the man whose condition was critical
lying in his hospital bed
the shooting had happened
whilst the all nighters
were stumbling home
how had they missed him
this man in such need
bullet wounds allowing blood
scarlet blood
to run free
on the way to the shop
our minds blurred
stomachs empty
splatters of blood
scarlet blood
were seen
larger pools of it collected
at every door
how had they not heard him
the man in such need
Nov 9, 2015
Nov 9, 2015 at 10:19 AM UTC
smile darling
let me watch the change in the blue of your eyes
as they light with the joy
spreading across
your face
Nov 8, 2015
Nov 8, 2015 at 12:21 PM UTC