
It’s so hard.
Knowing that something will always be there,
And knowing that that’s the way things should be.
Suddenly they’re not.
It’s a completely foreign idea.
Sometimes you think that
“Yes! I can do this,
I’m in control of the situation” and
As soon as you start regaining your confidence
And faith in the world,
You are shattered again.
All of this
Is by your own doing as well.
You poor, poor soul.
Jan 9, 2015
Jan 9, 2015 at 12:26 AM UTC
Let us explore
All the possibilities,
We will exhaust the night
Trying to find answers
Let us discover
What it means
To be one with our inner struggles.
Jan 5, 2015
Jan 5, 2015 at 2:58 AM UTC
Heart beat racing,
Fingers reached out,
Only to find myself
Reaching into nothingness.
Jan 3, 2015
Jan 3, 2015 at 12:35 PM UTC
*In the realms of despair,
Glistens, a star in the dark.
Salvation, or is it the Morningstar?
Abomination might it be?
Fell for centuries, only to be
Embraced by death himself.
Fear trembles through me,
For I believed myself to be,
A daughter of the heavens,
a daughter of the light.
Entangled in the arms of Lucifer,
I turned out to be,
the darkest daughter, the dark bride.
Queen of the ******
Doomed I am.*
Dec 21, 2014
Dec 21, 2014 at 1:22 AM UTC
The times when I feel like
Curling up into a ball
And folding into myself
Are the times that I need
To feel your arms around me
The most
Dec 21, 2014
Dec 21, 2014 at 1:18 AM UTC
Why
Why haven’t we noticed yet?
And why
Why aren’t saving each other
And ourselves…
We all want the same thing
All other arguments are lies.
Sometimes the need,
For this thing
Destroys us.
So…
What are we waiting for?
Have we given up on humanity?
Do we NOT want to save each other?
Are we destroying each other on purpose?
For centuries, it’s been the same,
Lovers versus condemners of love,
At least that’s what we think.
But aren’t we all seeking love?
We are the lovers.
But…
If that is what we are…
Then…
Who are the condemners?
Why is it that our lives are all about fighting? Fighting for what we love, fighting for our freedom, fighting to be heard… fighting for our rights… What about peace?
Dec 21, 2014
Dec 21, 2014 at 1:17 AM UTC
And for the first time
I realise why,
Love and the moon are interconnected.
Looked up at the sky
Whilst walking on a non-starry night.
There it was,
As majestic as ever.
That was all it took,
One look.
I couldn’t drag my sight away.
Now I have a valid reason,
A reason to say:
He is my moon.
It is my way of telling the world
That you are what I see.
YOU.
You are that which is all absorbing…
And out of everyone sitting on the table,
Why do I find myself giving YOU sly smiles and lustful glances?
Those smiles and eyes oh so full of hope,
Those poor eyes, tragedy are they yet to see!
Why do I keep finding myself hoping,
Hoping you will fall in love.
Is it because,
I have already fallen?
Maybe I couldn’t hide what I feel,
Maybe I DON’T want to hide what I feel,
For I keep hoping you notice
Notice how my chest rises and falls more
Because of you,
Because of you, Goosebumps, shivers & more.
More is what I want from you
Secretly I pray
That what you want to do to me
Is much more…
And more is what I want us to become…
Dec 19, 2014
Dec 19, 2014 at 1:18 AM UTC
**Immensely do I feel,
The grief that is real,
The stories which have been told,
Injustice unfolds.
Never have the truth,
Been farther than the lie.
Savages, savages
Everywhere.**
Sep 13, 2013
Sep 13, 2013 at 9:09 PM UTC
It's funny how I found happiness,
just when I thought
it was over.
It's funny how the place I thought was condemnation,
turned out to be my salvation.
It's funny how the sky is suddenly alight with
my dreams that have come true.
It's funny how I share my happiness with
people I'd never valued their worth before.
It's funny how the unknown,
once became known , have rescued me
from an abyss of desperate reality.
It's beautiful how I discovered that,
love comes in all forms and shapes.
It's beautiful to know that,
even if I'm not in love,
I am loved, and I share the love.
It's magical how I was saved,
from my harsh truth,
and had this truth replaced by beauty and sunshine.
It's magical that I am happiest,
at a time when I thought i'd be lugubrious.
And...
It's extraordinary how
friendly smiles and kisses
brought me back to life.
Miracles like those are only dreamt and wished for,
however,
those miracles have happened to me,
and for that,
I am thankful.
Forever grateful.
Feb 24, 2013
Feb 24, 2013 at 9:37 AM UTC
I love you
I know nothing
But what my heart tells me
And that is
I love you
This is to let you know
That what I feel for you
Can never wholly go.
I love you
Nothing more…
Nothing less…
But as each day goes by
I live and I die
A thousand times each day
And my heart never lies
Because I see nothing
When you’re not around me
When you’re not surrounding me...
I want to say this right,
It has to be tonight,
Just need you to know…
I love you
And I don’t care anymore
Let what is meant to be, be.
And accept me, when I come to thee!
Feb 14, 2013
Feb 14, 2013 at 5:50 AM UTC