psycho-delic
i would talk about who i am but that could be good meat for a poem at some time. besides, identification ruin how you reflect on a poem when your imagination can't pick its own author. / i will say one thing. I thank Jesus Christ for showing me what the "meaning of life" is as well as Love. hope to never stop getting stronger in Him.
My father never left me
I came to him every day
I knew he loved me
And he disciplined me for only good
My father never hurt me
Unless it was for fun for me
He thought precious things of me: For me
I was drowned in love
My father never knew me
i grew into my own
I neglected his love that God planted in him for me
He grew old and weary and began to drive me crazy
I never knew my father
i began searching for him
When I found him. I recieved love and pleasure
I found myself lost as i called for my daddy
My father is my daddy
He made me his plan with his lover
To nurture me, support and take care of me
The way I've always known him is as my daddy
My daddy is not my father
My daddy does not exist
The ******* i *** while in my bed annihilate me
My inadequacies face me eye to eye
My daddy loves me so much
I keep his life going and going
He knows God and His blessings by me
His passions are the cosmos of life's reality for me
My daddy is who i realize he is
My daddy is who i realize he is
He was my daddy and always will be
He was my daddy as my heart lost my daddy
Jan 9, 2017
Jan 9, 2017 at 3:14 PM UTC
like as if it ever ended
the fact that lost
as if i was ever found
or else we would just be crazy
and as we all mix eloquence with vanity
we yet, forget to greet in proper manner
to speak with profession and fluidity
be easy going and real... just not creepy
make eye contact and show confidence unlike the breaths you take before and after bed
many days pass by before one finally asks why
and few are that take this question seriously enough to discover new answers
With new knowledge, one wants to share with all
and the select will call him crazy
but they don't know, nor care to see
and the more you prove yourself valid before open ears
the more hazardous you seem
responces of all sorts, from smiles to slander
those who take you as wise, only make you seem cultic
yet who cares what they think? i mean, you've probably saved people's lives
but according to the establishment of subectivity
you're just crazy
Jan 18, 2016
Jan 18, 2016 at 12:02 AM UTC
you just don't know, until you are
and expressing that state of loss
of everything
insanities
it's all an illusion
but death is only a new way to live
it's already over, right? i mean like dude
don't give into this world,
though i'm scared that you'll die in it
for some reason, you won't even know
because you can let your conscience go
instead of growing from your conscience
but in all justifications
i love you
all of you
Dec 31, 2015
Dec 31, 2015 at 1:40 AM UTC
the more simple
the more complex
the more deep
the more at rest
Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 8:50 PM UTC
One thousand large books
a painting never finished
a song never heard
Oct 12, 2015
Oct 12, 2015 at 11:59 AM UTC
lifestyles and culture
political stance and war
funerals at last
Sep 22, 2015
Sep 22, 2015 at 9:35 PM UTC
A time to break is a time to cry
A place to cry is a place to express
To whom you express is to whom you have a friend
The friend of mine is the home of mine
Where my home is found is where my way of escape is found
My escape is my new life
A new life is a new love
A new love is my God
My God gave me love in the time of need
My God has placed my new life in me
My God was to whom I escaped
My God is the home I seeked
My God is where my Friend is found
My God is the epitome of my expression
My God gave a new tear to share
My God broke me: Because He made me new
Sep 8, 2015
Sep 8, 2015 at 3:14 PM UTC
You have only created what already is created
Even in your own individual thoughts, are those not your own threads of perception
you were created, but you didn't create yourself
I believe that our knowledge is given off of a foundational Creator
our mental data, given off from the original to you
like the strands of DNA, and how they have the same from their physical creator
But only less information is given and our limits come to being
that is what makes us who we are
what already is
what already was
or else, just give in to the idea that we are God
or that God is dead, perhaps never was alive
could we be formed from something like such?
Our source of life must come from life
Even in our sources of electricity, from that which is "not electricity"
you can still convert electricity from it
where electricity is found
energy cannot come from non energy
nor can life come from non life
however its synthesized, the pieces of consciousness must be found
Aug 16, 2015
Aug 16, 2015 at 12:39 AM UTC
(takes deep sigh with voice pitch going down)
hhhhhhhuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
huhhhhhhhhhhhhhuhuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhooooooooooooooooooo
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
wooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
wohhhhhhhhhhhhwoawooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhh
woah
woahhhhhhhhhhwoahwoah
Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 9:52 AM UTC
I'm singing a song from back in the old day
I'm singing the song of today
'Cuz time never changes with nothing unrevealed
No matter what they say, time is grey
I live in a society just as all the other ones
I live in the cultures of today,
Cuz time never changes with nothing old or new
No matter what they say, time is grey
I'm calling on a God, the one from forever ago
I'm calling on the God of today
'Cus God never changes, (while) traditions have their phases
No matter what they say, time is grey
I'm fighting a war that was fought many years before
I'm fighting the war of today
'Cuz war never changes, just a day with different faces
No matter what they say, time is grey
I'm dying a death, no surprise we'll all forget
I'm dying the death of today
'Cuz death never changes, with us stands be still
No matter what they say, time is grey
I'm singing a song from back in the old day
I'm singing the song of today
'Cuz time never changes with nothing unrevealed
No matter what they say, time is grey
Jul 20, 2015
Jul 20, 2015 at 1:54 AM UTC