rachel-scott
American
I've been writing poetry since I was 12 years old and up until last summer was to afraid to let anyone else hear or read it. I don't know if it's any good at all but I write from my heart. I'd like some honest feedback and I'll do the same. Thank you for taking the time to read some of what goes on in my head.
As I look into your eyes,
Quickly you go and hide.
Lay to rest your fears,
Can't you see me?
I'm right here.
I want to love you,
But you first must permit me,
Tonight,
Can we pretend that I matter?
Could you,
I mean,
Would you,
Act as though you care?
I hunger for your love,
Wrap me in your arms,
Founder me on your beautiful lies.
Tomorrow,
We will forget tonight.
Tonight,
Lets forget yesterday.
For your heart shines with the mornings light.
So,
Tonight,
Lets forget,
Tomorrow.
Jul 17, 2014
Jul 17, 2014 at 3:05 AM UTC
My bitter friend,
For when I'm sleeping,
I am not angry,
I am not lonely,
I am not sad.
I'm just me.
Slumber is not my trouble,
But waking to the nightmare existence that I live,
To which I must concede.
My dreams are of you,
Playing,
Laughing,
Running,
Happy,
Smiling...
And WAKING to....
NOTHING...
A hole in my heart,
NOTHING...
Emptiness in my arms where your head used to lay...
NOTHING!!
Who really NEEDS sleep?
It's getting old anyway....
Jun 27, 2014
Jun 27, 2014 at 3:02 AM UTC
Sleep,
My bitter friend,
For when I am sleeping,
I am not ANGRY,
I am not LONELY,
I am not SAD,
I'M JUST ME.
It's waking to the nightmare that I live,
That I must concede.
Dreaming of you,
Playing,
Laughing,
Running,
Happy & Smiling,
And waking to...
NOTHING,
A hole in my heart,
NOTHING,
And and emptiness in my arms where you used to be.
nothing
Who really needs sleep?
It was getting old anyway.
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 2:00 AM UTC
MY GREATEST FEAR: MY LIFES REASON THINKS THAT I FORGOT!
May 30, 2014
May 30, 2014 at 9:28 AM UTC
Have you ever wanted something so bad,
Only to find it was never yours.
Have you ever dreamt of something so hard,
Only to find it was just a dream.
Have you ever,
Loved with all your heart,
And not been loved in return?
Have you ever.....
Loved, lived and lost?
May 3, 2013
May 3, 2013 at 2:45 AM UTC
At times it feels like you were never here,
Others,
Like you never went away.
There is not a minute that goes by,
When you don't cross my mind
Seven years ago today....
You made a choice,
No one heard your voice.
We never thought it would end like this.
I never imagined you would....
But ignorance is bliss.
Seven years ago today...
Turn The Page and Tears In Heaven,
I feel you watching over me.
One more time,
I want to see your face.
Seven years ago today...
You made a choice that took you off this earth.
You're gonna be an uncle,
Your name sake.
Seven years ago today...
You will never be far away.
I carry your soul in my soul,
And your heart in my heart.
I miss you brother of mine,
But we are never far apart.
May 3, 2013
May 3, 2013 at 2:42 AM UTC
I look into your eyes
I see what try to you hide.
I'm not your demise.
I want to love you!
To see everything inside.
I'm far from perfect,
I'm perfectly unperfect.
I don't try to deny who I am,
I want you to realize
Don't be scared
Don't back down.
If you don't put your heart out there,
It'll never be found
And I slowly turn from the mirror....
Rachel Scott
May 3, 2013
May 3, 2013 at 2:39 AM UTC
They are trying to take my heart you see,
Without it I can't breathe.
My soul aches,
While my spirit breaks.
Without you,
Life makes no sense.
Let's forget this world,
It's too intense.
You beg and cry for me,
Sayin,"Mommy, please don't leave."
My love,
I'm left without out a choice.
They can't hear me,
It seems I have no voice.
My girl,
I love you.
For you there's nothing I won't do.
Try to over look the bad.
Put a smile on your beautiful face,
It only hurts to be sad.
The longer you're away,
I die more and more everyday.
Your with me mind, body, heart and soul,
For you're with me everywhere I go.
Rachel Scott
Apr 30, 2013
Apr 30, 2013 at 2:22 PM UTC
I give it up,
I'm thru.
Everyone tellin' me...
"Living this life'll be the death of you."
Good-bye my friend,
I've depended on you for so long,
And good riddance my enemy,
Shall your presence be forever gone.
I no longer need your company,
I'll no more be your dump.
So good-bye ****
And farewell morphine.
No,
Not even a bump!
One,
Too many.
A thousand,
Never enough.
I need something more,
His will from above.
So,
Take with you the pain and misery,
It's just too much.
GOD,
Come into my heart please!
I can't do this alone,
No,
Not with out your touch.
Rachel Scott
Apr 28, 2013
Apr 28, 2013 at 3:45 PM UTC
I feel as though I'm not myself,
And you don't know it,
But you're talking to someone else.
I'm not the person I used to be,
Or even the person you think you see.
I'm in a dream that I can't wake up from.
I feel,
But I'm numb...
I'll try to explain it,
I'm afraid it won't make much sense.
Inside my head it's too intense.
My thoughts are contained by nonsense.
I'm lost!
Can you help me?
Look past my front,
Find my soul,
Hurry!!!
Or it too will soon be gone.
Rachel Scott
Apr 28, 2013
Apr 28, 2013 at 3:35 PM UTC