Until then... I'll be here waiting
Until then... I'll be here missing you
Aug 5, 2015
Aug 5, 2015 at 10:06 AM UTC
and then i close my eyes to sleep
and turn my body towards
your side of the bed where
i put my arms around you
taste the sweetness of your lips
legs intertwined, transmorgified
the way our hips align
into one,
one more time
one more time i get
one more time i get to be with you
one more time i get to
feel what your body
feels next to mine
only to wake to
you no longer
being there
Apr 17, 2015
Apr 17, 2015 at 5:04 PM UTC
The pain lingers like
blisters on the bottom of your foot
after walking around Disneyland all day
Where all the memories are beautiful,
but that hurt stays with you
everywhere you go
You know that everything is going to be okay
and the next ride will make you forget
how badly it hurts
But until that next ride you walk the park,
so happy you get to be there,
yet holding in the tears
And as much as the pain has your attention
it was still your most memorable time,
and you would do it all over again
Apr 5, 2015
Apr 5, 2015 at 12:35 AM UTC
When you can't even write
because the tears are louder
than
any combination of words
will ever be able to express
Apr 5, 2015
Apr 5, 2015 at 12:20 AM UTC
and lately i've been
excited to sleep
close me eyes
ready to dream,
for it is the only place
i can still be with you
Apr 5, 2015
Apr 5, 2015 at 12:10 AM UTC
and baby,
i will never forget the lyrics
to that song,
our song
that only we will dance to
do you remember?
where every note i pull you close
where every beat i kiss your lips
where every pulse i feel your heart
sometimes we dance,
where every two steps
we both spin in circles
around, and around,
dizzy, unplaced
those two steps away
confused, misplaced
alone, with others,
yet those two steps are okay
because eventually
those two steps
lead us back to dance
our way.
Mar 6, 2015
Mar 6, 2015 at 10:14 PM UTC
breathe in, i whispered
feel me surrender, as i melt
i tremble into the crevice of your limbs
morphing into your chest
my ears tingle
my neck hairs rise
i close my eyes
to your every heartbeat,
my sweetest melody
Mar 6, 2015
Mar 6, 2015 at 10:02 PM UTC
I will wait for you.
For you, I will wait.
Wait, I will for you.
You, I will wait for.
I will wait for you.
Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 1:15 AM UTC
I didn't believe it this time.
I was so scared of the past
that
when it was in the palm of my hands
I was too scared thinking
again it wouldn't last.
So I pushed away the fear
and in the process you flew
having a more clear vision
I now see things anew.
I didn't quite understand
I didn't believe,
but now my mind has changed
we will beat the odds, we will acheive
Take your time please,
but when you're ready take my hand
I will show you love and acceptance
I will keep you safe when you land
Jan 23, 2015
Jan 23, 2015 at 3:41 AM UTC
I keep the smile on my face through the day
replaying memories of you and I
laughing, holding one another,
loving, loving, loving
each other.
I am holding on the memories though the day
but there are some moments that I
can't explain the sadness I feel
missing, missing, missing,
each other.
Jan 23, 2015
Jan 23, 2015 at 3:34 AM UTC