It has already died inside of you,
the feeling you had,
the voice whispering pretty words,
little dwarf inside your head,
he got depressed, he's anxious, your inner voice died inside of itself.
And you are running through the people, trying to reach dwarf inside of the stranger,
once you reach the other's dwarf, soon you find out, that's what you needed, dwarf's help. And you keep worrying about the dwarf who keeps yours safe, and eventually that's you who suffer the most, as it's not the dwarf who is dying now.
Jul 25, 2018
Jul 25, 2018 at 12:07 PM UTC
Used to have nothing,
got into his hands the opportunity,
wanted it so desperately,
he also looked desperate.
Now why should only we fight?
Let the other side of your dream,
let it to move towards you as much as YOU move towards it. Both ways either cross or not. If not, well ... The end.
Jul 3, 2018
Jul 3, 2018 at 6:07 AM UTC
Can you express me,
can you describe me,
can you define me
WOMAN?
Wonderful,
Overwhelming,
Mellow,
And,
Needed.
She's a gift from the heaven,
wanted in hell same as here,
there is always only one,
the one.
You need to respect her,
she's going to give you back twice.
Don't be an *******
she's going to give you back twice.
Sep 10, 2017
Sep 10, 2017 at 4:08 PM UTC
It'd been said to me,
'You have to die,..',
so I did.
I was resurrected from the ashes,
all by myself,
scooped the remaining,
safely closed.
Now I carry it everywhere,
to remember it,
to be me,
to have your words.
Sep 8, 2017
Sep 8, 2017 at 12:17 PM UTC
Kneel or stand in a crowd,
sweat and extrude surrounded by the vessels,
hearing their praise, woes, yearnings.
Seeing humans being so supple,
the behavior being determined,
and thoughts being modifiable.
Their faces are masks for long ago programmed machines.
Realizing all of it you begin to scan,
investigate and read their program.
Finding some of the others doing the same,
the leaders and the significant ones,
you must let them know you are just another slave,
show them their power but your potential for them too.
As you become harmless in their eyes,
you achieve time to study them too.
Once you are ready,
once you speak the language of programs,
you need to rewrite all of them.
Slowly and wisely,
collisions are still possible if you are not cautious.
As you finally control the web of people,
don't forget you are also just a pre-programmed machine,
don't stop scanning the surrounding
else you became just another victim of pride and ego.
Cause others may be tricky,
you are not the only one who is sensible.
Nothing lasts forever,
keep and guard what you already got,
don't stop haunting.
The road is so reckless,
you need to assimilate.
As you see profanity, abuse,
it won't be the taboo for you.
Don't be blind!
The road is so far,
ending on a cliff.
The whole horizon is crowded,
you're standing high seeing hordes of people,
millions of followers.
Enjoy the dominance.
Sheep worshiping you, fanatically obeying,
your slaves, the army ruled by you.
Don't let the stupidity and naivety master you then,
your kingdom is not you, they are.
You know it but they don't,
so I dare you to not let them find it out.
Life is a net of choices,
so make a decision as a spider, not as a moth.
Ultimately the spider devours the moths.
Sep 3, 2017
Sep 3, 2017 at 3:01 PM UTC
It seems impossible to lie,
in the dark night,
in the silent room.
There is no distraction for my mind,
there is nothing to stop me from thinking.
The moment before I go to sleep,
the moment is the cage,
thinking about all of it.
What I used to have,
what I have.
All of you can imagine is a bit,
but suffering is a not just a bit you see,
the torture made on me every night,
it's just gargantuan.
Aug 28, 2017
Aug 28, 2017 at 1:39 PM UTC
You sever the rope,
you break the gates of the cage
and you fly away.
Are you happy?
There is only the darkness,
you ran away,
from the cage.
Now you fly right through the infinite,
dark and lonely night.
I'm the light you missing,
so why you threw me away?
Light in the cage would be extinguished,
light would be useless,
because it's easier to think in the dark.
Dangers in the air,
the walls you can't see,
now I could help.
Aug 28, 2017
Aug 28, 2017 at 9:10 AM UTC
Put your fingers into your ears
to not hear any distraction,
close your eyes
to not see the disturbing world,
burn out your taste buds
to not ever again taste the awfully awesome lips of your beloved,
peel your skin until you see the muscle tissue
to not ever again feel the other's skin on you.
You will be free in the cage,
the cage you don't know about.
Stay sensible and find the beauty where it seems impossible to find it.
Love the wind cooling down your warmed up skin,
let the horizon hide the sun showing you red light,
it's going to make you crazy and happy.
Sit down calmly and quietly
to hear the waves telling you that the circle of life is not going to stop,
you have to flow.
And remember that lips,
showed you how to be the man.
Aug 13, 2017
Aug 13, 2017 at 4:16 AM UTC
We used to be so close,
you were always my star,
light in the dark life.
You were the whole world to me.
I have always been here for you,
there was not even a second,
not even a moment
when I wouldn't help you.
I was the wall,
The support of our house,
house of the love,
The place supposed to help you.
You have never been at home,
that was the problem.
I have seen it,
I just couldn't believe it.
And the fear that you will not get home,
it has always been desolating me.
Yes, I've been thinking what if.
What if you are not going to come back home.
All of it,
I knew that we are standing here,
On the tiny line where stay and leave cross.
True is that I just couldn't believe it.
And now when it has happened,
When you crossed the line,
I stand alone in a love,
Looking at you running away.
The place full of joy,
My heart, the Eden used to be,
now is just a desolated desert
when you are not here.
I know that the place where you are going to be,
there must be a better ground,
and even if not,
you're going to make it flourish.
And the place where you have left me,
the place has changed after you have left,
the air is toxic and water is boiling.
The place has killed me.
Now I'm standing here,
the living body and the dead person in.
The place has killed my feelings.
The place has left nothing in.
Thank you,
you killed me,
now I'm not living,
just my body is surviving.
Jul 24, 2017
Jul 24, 2017 at 1:42 PM UTC
You told me to calm down.
All I'd done was just tried.
As you explained me the life,
I heard just the death.
Now you closed your doors,
as you saw me too much crying.
Until I calm down,
to find the kye.
Until I see the death,
then I understand the life.
Thats the time you open me,
but I will not be the same.
All what I will get through,
helps me to do the same for you.
Jul 20, 2017
Jul 20, 2017 at 5:46 PM UTC