I wish it to be in July;
When the clouds all cry
And the smell of freshly cut grass fills the day
Like a distant memory that refuses to stay away
I hear my name from afar
It wishes to mend my broken heart
My sadness fades as I explore
And for just a moment I'm no longer a bore
I finally learned how to have fun
If only I could've put down the gun.
Then maybe I could have had it all
My life would be one big ball
I imagined how you'd feel
If you'd known I had taken my final fall
I'd like to think you'd bawl
Because we didn’t get to have our time
You'd think it to be a crime
For I died without a farewell
Is that how you felt at the sound of the bell?
Would you go home and wait for my call
Could you possibly experience withdrawal?
The world cannot pause on your account
No matter how much you may shout
I don't know how I'd like to die
Maybe alone, in a peaceful place where I can bleed out with no one to blame
Maybe it will be sudden and loud, and they shall bury me in shame
I'd like to put the entire world to flames
But only to save it from impending doom
Please don't look so gloom.
Let my memories live in the moments that almost happen
When the day keeps moving, soft and slow,
When memory drifts where it needs to go,
When you carry my name without knowing how,
And realize I’m with you now.
Carry on with your ways
Let it be as if I was just a phase
Remember me softly, not heavy or small
Like pale petals answering the call
After the garden has moved on.
Jan 15
Jan 15, 2026 at 10:24 AM UTC
I’d wait a week;
Just to hear you speak.
I'd wait a month;
Even if I could only see you once.
I'd wait 365 days;
All to see your face.
I'd wait 2 years;
And still be your listening ear.
I'd wait until I'm 25;
Just to know that you're alive.
I'd wait decades;
You are my jack of all trades.
To me you are my fate;
You are meant to be my mate.
But would you wait;
Or would you always be my teammate?
Would you love me forever;
Could I be your treasure?
Nov 8, 2025
Nov 8, 2025 at 3:23 PM UTC
I don’t think I've ever seen something so bright,
His eyes twinkle even at night.
The eyes I fell in love with;
Yet I’ll never see them again.
So to the young girl who swore he was the one;
Watch out because your time is almost done.
Hug him a bit tighter, whisper more sweet nothings in his ear;
Before you know it he will disappear.
You’ll be alone and hurt, praying for it to stop,
Constantly begging for him back.
I wish I could say it gets easier or that we move on;
But that isn’t true.
We hurt, we yearn for his touch when times get bad.
But we will always be glad.
Glad that the worst hurt is over, even if the pain never ended.
Sep 22, 2025
Sep 22, 2025 at 9:30 AM UTC
The echo in my ears gets louder with time
A voice in the dark that lingers
Faces carved into my brain
Like the scars on my wrists
Walking the street just to compare myself to everyone I see
Scrolling endlessly, my thoughts will never be free
I’m like broken glass, yearning to be fixed
Yet everyone’s scared to touch me
I will make you bleed, but please don’t leave
Keep liking me, please.
Sep 19, 2025
Sep 19, 2025 at 1:33 PM UTC