There is a light that shines-
Blue bright light-
Where Genies and magic-
Explore worlds of delight-
Hearts are Patched to the core-
Never lands to explore-
Deep from the meaning-
Good morning no war-
No doubt that the fire-
Still burns in his soul-
Poetical King just fishing for more-
Alone is the pain-that one should never bare-
Aliens to this planet-are more common than rare-
Willing is the hunt-for a calmness of game-
Laughing is the cure-Awaken ailments of pain-
Though it may never be said-
Though it may never escape-
Off to Ork we must go-
To close this chapter of fate-
RIP Cap
Aug 12, 2014
Aug 12, 2014 at 6:07 PM UTC
17 years-
I can still picture it-
Your love for your kids-
How you always made sure-
There was a good standard to live-
You never varied from what you had to do-
Worked like a man-
To help everyone else’s dreams come true-
I know it wasn’t easy-
Probably more hard than not-
But you always made sure that they had a lot-
And now they have grown and I know they think about you each day-
Sad day, not really sure what I can say-
Except for I love you and I miss you more than you know-
17 years you have been gone but your memory melts the snow-
Say hello to them up there for me-
As here on earth we will continue the family tree-
Gabbi-my uncle-my dad’s best friend-
The father of my cousins-
Simply a man-
I miss you-I hope heaven is treating you well-
I know one day I will see you , up high above the clouds-
Where smiles rain free and pain is no longer allowed-
This family misses you, today is darker than most-
Tonight I pour a glass and to you I toast-
I love you!
Feb 19, 2014
Feb 19, 2014 at 2:27 PM UTC
True beauty like yours can never be matched-
It’s the ones who aren’t that beautiful that need all these apps-
And I grasp when I see you wake up in the morn-
And praise those lucky stars for the day you were born-
And girl-
I’m only speaking the truth-
Because all their trying to do is look exactly like you-
Don’t ever get twisted-
Don’t you ever forget-
The moment I saw you I almost broke my **** neck-
You’re a knock Out-
A queen-
A dream-
You’re perfection at its finest without needing a thing-
You’re beautiful-
Jun 7, 2013
Jun 7, 2013 at 7:16 PM UTC
So now I’m standing at the brink of my fate-
Looking for the lime light looking for escape-
The fear you set in me is slowly releasing-
And I am no longer a prisoner of your vile thinking-
My hands have been cut loose and I am now on my way to the top-
Wither it be money or fame or family-I won’t stop-
No one has the power over me to make me flop and if for a second you think that you got –
The ability to crush me-
I assure you-you should stop-
Because you’re beating yourself into the ground-
Trying to take my soul and turn it around-
Turn my insides inside out-but I can tell you know your luck has run out-
So this is a goodbye to all your negative ways-
And if I have to say it again it will come in a middle finger wave-
Because these are my days and my life and if you can’t evolve with me-
Then maybe this is goodbye-
Mar 5, 2013
Mar 5, 2013 at 4:59 PM UTC
16 Years Ago-
I was sitting in class when that note arrived-
I looked up at my teacher with a tear in my eye-
He said “Richie, grab your stuff your leaving for the day”
I knew at that moment I would be out of words to say-
I walked to the parking lot and there stood my Dad-
Leaning on his white Volvo looking so sad-
We didn’t say much as we made our way over the hill-
We both knew what was coming-I didn’t think it was real-
We arrived at the hospital and everyone was there-
Your Daughter was pregnant-Your son was scared-
I looked around the room tears were singing like songs-
I reached for my Grandfather’s hand-
He told me “Be strong”-
My dad leaned in and by your bed he was at your side-
For one second longer he told you “open your eyes”-
To look around the room to see us for the last time-to know we love you-
To know its time-
You opened your eyes and I still see them to this day-
You past so fast here are something’s I wish I could say-
I would like to say thank you for all that you did-
Taking care of so much, your brother and your kids-
I know it wasn’t easy and I understand more now-
You went through so much-
I want you to know now-
That everyone is well-
Your son is being a man, and being a friend-
Your daughter is good-Your Grandsons are men-
So another year has come and another year gone-
I’m looking at the sky and because of you I’m smiling all day long-
We miss you-
Richard Itskovich
Feb 19, 2013
Feb 19, 2013 at 1:38 PM UTC
I will fill the world with my heart-
Show them darkness ends and where love starts-
I lurk in the shadows of despair-
Where the glare takes the air-
Right out of your lungs-
Where you pace back and forth-
Singing the song that’s been sung-
High strung-Hung high at noon-
Consumed the devils-
Closing in on the room-
Break free from the chains-
That hurt me so-I grow-
Larger than pain will ever know-
Because-
These shadows play no part-
I will fill the world with this illuminated heart-
Jan 2, 2013
Jan 2, 2013 at 7:54 PM UTC
Who knows what you know-
Who knows what to say-
Who lives in your world-
Who do you count on to save-
Who will be there when it’s time to go-
Who will love you when you are just so low-
Who will help you-when you feel all is lost-
Who can guide you-
Who do you trust-
Who will smile-When the smiles are gone-
Who will dance-at the end of the song-
Who do you trust-with the last beat of your heart-
Who is you lightness-that aluminates the dark-
Who is the question-we all search to find-
Who is the love-that no longer leaves you blind-
Jun 20, 2012
Jun 20, 2012 at 7:31 PM UTC
Color rides the universe-
The final present in a hole should fade-
Stories of fresh love-
Words of wisdom kings to be made-
Fresh shame haunts-so-slow those devils inside-
Relenting exhaustion-putting all hurt-aside-
Relinquishing in love-
Passion drive drugs-
Hugs are forgotten-but not these cold shrugs-
Pride to the wilderness-Standing at St. Peters gate-
Amongst the villains to be judged-
Grandeur-we wait-
He stands before his maker-
Dancing clouds in the sky-
Love making love to you-
Is the dream of goodnight-
Jun 20, 2012
Jun 20, 2012 at 7:12 PM UTC
Friends-
I don’t know what I am feeling-
Or how to express what I want to say-
I don’t know if words could make it better-
Right now, I don’t know if I could pray-
I feel like I am lost without words-
Words I wish I could say-
In grand scheme of it all, there was a pause in today-
And my heart skipped a few beats for pain that isn’t mine-
Thinking of what you might be going through has been plaguing my mind-
I reach my spirit out to you every second of this time-
Holding on to emotions eating up my insides-
And that is just a fraction of what you might be going through-
Life can be cruel but I believe there is a purpose for all-
For the old, for the young, for the short and for the tall-
Time will help heal the pain but it might never fully go away-
I send you my love and peace be its name-
I hope you are well-
Dealing with all of this-
I know it’s not easy-
I know it’s far from bliss-
I don’t know the pain-
But I do know the miss-
I wish a fast heart recovery-
For I know you are so strong-
I wish you the ease of the world-
The beauty of its songs-
Ella-
I did get a chance to meet you-
You came and went faster than I could see-
Now you are gone and its eating up inside me-
I cried tears for you-I have know your mommy for sometime-
I shed all this emotion-I bare in time-
Take care of your mommy from the Skies that are above-
Continue to share memory continue to share your love-
Little Ella-maybe one day we will meet-
We will swing on the swings-
We will dance with our feet-
We will play till the moonlight finally shines-
We will laugh and we love and we will live in rewind-
May your little soul be blessed-
May your parents heal and be able to rest-
Jun 19, 2012
Jun 19, 2012 at 7:20 PM UTC
He rode that ride-
His eyes crossed in time-
No reckless care for the wind, no wild care for mine-
He felt that fast brush-that freedom in the air-
The curve of the appeal-
Had him truly not scared-
The jolt of the speed-faster than he perceived-
Caution elimination-was one hell of a lead-
And then there it was-The bang down below-
The wind of the freedom meet him with hello-
Now the carcass once so lit by life-
Hangs dormant in the street-as sirens sing lullabies-
His mother eyes-gone dark as that day-
His father’s love-gone without a word to say-
And all for that moment-for the wicked speed of air-
Now once so empty is plastered with beware-
Apr 12, 2012
Apr 12, 2012 at 2:29 PM UTC