एक समय था जब दुनिया बदलने की चाह रखता था
सीने में rebel सी दहक
आँखों में बदलाव के सपने
और मन में निडर निष्पक्ष नई सोच रखता था
फिर वही हुआ जो होता आया है
उम्र के साथ सीने की आग दबती चली गई
जिम्मेदारियों की बोरियां लादते हुए
मन में समझदार संतोष समझौते का शांत सा संसार बसता गया
एक समय angry young man कहलाने वाला
ठोकर खा खा कर
रुद्र सी नदी से शांत झील बन गया था
अरे और क्यों ना बनता
मछलियाँ आ गईं थी, कमल खिल गए थे
हंसों का जोड़ा भी तो
अपने नई सदस्य की अपेक्षा कर रहा था
अब तो वह उन ठोकरों को भगवान की देन मानने लगा था
खिले हुए कमल को अपना उपहार
और हंसों के नए परिवार को अपना प्यार मानने लगा था
कि शायद जीवन इसी का नाम होगा
अपने पूरे सफ़र को सीखों की लंबी किताब मानने लगा था
यूँ ना तरस खायी उनपर
यह सोचकर कि बेचारा ग़लत हुआ उनके साथ
क्यूँकि वो ख़ुश था यह जानकर
कि जो नदी कभी पहाड़ तोड़ती थी,
वही झील बनकर
एक पूरे नए संसार को थामने की शक्ति रखती थी।
Nov 14, 2025
Nov 14, 2025 at 2:22 PM UTC
You might be low
or in constant pain.
You might feel all alone
Or like anything you say is in vain.
You might feel numb
like everything is really lost
some intense emotions,
that continuously criss-cross!
But my loves no matter how alone you might feel
Remember it’s your own fate and nobody else can seal!
I know because all of these I used to feel
Forgive me loves,
but for me it was surreal.
Would you believe the kind of things I imagined myself to be?
Seeking reassurance from anyone I would meet.
Is it just my luck or am I incomplete?
I didn’t know what to feel? Or wait did I felt too much? I just couldn’t see!
But I wish then there was someone
who would hold me down and had this chat
you know, when I was all alone, depressed
and needed to hear that...
Things get better,
a lot of emotions you will feel
being low is just one
but there would be many that would help you heal
And that's beautiful.
Because you will feel....
you will feel love, happiness, blissful
and then hope will reappeal.
You will learn how to handle pain
And then realize that there are a few
who understand you, love you and never wanna loose you
And because of that you stop feeling alone
Acknowledge your emotions and get into this zone
You learn to understand yourself.
and start to be so aware that it’s insane
And When you' re ready,
you learn to let go of the pain.
May 28, 2022
May 28, 2022 at 4:51 AM UTC
Night, beautiful night
But why beautiful, I asked
You are just void,
Dark, as if hiding in a shadow,
Signify inexistence
Then what makes you beautiful.
Light, the night murmured
faint dispersed light running through me,
Making me visible enough to be visualized
If if were not for that something I have always been against,
I would have never glown in the dark,
Lost forever in existence.
Jun 7, 2019
Jun 7, 2019 at 7:48 AM UTC