I let go
Of the joy that hurt me
I let go
Of the joy that broke me
I let go
But I’m still broken
I let go
To be me again
I let go
But I have gone
Aug 22, 2024
Aug 22, 2024 at 6:03 PM UTC
Oh how time passes
Yet nothing appears to have changed
Yet maybe it has
And I am deranged
Aug 22, 2024
Aug 22, 2024 at 5:56 PM UTC
You’re
in my head
Still
You
never left
though
Yet
you are never
here
I
Begin to see
Clearly
Yet
Still I
Seek
Never have I wanted someone so much
Never have I felt so alone
This is all I know right now
And it’s everything I don’t want to feel
Jan 13, 2023
Jan 13, 2023 at 4:59 PM UTC
You take away the pain
Of every hurt I feel
Consuming my mind
Looking to heal
The outlook is blind
Future dark
Present does not exist
Makes me tired
I try yes I do
To right the wrongs
But always reminded
That I can’t compete
You, you are elevated
I look up and see
Yet here below
I admit defeat
Feb 21, 2021
Feb 21, 2021 at 6:18 PM UTC
I'd rather give you
real ones
and real kisses
and real love
We could make it real
one day
Feb 14, 2019
Feb 14, 2019 at 5:02 PM UTC
So why bother wading through diluted water
to only half wet your feet
when all you want is to be
submerged
Feb 14, 2019
Feb 14, 2019 at 4:56 PM UTC
I don’t miss...
waiting for you
to tell me you love me
Just before sleep
When it wasn’t hard for me to say it to you at all
I don’t miss...
Being angry that you paid me no attention
That you never touched me like you used to
never smiled when I kissed you
let alone kissed me back
I don’t miss...
Running into the darkness
To find a light of my own
To find a space in the void that would welcome me more
I don’t miss..
Crying for the mistakes I made
When all I wanted was to feel what we had at the start
But our start has now become our end
And I’m learning to begin again
Even though the pain is greater than before
Jan 12, 2019
Jan 12, 2019 at 6:34 PM UTC
As this wind blows around me
I find myself standing cold
I wait for you
without a coat
because I know this storm
will pass
and you will bring the sun
to keep me warm.
Jan 12, 2019
Jan 12, 2019 at 1:47 PM UTC