Hello, HP,
My old friend.
I found myself writing here again,
I found myself smiling here again.
A trip down to memory lane,
where I have grown up drained.
It has been a while,
My dear chamomile —
A place that gave me comfort,
A place that gave me stomach flutters,
Blood on my veins alive throughout my body.
Hello, HP,
My old friend.
I have missed you all.
Apr 22, 2023
Apr 22, 2023 at 7:55 AM UTC
Monsters, monsters
under my bed,
Please just stop
and get out instead.
Monsters, monsters
under my bed,
Please stop shaking
my knees and my head.
Monsters, Monsters
Whom I thought
was under my bed
I realized
you're just
inside my head.
Aug 9, 2016
Aug 9, 2016 at 7:17 PM UTC
Thinking as I sit,
Where the hell do I fit?
I can't seem to meet
The thing that needs to be out-spit.
Things running on my mind,
Then suddenly it was a straight line.
For a moment I stood,
And for a moment I thought I understood.
It was a mistake..
It was all fake!
Then I finally understood;
Thinking too much won't help you stand up in your own shoes.
Feb 21, 2016
Feb 21, 2016 at 6:20 PM UTC
Are you lonesome tonight?
I wonder if you're lonesome tonight.
You know someone said that the world's a stage
And each must play a part.
Fate had me playing in love you as my sweet heart.
Act one was when we met, I loved you at first glance
You read your line so cleverly and never missed a cue
Then came act two, you seemed to change and you acted strange
And why I'll never know.
Honey, you lied when you said you loved me
And I had no cause to doubt you.
But I'd rather go on hearing your lies
Than go on living without you.
Now the stage is bare and I'm standing there
With emptiness all around
And if you won't come back to me
Then make them bring the curtain down.
Is your heart filled with pain, shall I come back again?
Tell me dear, are you lonesome tonight?
-Elvis Presley
Oct 4, 2015
Oct 4, 2015 at 6:58 PM UTC
Sometimes I just want to think that it's real.
Sometimes I just want to think that we're real.
Sometimes I just want to know what you really feel.
'Cause sometimes thinking about it makes me ill.
Sometimes I just want to stop everything.
Sometimes I just want to get me killed.
And sometimes.. I just wish I never met you.
Because everytime I see you i'm afraid to fall inlove again.
May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 11:30 AM UTC
Remember when you said 'Hi' to me first?
Remember the time when I felt cursed
Into a nightmare that is ever worse?
Remember the days you call me mine?
Remember the days that we were fine?
Remember the days when we're online?
Remember the days when you got time?
Those are good memories to me.
Those are bad memories to me.
I wish i never met you,
and so i wouldn't have to be so blue.
I wish i'll stop reminiscing
the memories that fell missing
I wish i'll stop thinking
about us hugging and kissing
about us cuddling
in the morning
as we smile at each other
face to face
nose to nose
looking at each others eyes
with love and care
but i can't.
Because this is life.
May 7, 2015
May 7, 2015 at 1:49 PM UTC