lie with me
until the moon says it's last goodbye
and the sun peeks his head up
hoping to catch his lover before she leaves
then lie with me longer
kiss me
like the wave kisses the beach
drawing in then drawing out
never ending their dance
then kiss me longer
hold me
as the earth holds the tree
never letting go
even through the roughest storm
then hold me harder
love me
with the passion of a thousand summer thunderstorms
a mix of every emotion
fighting for dominance
then love me harder
Feb 1, 2017
Feb 1, 2017 at 1:50 AM UTC
Stuck on this path
thats filled with deja vu
I cant seem to break free
to find something new
Over and over
the day repeats
file in
and take the same seat
The weekend
is my only reprieve
a little bit of time
for me to feel free
This forever present
monotony
feels like
my worst enemy
Each morning i awake
sick in bed
maybe its because
part of me is dead
I just need
a lively spark
to kickstart
my slowing heart
Im in need
of my drugs
challenge, adventure
and love
Going through
serious withdrawals
it feels like sickness
as the wilderness calls
Nature is
my holiest sanctum
where I go
in search of freedom
I need to go
get my fix
its built me up
brick
by
brick
Jan 23, 2017
Jan 23, 2017 at 11:29 PM UTC
To my brother
monkeys cartwheel as we dance
letting our frivolous attitudes take us deeper and deeper into this wonderfully dangerous jungle called love.
sometimes you will find love in the most curious of places.
a bus stop
a coffee shop
in a bar
or at a summer camp.
but once you find it you will know.
it will be like a wave has just hit you and sent you reeling
searching for a place to anchor yourself, but hoping you don’t find one.
it will be like you have let go of the trapeze and as you soar through the air looking for the next bar to grab, you hope there isn’t one, and that you just keep on sailing
past everyone else
but you
and her.
it will feel like you are coming closer and closer to the sun, and all your body is telling you to do is run because you know you might be burned, but another part tells you that there is a mystery there I f you can just get close enough.
it will feel like getting hit by a train, and then begging the train to hit you again, and again, and again.
But it will also feel like lying in a meadow, staring up as the few clouds drift lazily by. as the sky darkens and the few wispy clouds drift away leaving a view of the terribly frightening and beautiful night sky.
the night sky that is just waiting for you to jump, to sail from this earth. to trust yourself and jump. jump away from all reason and everything you have been taught. to trust the one thing that is able to hold you entirely true. to trust your heart and leap. leap as you have never leaped before, because if you do not, if you don’t put your whole essence into that one leap, you will fall back to earth, and land a broken pile of dreams. broken dreams. all because you didn’t trust your heart. all because you listened to all the people who hadn’t believed in themselves. all the people who had fallen before you. so listen to me. i have jumped, and i haven’t given it my all, but i haven't hit the ground yet, i merely hit the canopy. so now i will climb until i reach the stars. i will make a ladder to the moon, and then from there to the farthest star, until i find it.
so jump.
jump with all your might
jump until your legs have fallen off.
because its harder to jump when they're broken
hey, the worst that can happen, is that you don’t jump at all,
and remain tied to the earth.
so fly with me brother.
fly to the stars and back and find that love.
trust your heart now and forever.
Jan 17, 2017
Jan 17, 2017 at 12:07 AM UTC
Arms interlocking
A lock against all space and time
It holds us here
In a space
Free of our most limiting sense
Vision
Eyes closed I feel your chest
Rise and fall
Your hair tickles my nose
And caresses my lips
Painting images
In my mind
Of late nights under stars
And long days spent in woods
I hear your breath in my ear
Whispering like the ocean waves
Breaking over me
Taking me out to sea
The smell of your hair
Traces of a warm fire
Fueled by the limbs of our ancestors
The cedar trees coming to life in every aspect of you.
The memory of your lips pressed against mine
The taste of my tears as you left
And the joy when I found you again
As I open my eyes
Everything comes together
Into this beautiful goddess
But once again you slip
Past my finger tips
Into the wide world
To find another key
That fits your lock
Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 2:20 PM UTC
I feel the tide return,
the steady lapping at my heart
comes ever nearer,
grows ever stronger.
The growing power of the ocean
brushes aside the built up
debris and driftwood.
Her touch a cold slap,
and a gentle caress,
drags me back to reality.
It seems the no matter what i do
i cannot stop the tide from
waxing
then
waning.
I feel the gravitational pull
as she tries to take me with her.
The thing is,
I want her to drown me.
Aug 29, 2016
Aug 29, 2016 at 2:07 AM UTC
Some think the sunrise
happens all at once.
The sun bursts over the
edge of the earth
And suddenly golden rays
Shower the world!
They're wrong.
The sunrise happens slowly,
almost imperceptible.
The darknes starts to lose its edge.
The blackness goes from black to dark grey.
Then dark grey to light grey.
Until without noticing
you look around and you can see
clearly.
Then over the horizon
peaks the edge
Of the glowing, life bringing orb
that floats in our sky.
That's when the golden rays come,
and warm your very soul.
You were like the sunrise
Aug 27, 2016
Aug 27, 2016 at 3:40 AM UTC
the constant pounding
as my cleats repeatedly hit the grass
and the lactic acid frees itself
the constant pounding
of the blood as it rushes
through my spinning head
the constant pounding
as I see two
of the person in front of me
the constant pounding
as I push my jelly filled legs
to keep going
the constant pounding
as I push them even harder
than before
the constant pounding
of my heaving lungs
as I try to **** in more oxygen
the constant pounding
of my body
as I fall over the finish line
Aug 23, 2016
Aug 23, 2016 at 10:20 PM UTC
With the touch of the glass
you shattered mine
the protective film that
made me believe we were invincible
gone
with one touch of a tiny blue button
you forced me to remember
a night in the dark
full of whispers
and gentle caresses
remember
with one excuse
you reminded me what love was
and removed the fetters that
previously bound me to you
free
Aug 23, 2016
Aug 23, 2016 at 3:57 PM UTC
The beach is her,
she is the beach.
Am I staring through two ports
out at the wild sea,
or at her brilliant blue eyes
that stare back at me.
The contour of her jaw
matches the curve of the shore
as the tide and her recede,
I'm left begging for more.
As the sand runs through my fingers
going everywhere,
I realize it matches the color
of her flowing blonde hair.
As she plays on the beach
in the sun, in the sand
all I want is to be with you
walking along the beach hand in hand.
As the waves lap bare feet
and the sun sets beside us,
the salty breeze carries sand
from the beach, that seems to belong to us.
I take my hand from hers,
then move it down to her waist,
pull her in close as we stand
face to face.
My nose brushes hers
with her freckles that dust it,
our lips interlock
parted just a little bit.
We pull apart
as the sun shines its last rays
then meander on home
the end to a perfect day.
Jul 16, 2016
Jul 16, 2016 at 11:43 PM UTC
as i put you in the back of my mind
and try to forget
try to move on
i can't
as i stare at her
with her blonde hair
and wax to her my affection
which is there...
but not
this affection i feel
for her and her sandy hair
is like a pebbles ripples
compared to the tsunami
of muddy brown eyes and hair
that you are
Jul 16, 2016
Jul 16, 2016 at 10:37 PM UTC