Everything seems fine
When we first came to be
I'd smile at you
You'd smile at me
Then things got better
when we both confessed
You'd smile at me
And I'd smile at you
I often find myself
muttering the words
I love you
when I think of you
But I can't tell you now
because things changed
I'd smile at you
But you don't even
look at me anymore
I love you
But you can never love me
And I hate it
Jan 12, 2015
Jan 12, 2015 at 11:19 AM UTC
I think about you
More often than I should
I think about us
To stop, I wish I would
I want to go see you
And I will if I could
I will give you everything
Yes, I would
I have doubts
And your actions confirm
What has been on my mind
For a while
There is only Me
And no Us nor We
Dec 15, 2014
Dec 15, 2014 at 2:02 AM UTC
Everything is new to me,
Although deep inside, I feel
That I have always been like this
And you showed me
How to see the best in me
These discoveries may be simple,
But these are what I have
Always been searching for.
'Believe in yourself'
Is what I was taught by you.
You are the difference in me.
So I will use my newly-found
Courage, and ask you to stay,
For I cannot let you go,
The difference in me
Dec 12, 2014
Dec 12, 2014 at 12:36 PM UTC
EMERGENCY
We proceed with urgency
The stomach ache,
was too much to take
Awful is what we all feel,
Hoping quickly you will heal
Waiting anxiously,
we hope you return timely
Waiting through the night,
hoping you are alright.
Dec 10, 2014
Dec 10, 2014 at 10:22 AM UTC
Things may not happen as you want them,
It is quite painful and heartbreaking.
I held out so much hope
But things still ended quite badly.
I expected so much but it all went down.
I could feel my eyes well up with tears,
The pain in my heart manifested itself,
I have gone lightheaded,
I could feel my heart breaking,
it hurts and I just want it to stop
I have felt this many times before
Why is it much painful than I remembered?
I would often ask myself,
Of the things I have been wrong about.
Was it something I said?
Was it something I did or did not do?
Was it because of my appearance?
Was it because of me?
Then I thought that maybe,
Just maybe, it's not meant to be.
I could only just let things go,
And just move on,
Let time heal my heart..
For now, I'll just cry these tears
and hope for the best.
Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 1:19 AM UTC
I love what we have,
It's like a new beginning.
Everything's new and fulfilling,
But I'm afraid it will all end sadly.
First, I fancied him, terribly.
I liked sitting beside him,
He laughs, I laugh.
I was young and foolish.
He liked me for the chance
Of being better at class.
Second, he was so charming,
And I fell for him,
he was a musician,
so I got my own guitar,
and asked him to teach me,
he said yes, but he never did.
His heart belonged to someone else.
Third, he was very intelligent,
He loved reading books and
he even gave me one of his.
I enjoyed his company, so
I wrote to him about what I feel,
But he never talked to me again.
Fourth, he was a great friend.
I just liked him so much.
We spend so much time together.
I was head over heels.
So I thought why not take a chance,
But he already knew how I feel.
He left and I never saw him again.
Now, I am just scared
About how our story will end.
I am afraid that this,
Is just a repetition of the past.
I'm terrified that you'll run,
when I tell you how honest I am.
I don't want to appear vulnerable,
I don't want you to take advantage.
But deep in my heart,
I willfully hope,
That you are different.
Dec 8, 2014
Dec 8, 2014 at 2:18 AM UTC
The thing about life is,
I'm just one of the many.
One of the many creations,
One of the many people,
One of the many girls,
One of the many
Who has fallen for you.
I am just one of the many,
So I strive to be different,
Hoping you'll notice me.
I am just one of the many.
Who am I to demand you
To look at me the way I do to you?
I should not even be doing this.
I should not be feeling this,
And yet I am.
I wish I could make it stop.
I am nothing compared to the many.
Maybe this is what you do,
Making everyone fall for you.
I have fallen into your trap,
And I can't blame you for it.
They say I am a fool and it's not real,
But you are the greatest thing
That has ever happened to me.
I wish things would change,
And you would choose me
So I will be the one from the many
Nov 16, 2014
Nov 16, 2014 at 1:48 AM UTC
Why am I always being blamed
For all the bad things that happened?
I am really devastated,
Although I may not show it
Doesn't mean I don't feel it,
I have plans
Though I don't share it,
Doesn't mean I don't have it
I am really anxious and worried
So please stop questioning me
I want to set everything straight,
I am working on it carefully
So don't put me in a hurry.
Nov 8, 2014
Nov 8, 2014 at 2:22 AM UTC
I am scared
I feel I am walking
Endlessly
Round and round
In a circle
It feels like hell
And I am stuck
Someone controls me
Strings on the ends of my joints
Changing my movements
Keeping me down
Is it a guiding hand?
Am I being lead,
To where I should be?
Then I looked,
Repetitive burden
I want to leave
I will break free
It will be difficult
But it can never be worse
Than the hell I am in now
Nov 5, 2014
Nov 5, 2014 at 8:47 AM UTC
This uncertainty
Is killing me,
And I have myself
To blame for it.
I cannot stop,
I think about you,
Constantly,
Throughout the day.
I am holding out hope,
That you might feel the same.
Although how am I to know
When I have not told you so?
What we have is special,
And I treasure it the most,
But I am scared that if I tell you,
Our friendship would end.
It has been days,
I picture your face.
I want to know,
Are you safe?
I do not want to lose you,
So please do not go.
You are important to me,
I'll never meet another like you.
If you are to go,
Please just say so,
Don't leave me hanging,
Still hoping.
Oct 29, 2014
Oct 29, 2014 at 9:00 AM UTC