i crumble, wet sugar, slipping down the side of my glass,
my eyes cant focus, except for on you, the only clear thing in my sight
Feb 18, 2017
Feb 18, 2017 at 4:37 PM UTC
I can't feel my words, only yours
filling my head with the dread
a confusion of princes, blonde, i imagine
and i can choke down the bile,
but only for a while, til i think of him,
with you, again
i know he has not touched your lips,
and i have, and i miss
the way they felt on my arms, my shoulders, and nothing is
quite the same, when i try
i can run my hands down my sides, down my thighs,
but they are nothing like yours,
touching his, touching his
Feb 18, 2017
Feb 18, 2017 at 4:32 PM UTC
Feel alone, not broken,
head under the seas,
kiss the fish, my darlin',
come back to me, please
I, am, a treasure chest,
watch the waves, slowly crest,
kiss the top, baby steps,
Lead me to our new love nest
Feb 7, 2017
Feb 7, 2017 at 9:44 PM UTC
lay down in bed like I'm in my coffin
feel my bones, whistle rattle and shake
Drop my hand on the table like I'm all in
Got all hands on my heart to break
Steal the soul out my world with a silver tongue
pull the plug on the day the world aches
can't ever forget, they all tell me
"Least you're still young"
Feb 7, 2017
Feb 7, 2017 at 9:43 PM UTC
Im haunted inside
I wish she could come back to life
explore all over my mind
i wish she could come back to life
come back to my life
dance a waltz around my heart
and stomp all over my life
take who i am inside
turn back to who i should be
defrost me defrost me
im shaving every day
running
i think ive grown from this sidewalk
but i need sun again
or i feel like im withering withering
honestly
i dont want to move on. i want to
hold the back of your neck when i kiss you and
finish x files with you and
miss you again
if we are not healed by valentines i will
i will buy you what you wanted
Feb 7, 2017
Feb 7, 2017 at 9:40 PM UTC
I have only ever heard snatches of conversation
Ranging from arguments to confessions of love
Once, a proposal
The light blinds me but not the light from fixtures
The light from you, my love, my only caretaker
From the store I was borne from, I was surrendered, helpless, upon you
And began my cycle
Bells and songs
The sad sobbing, one year
"They're gone. They're all gone. Who gets these?"
And then stillness. Silence.
Darkness.
Dec 24, 2015
Dec 24, 2015 at 10:15 PM UTC
hey! we
we all gonna die
we ALL gonna die
and i think there's a level of trust involved with accepting that
like bringing a psychopath out to a field
but put a knife in my hand and suddenly
that little knife becomes a fish
without a stream
but baby
i'm
the
ocean
Oct 17, 2015
Oct 17, 2015 at 8:27 PM UTC
i can breathe you like air but baby
i don't mind holding my breath
Oct 13, 2015
Oct 13, 2015 at 11:18 PM UTC
My body may be a battleship, but you truly are my general,
And if I fail to protect you, sail me into the sea,
If I break rank, if we all go down, know that I am not afraid,
Know that from the first moment this was my goal,
Know that you are my prize and my award,
My judge, my jury and my self-appointed executioner,
If this is love, then love is a war.
Aug 5, 2015
Aug 5, 2015 at 7:42 AM UTC
Hello, Mrs. Honeybee,
how are you today?
My soul is heavy,
my body is *****
and my mind is wandering away from me.
These summer days,
always slip away
filled with scraped knees,
and honeybees,
jeans stained dark with blood.
Goodbye, Mrs. Honeybee,
your summer days are gone,
and I never ever got to say
goodbye.
May 27, 2015
May 27, 2015 at 3:16 PM UTC