The break, the swell, the rip
it was drowning, my heart
why couldn't you feel it
Tumbling, smashing, floating
It was over
Why didn't you save me
Limp, lifeless, nothing
A hammer to a nail
You were made to destroy me
**** ... I love you
Jul 13, 2017
Jul 13, 2017 at 2:26 AM UTC
Sometimes i cry
Sometimes i lie
Sometimes i wonder how i got bye.
Sometimes i like the pain
Sometimes i like to scream
Sometimes i don't really like who i am.
Sometimes i wake with my eyes open
Sometimes i **** away the pain
Sometimes i like it when you're not around.
Sometimes it bothers me
Sometimes i wonder
And sometimes, i love you.
Jul 7, 2017
Jul 7, 2017 at 10:36 AM UTC
Your mind, your voice, your touch, your sensitivity
But I did not see, I was blinded by all that I was, I missed what you were not, what you could not be.
Different angles changes colors, perspectives, I could not see the depth or the distance.
I wonder, did you not know then, when you could not be, did you give, so unconditionally, with-out knowing the sacrifice you were making.
But, how could I know?
I don’t think so, do you remember? the white bed, white sheets, your white gown and the tube in your arm.
It was like a dream where you have a heart and waking to find an empty and ****** rib cage
Radiant, bright, brilliant, luminous, this is all I have ever seen in your eyes
My eyes are open.
I love you.
Jul 3, 2017
Jul 3, 2017 at 6:29 AM UTC
Boom ! your eyes found their way down my mouth and into my chest and around my heart
Bang ! my mind raced with the image of your hands on me
Pow ! the moment our lips touch
Whoosh ! i inhale your sweet
Delirium ! I realise the web of our intertwined limbs
Crash ! i think i love you
Jun 29, 2017
Jun 29, 2017 at 9:47 AM UTC
I remember you were here.
The reminisce of your glance and the scent on my skin, I half close my eyes so i can still see your silhouette.
What was this, a dream, I think.
I awoke.
I feel what was left as it's etched into my eyes, i only need to close them and i feel your warm lips and the tips of your hair across my face.
You.... You were there.
I touch my face and your hair is no longer there, My eyes fling open and I cannot see, I close my eyes and i can no longer feel you.
What is this torment....
What was your name.
Jun 27, 2017
Jun 27, 2017 at 12:49 AM UTC
It was there, did you not hear it, boom, boom, boom.
Could you not feel it, you had it, was your heart not beating, it was there, I could feel it.
The time, the place, it was unconventional, maybe silly, and sly, but you felt it, right. Do you remember.
but I know your touch, like the air that i breath and the water that i drink.
So, did you feel it, my heart.
Jun 20, 2017
Jun 20, 2017 at 10:37 AM UTC