Crush blooms in silence,
Life fades, cold doom's resonance,
Echoes fill the void.
Jun 3, 2024
Jun 3, 2024 at 4:50 AM UTC
I died as i sip, the last inch drop of memories...
Tasteless, unfragrant, fragmented vacancies...
Recollecting, regulating the blurry negligible visions...
Recalling, rewriting, summarizing the Summaries
It felt like Treachery, disregarding this treasury...
life is a Memory, and then it is nullity...
Or at least that's what the wise man said...
We drown ourselves in each shot and swim out with a sigh
Sometimes with a gloom and sometimes with a smile
But in the end, both fades away,
And oh how quickly they fade away...
As if waves washing away our names written on the shore...
it fades out to presence, to sense another sore
sores, like old chest boxes, we dive deep in each,
swimming into it's memories, bone narrow they breached
like Leeches, we **** on our melancholy as we silently screech
watching pains as days turning to wrinkles, as closer we reach
We build our future, though we live for the past...
We all get obsessed and we all get attached...
We move forward to looking back trying to find a meaning...
But after all, Life is a memory, and then it is nothing...
Or at least that's what the wise man said
Sep 25, 2020
Sep 25, 2020 at 5:37 PM UTC
Life got Meaning, seeing those Black Ambers
those mind blowing, blind revealing Gems
feeling deep inside caused by your dignified manner
started this Journey, was Warned by Friends
You were the Road and I was the Traveler
I was the Boat and you were the Sea
this path, this journey made me an Ambler
Rambler, a Poor Gambler, Gambling over thee
Your eyes speaks to me
and If I Were to lose this Game, Sure I would lose it all
but if it's for You, It's beautiful even if i have to fall
and If i'm Down to one last breath, down to one last word
It'll be your Name and I'll make sure to be heard
Your Eyes makes this gaunt man Fancies
doubting over illusion and reality that he Sees
Leaving me in a Road that Leads to infinite black Seas
but the serenity in Your eyes, is all that I seek
There are Ups and there are Downs in every Path
and darling we are no exception
remember the Beautiful, Colorful days that we've had
now the path is filled with deception
Pity its not serendipity, pity its not serenity
but soon the light shines and we'll have amenity to Eternity
and we'll have our good days and we'll be back together
and I'll do anything to make it up, even if it takes Forever
whatever you want, whatever you need
wherever you've gone, wherever you seek
is all right here, between you and me
Apr 3, 2019
Apr 3, 2019 at 7:56 AM UTC
I see clouds in the sky, made of rope, knotted Stark...
No light through this boundless horizon, only glowing Dark...
Reached the point with no more milestones to Postpone...
In the end, I'll be the forgotten bones under dusty Tombstone...
I carry the knapsack of my empty actions thru this way of Perdition...
As I look Behind All in my Sight is My failed Ambition...
Footprints tells wrong steps, breaks and failures I made...
There won't be another chance, and no catharsis can make Change...
soundless Screams through day, void susurrations in the Dark...
and this Grotesque expression is my last standing Mark...
each wrinkles on my face tells a story of Pain...
I'm still standing here and slowly going to Fade...
The everlasting taste of dirt, from hitting the ground...
In this cataclysm of Misery I will be Drowned...
Complicated with contradictions, cant be fit into any Ism...
Let my soul through crystal, outcome will be reverse working Prism...
Traveled in this labyrinthine road and every moment I have Waste...
Farewell to You Ephemera World, I farewell with Distaste...
Soon or late I will be forgotten, there's no further pass in this Impasse...
and when they recall memories of me, with only a Sigh, they'll Pass...
Feb 19, 2017
Feb 19, 2017 at 7:27 AM UTC
Vain I was, until I saw your eyes...
From the beginning, I felt like a reanimated corpse.
Empty I was, yet your charm filled my life,
like a blank canvas painted with colors.
I felt the rapture when I touched your face,
like launching a rusty old ship after years.
Waltzing I was, with the waves of love at a mild pace,
unaware this feeling could ever disappear.
The reflection of your eyes became my guiding star,
and your smile, my healing potion.
I was fully occupied by your affection;
your perfection was vast, alas I was no match for devotion.
Enthralled by this love, I felt delighted,
ready to be sunk by your mythical sirens.
And thus, I wished we would forever be undivided,
calm by your side, through storm, through silence.
...
You knew our love would not last, yet you spoke no sentence,
leaving me wandering, a displaced ghost.
Like a roaring sea, you shattered all I had,
leaving me to fade, my only plea to return to your peaceful coast.
Weak to resist the feelings rising inside,
whiplashed my soul as the waves do to the seashore on a stormy night...
Everyone has a star to brighten their dark nights;
yet mine was but an illusory illumination of a dead light.
What turned our love into misery? I have no wisdom.
All that remains is a fractured heart and a shattered soul.
Elation falls like leaves in autumn,
and I’ve accepted this blight, for I have no control.
You drowned me deep into your immeasurable black sea,
fading slowly, growing lifeless, growing cold.
Still, I admire and adore thee,
for I am no longer empty, I am full of perfect holes.
Jan 22, 2017
Jan 22, 2017 at 12:29 PM UTC
These writings of mine,
filled with fantasies by the mind,
nothing expresses the rawness more-
Poems of I,
should be plain, terse, and mild
Buried the inaudible words,
overused metaphor...
Thus I shall recast my lines,
'I feel perfectly fine-'
Never trust these words of mine,
as I am full of eroding sores...
Jan 22, 2017
Jan 22, 2017 at 12:27 PM UTC
Amour... This incurable Doleful Malady...
Spreading Deep into my Veins...
Setting up the most beautiful Tragedy...
Making me irresistible to my strains...
there's a proverb about this Reality...
You oughta suffer, if you're seeking Joy...
though I am welcoming this lethal Agony...
with all its beauties, with all its Annoys...
...
this Sickness with no Remedy...
Left me at your hands, the only Healing...
might be an unaware act of insanity...
loving this Despondent feeling...
like an open scar it burns, but it burns lovelily...
Makes me look insane loving this Woe...
but I'm having you as the Solace of my Malady...
Though I am sure Relief will soon Glow...
Jan 22, 2017
Jan 22, 2017 at 12:25 PM UTC