I'll be getting old and still
trying to make this body bearable
covering it in tattoos
painting its nails
manically
sickening looking
for proof of its monstrousness
in candid photos
starving it and then
filling it
Or even worse,
not being able to do anything
to make it anything else
than what it is
Aug 1, 2022
Aug 1, 2022 at 5:06 AM UTC
I think I might be lost in you,
my love.
I hope you never ever leave my side
sweet angel
you've got my heart on your sleeve
Oct 25, 2020
Oct 25, 2020 at 1:37 PM UTC
You are a goddess
Even if you don't lose those 5 pounds
And while I'm looking at you
Through this mirror
I can firmly say
You're the most beautiful person
I've ever seen
And will ever see
Remember me
Nov 8, 2018
Nov 8, 2018 at 2:43 PM UTC
I
feel
peace
the flowing of the river
takes me away
slowly
from you
I
can
breathe
I will never love again
but for now this water is enough
Jun 15, 2018
Jun 15, 2018 at 7:17 AM UTC
spiders crawling onto my back
constant earthquake
May 30, 2018
May 30, 2018 at 1:45 PM UTC
In Italy we say
that when you eat
a new kind of fruit
for the first time in the year
you can make a wish
so I spent two weeks
eating exotic and strange fruits
but you still haven't came back to me
May 23, 2018
May 23, 2018 at 10:23 AM UTC
you make me feel whole
reborn
purified
young
I fear the day I'll stop loving you
Apr 25, 2018
Apr 25, 2018 at 3:17 PM UTC
fishes could swim through my ribs
when I saw you
flowers started growing on the palms of my hands
when I saw you
the stars made their home in my eyes
when I saw you
lover
I will join you by the riverbed
and rest on your collarbones
Mar 25, 2018
Mar 25, 2018 at 5:53 AM UTC
I've thought about it
by "it' I mean suicide
I've thought about it
because I can't stand the thought of having to see my parents grow old
I know I cannot see them screaming for help,
looking for life
and just finding death
I've thought about doing it, really
and I decided not to
because my pain won't ever be as much as theirs would be
seeing me with a void in my eyes
and nothing in my wrists
Mar 24, 2018
Mar 24, 2018 at 7:12 PM UTC
I
am
healing
but I don't want you to take off your shoes in my home yet
I
am
healing
but I'm still afraid of your touch
I
am
healing
but while I'm healing, you're burning like a broken electric wire, and while you burn you bloom
so yes, I am healing
slowly
trembling
feeling numb
but healing
Mar 24, 2018
Mar 24, 2018 at 9:45 AM UTC