what is it called when you have a surge of emotions coming out of you but you don’t have words at all for it?
it's another type of extreme pressure you just feel pushing your chest down until it is almost like you cannot breathe you cannot hear you cannot speak. like you're dying
Jul 6, 2018
Jul 6, 2018 at 9:00 AM UTC
the blame is always for those with big hearts. those who feel more than other people. those who think too much about what is to come and what has happened. those with the disability to juggle all the burdens that they have and the responsibility to cater all other people's needs.
in this era, it is never safe for any girl to be compassion and affectionate. (putting up a border will automatically mean that the girl hates him and refuses to talk to the guys.) these words are often associated with lust and seduction, however, only those with little knowledge will stand firm on that. having extra empathy should be encouraged in this evil and full of hatred generation.
aku tak faham kenapa aku dipersalahkan 'tika aku mahu membantu mereka yang aku sangka memerlukan? kenapa sentiasa ada pihak yang akan membangkang pendapatku, mempersoalankan keputusanku?
this age of young adulthood is for us to attempt multiple trials and face a million mistakes in order to be a successful adult which will then lead a successful generation.
i really wish one day, someone will understand that i want to be able to make my own decisions, independent and successful. i want to prove to all those who underestimated me that i can take good care of myself despite the sickness i have.
May 4, 2018
May 4, 2018 at 3:12 AM UTC
my mom apologized for being sick and not able to get out of bed. and so right now, i really don't know what to feel but can i apologize for dying too early?
being the eldest daughter i am, i am afraid of the thought of losing my mom and dad due to any sort of sickness. not that i don't believe in God's wills, but i really wish they'd be there for my graduation, my marriage, my life as i grow older - if i even get there. anyhow, my younger siblings wouldn't be able to survive without my parents. both of them are sick now, for quite a not so old and still not so young age, they're already sick. being sick is is torturing for some. i can't bear seeing my parents suffer from those anymore. i'd rather contain all of their sickness and never reach 25;
Mar 24, 2018
Mar 24, 2018 at 12:48 PM UTC
i knew it was for me the moment it was up on your status.
knowing you, i'm pretty sure it means more than the literal definition of the word itself.
the moment the lyrics started flashing before my eyes, i was 100% sure that it was for me. every single word uttered by the singer was directed to me. guilt is what i am feeling but i shouldn't and i can't.
now all i feel like doing is cut myself until it heals.
and blame me for my scars, it was meant to be - hiding beneath my skin for so long, it needed to breathe. i gave what i thought it needed, but it wasn't enough. and now i am falling, why isn't it rough?
Feb 28, 2018
Feb 28, 2018 at 6:35 AM UTC
hope and expectations are the things that kills the spirit of one. be proud of the littlest progress by everyone around you.
everybody deserves to be proud of
- as they made through each day, which are sometimes bright and sometimes gloomy.
congratulate them, and pray that they'll open their eyes the next day to the shining rays of the sun with happiness and joy -
live life to the fullest according to your beliefs and principles. make them strong.
you will never lose if you work for Allah. He'll reward you, He'll take care of you. once you have Him, you need nothing else.
indeed, Allah is the All-Sufficient. alhamdulillah
Jan 30, 2018
Jan 30, 2018 at 11:03 AM UTC
putting back my pieces together. holding up and standing strong. i shouldn't be bothered anymore, i shouldn't care. i have to stop
Jan 28, 2018
Jan 28, 2018 at 12:53 PM UTC
a ruthless person is what you are labelling me as now. it is so unbelievable how you are able to put me in such a situation and then call me ruthless - which is nothing like me at all (if you know me well). i searched the whole internet for its definition, hoping it wasn't what i really thought it was. but all the results turned out the same - cruel, merciless. it did me no good and more tears. i am hurt
i really hope you learn something out of this mess and think before you speak. /please/
Jan 28, 2018
Jan 28, 2018 at 10:23 AM UTC
chances are meant to being let go by us for those we care the most. in my past, too many mistakes have been done that became a consequence of who i am now - a mistake. i often make the wrong choices and the splurt out the most stupid words. i am like a flower in a glass jar, it wilts as days go by - even with the presence of water and sunlight. but trapping me inside it won't help me or anyone else around. and the falling petals are my chances, which falls one - by - one. i was freed once, but not anymore. i am trapped in this cage of someone else which ends up being a cage of mine. i choose to stay in here, no interaction with the outside world. now, i am too tired to fight for me
i am always not good enough.
and there is no one to be blamed except for myself. i took the wrong step and these are the consequences that i have to bear. and i have to change me, be a different me. not me. but someone else, satisfying enough for other people. i hope that'll work
Jan 19, 2018
Jan 19, 2018 at 12:42 PM UTC
i wonder how can someone be such a disappointment and a blessing at the same time?
Dec 31, 2017
Dec 31, 2017 at 8:02 AM UTC
extremely sad is how i am.
i want to be utterly mad
and selfish
about life
and myself.
Dec 31, 2017
Dec 31, 2017 at 8:01 AM UTC