rebeca-ana-olvera - Hello Poetry

They laugh At you Rather than with you They see your smile And that makes them die Of laughter It kills them inside To see you so happy So envious You think they mean well But you are everything they want to destroy But let me tell you, They will ridicule you And joke with you As friends do But an enemy you shall be to them Behind that mask, a monster they've become Trying to be you Because they know Even though You are not perfect, You are beautiful. And when they age and come to find out They were in the wrong That it was in vain To try to ruin your life That they never had one to begin with Always searching for something more When their life was better off than yours From the mere beginning It's not how it starts, but how it ends.

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Apr 1, 2017

Apr 1, 2017 at 3:34 PM UTC

Misconception

They laugh At you Rather than with you They see your smile And that makes them die Of laughter It kills them inside To see you so happy So envious You think they mean well But you are everything they want to destroy But let me tell you, They will ridicule you And joke with you As friends do But an enemy you shall be to them Behind that mask, a monster they've become Trying to be you Because they know Even though You are not perfect, You are beautiful. And when they age and come to find out They were in the wrong That it was in vain To try to ruin your life That they never had one to begin with Always searching for something more When their life was better off than yours From the mere beginning It's not how it starts, but how it ends.

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All I need is You, Lord Sorry it took so long For me to realize You're all I need All I've ever needed Thanks for never forsaking me When I fell into the deepest pits Thanks for being faithful When I wasn't Thanks for accepting me back Father, thankyou for loving me With an unconditional love Thankyou for giving me hope Thankyou for giving me a purpose To live To continue on And to fight the good fight Thankyou for Your blessings Thankyou for breaking me out of ******* To sin To the world To pride and vanity To materialism To fear To guilt To depression To drugs And alcohol Thankyou for healing me Thankyou for bringing me someone who loves me with Your love Thanks for letting me know You, Lord You are perfect in all Your ways You are worthy of all praise You are sovereign Let my life be glorifying to You

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Aug 29, 2016

Aug 29, 2016 at 7:04 AM UTC

For You

All I need is You, Lord Sorry it took so long For me to realize You're all I need All I've ever needed Thanks for never forsaking me When I fell into the deepest pits Thanks for being faithful When I wasn't Thanks for accepting me back Father, thankyou for loving me With an unconditional love Thankyou for giving me hope Thankyou for giving me a purpose To live To continue on And to fight the good fight Thankyou for Your blessings Thankyou for breaking me out of ******* To sin To the world To pride and vanity To materialism To fear To guilt To depression To drugs And alcohol Thankyou for healing me Thankyou for bringing me someone who loves me with Your love Thanks for letting me know You, Lord You are perfect in all Your ways You are worthy of all praise You are sovereign Let my life be glorifying to You

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It started out fun no strings just you and me ruling the world or so it seemed now I'm just staring into space Don't remember what it was like before you but all I know is that what we had was real what we had was love You fell into a depression you turned me into a ****** a madman I casually lock eyes with a stranger I keep staring Like one who has no hope at all Wondering if my pain can be felt I haven't touched my coffee I forgot it was there As I'm staring into space I got you on my mind

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Aug 29, 2016

Aug 29, 2016 at 6:46 AM UTC

Untitled

It started out fun no strings just you and me ruling the world or so it seemed now I'm just staring into space Don't remember what it was like before you but all I know is that what we had was real what we had was love You fell into a depression you turned me into a ****** a madman I casually lock eyes with a stranger I keep staring Like one who has no hope at all Wondering if my pain can be felt I haven't touched my coffee I forgot it was there As I'm staring into space I got you on my mind

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You left. You're gone. I'm here. With not a soul by my side. I'm sad. I'm alone. I'm scared. You're asleep. I'm barely breathing. Please come back. I need you.

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Aug 23, 2016

Aug 23, 2016 at 11:23 PM UTC

Untitled

You left. You're gone. I'm here. With not a soul by my side. I'm sad. I'm alone. I'm scared. You're asleep. I'm barely breathing. Please come back. I need you.

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It is August 22th. Nothing special happened today. Like usual. Just disappointments and expectations destroyed. Sirens. Will you still love me when I'm no longer young? And beautiful? Will you still care? Will you still wait? If I got locked away, Would you still love me the same?

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Aug 22, 2016

Aug 22, 2016 at 10:54 PM UTC

Untitled

It is August 22th. Nothing special happened today. Like usual. Just disappointments and expectations destroyed. Sirens. Will you still love me when I'm no longer young? And beautiful? Will you still care? Will you still wait? If I got locked away, Would you still love me the same?

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I'm on the porch Watching the rain Dance on the sidewalks Wishing I could get soaked And saturated in love expressed by heaven's tears She's tired of letting the sun outrule her She's tired of pretending to be okay And I get it Because I'm at that moment too It's about time to head home Maybe the sky is sobbing because I can't hear you yell my name I can't hear you telling me that it's getting late As if I'm going to be exposed to some deadly disease As if nature was bad for me As if nature wasn't kind But then, again, I wish your voice had been louder I never got to hear it really I wish the clouds weren't throwing tantrums Demanding to be heard Begging to be wanted I silently almost pleaded with the skies to stop I wanted to hear your melancholic call I wanted to hear you say my name again and again I wanted to be wanted just like the atmosphere wanted to let it all out But most of all, I wanted you to have run after me as I walked away Pretending I didn't notice you beckoning me You almost broke That was the closest I had seen your walls be shattered You didn't notice me looking at you but I saw it in your eyes We were all crying Not only could I tell by your heaving figure in the corner of my eye Not only could we tell by the banks of water pitter-pattering But I started crying after I turned the corner And that's because you didn't chase me You didn't follow me I knew it before I started heading in the opposite direction Because you knew I'd be gone for awhile But I'd always come back I always had hoped you'd open up to me If I disappeared It might have started an argument At least I would know if you cared It'd be after midnight When I'd start to walk back home Long before the rain stopped And you'd be there Waiting for me As if I had never left As if I deserved nothing Nothing new But silence And a cold shoulder

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Aug 8, 2016

Aug 8, 2016 at 8:22 PM UTC

Untitled

I'm on the porch Watching the rain Dance on the sidewalks Wishing I could get soaked And saturated in love expressed by heaven's tears She's tired of letting the sun outrule her She's tired of pretending to be okay And I get it Because I'm at that moment too It's about time to head home Maybe the sky is sobbing because I can't hear you yell my name I can't hear you telling me that it's getting late As if I'm going to be exposed to some deadly disease As if nature was bad for me As if nature wasn't kind But then, again, I wish your voice had been louder I never got to hear it really I wish the clouds weren't throwing tantrums Demanding to be heard Begging to be wanted I silently almost pleaded with the skies to stop I wanted to hear your melancholic call I wanted to hear you say my name again and again I wanted to be wanted just like the atmosphere wanted to let it all out But most of all, I wanted you to have run after me as I walked away Pretending I didn't notice you beckoning me You almost broke That was the closest I had seen your walls be shattered You didn't notice me looking at you but I saw it in your eyes We were all crying Not only could I tell by your heaving figure in the corner of my eye Not only could we tell by the banks of water pitter-pattering But I started crying after I turned the corner And that's because you didn't chase me You didn't follow me I knew it before I started heading in the opposite direction Because you knew I'd be gone for awhile But I'd always come back I always had hoped you'd open up to me If I disappeared It might have started an argument At least I would know if you cared It'd be after midnight When I'd start to walk back home Long before the rain stopped And you'd be there Waiting for me As if I had never left As if I deserved nothing Nothing new But silence And a cold shoulder

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Sigh after sigh Wanting to scream Wanting to let go Sigh after sigh Wanting another life Wanting to cry Sigh after sigh Wanting to leave Wanting to die Sigh after sigh Wanting to dream Wanting to forget

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Apr 25, 2016

Apr 25, 2016 at 8:10 PM UTC

Sigh

Sigh after sigh Wanting to scream Wanting to let go Sigh after sigh Wanting another life Wanting to cry Sigh after sigh Wanting to leave Wanting to die Sigh after sigh Wanting to dream Wanting to forget

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It's as if I can't remember you. It's as if you were a dream. Not in a good way. But in the fact that I remember you vaguely. I'm going to be married soon. I wish I didn't waste my time with you. Cutting myself, because you caused me unnecessary pain. But it was all in vain. Maybe, I tried to get you to understand That leaving me was wrong. But I should have left you long before you decided that you wanted us to end I should have said goodbye Before you decided that you wanted to quit this fling of nonsense. this relationship of infatuation. this fake commitment of so-called love which ran off pangs of emotional distress with no real sense of trust and revolved around selfish feelings of lust.

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Apr 21, 2016

Apr 21, 2016 at 5:37 PM UTC

Regrets

It's as if I can't remember you. It's as if you were a dream. Not in a good way. But in the fact that I remember you vaguely. I'm going to be married soon. I wish I didn't waste my time with you. Cutting myself, because you caused me unnecessary pain. But it was all in vain. Maybe, I tried to get you to understand That leaving me was wrong. But I should have left you long before you decided that you wanted us to end I should have said goodbye Before you decided that you wanted to quit this fling of nonsense. this relationship of infatuation. this fake commitment of so-called love which ran off pangs of emotional distress with no real sense of trust and revolved around selfish feelings of lust.

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The agony is killing me Does he ever talk about me? Does he ever think about me? Does he ever dream about me? Or has he forgotten about me already? Does he cringe every-time he remembers me? And what exactly does he remember? Has he really forgotten me? Or does he refuse to remember the time we spent together In rehab? And how we made all those promises?

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Sep 10, 2015

Sep 10, 2015 at 2:07 AM UTC

Untitled

The agony is killing me Does he ever talk about me? Does he ever think about me? Does he ever dream about me? Or has he forgotten about me already? Does he cringe every-time he remembers me? And what exactly does he remember? Has he really forgotten me? Or does he refuse to remember the time we spent together In rehab? And how we made all those promises?

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I have no idea What's going to happen In the future Will I have a job? Or will I have a career? Will I ever go to college? Or will I ever be homeless? Would I buy liqour? Probably not. But let's face it. I'm going to be lonely. So.. Yeah, I might Just so I can stop Thinking so much And drown my sorrows In alcohol

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Aug 7, 2015

Aug 7, 2015 at 6:33 PM UTC

Untitled

I have no idea What's going to happen In the future Will I have a job? Or will I have a career? Will I ever go to college? Or will I ever be homeless? Would I buy liqour? Probably not. But let's face it. I'm going to be lonely. So.. Yeah, I might Just so I can stop Thinking so much And drown my sorrows In alcohol

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