back as a beast that cracks in the heat,
tragedy feeds in the blackness of peace,
magnets and teeth keep me active, no sleep,
another chapter, it brings a masterful piece,
battered and shattered, broken and bruised,
disasters and laughter pried me open to truth,
world on a platter,
only for you,
came back to the call of a powerful addiction,
strain's coming outta the hole with a louder extension,
shape your mind to the mold of a cowards existence,
direct all the hate to the crows, controlling the crowds to the mountain of sickness,
shoot at the sky where your Jehovah resides,
staying alive with a sharper sixth sense,
back track on the road of a god and retrace all the missed steps,
broken inside, shed your skin again-
Mar 18, 2015
Mar 18, 2015 at 2:28 AM UTC
I wish I could leave the planet,
I wish I could fly,
cuz you can't see the madness,
with the naked eye,
I wouldn't hate to die,
and it kinda scares me,
walk into the fire,
without caring,
infinite emotions,
mixed into one,
embrace the cold wind,
live with the sun-
Mar 17, 2015
Mar 17, 2015 at 6:55 PM UTC
I don't hate the planet,
I despise the people that inhabit it,
Cuz I'm looking through their eyes and all that matters is how much cash you spend,
Or how much you make,
But it don't matter how much I hate the twisted ways of all this waste that's in this place,
Cuz either way, this life ain't how I imagined it,
I pray for disasters,
I hope that it shatters,
I'll watch your world crack while you drown in my laughter,
Cuz all this won't matter when it turns a new chapter,
You'll watch me on my mountain top watching all you cowards fall,
And I'll sound the song and pound the drums at God before I curse him for letting this go on this long,
Flip the world off while I watch the ground just drop from under yall,
Take my place as king at the side of the devil cuz he sung his song,
You can call me the son of God,
Dear world,
I hope you ****** rot-
Mar 15, 2015
Mar 15, 2015 at 8:18 PM UTC
How the **** I got here,
I still don't know,
reasons unexplained,
just let me go,
evil, it will reign,
looking through my eyes,
never be the same,
forced inside,
you bring me close to the edge,
and I keep on pushing,
now I know it's the end,
but I'll keep on searching,
you bring me close to the edge,
I am lost within time,
screaming voice in his head,
hear them talking in mine-
Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 12:25 PM UTC
"So familiar and overwhelmingly warm,
This one, this form I hold now,
Embracing you, this reality here,
This one, this form I hold now, so,
Wide eyed and hopeful,
Wide eyed and hopefully wild,
We barely remember what came before this precious moment,
Choosing to be here right now,
Hold on, stay inside...
This body holding me, reminding me that I am not alone in...
This body makes me feel eternal,
All this pain is an illusion.."
~ Maynard James Keenan
Mar 13, 2015
Mar 13, 2015 at 11:13 PM UTC
I can't see you there but I feel you,
I know that you're near cuz I hear you,
I say i'm not scared but I fear you,
tell me to beware and I still do,
I feel you,
slowly burning me alive,
every exhale surfaced to the skin comes from deep inside,
I can feel you swimming in my mind torching both my eyes,
drilling in a little deeper every time,
feeling it subside just to come back full force and give a rattle to my life,
electric charges running through my body,
faces all around, I can hear em calling,
being hollowed out, now I think im falling,
dropped me underground so they can see me crawling
on broken knees-
Mar 13, 2015
Mar 13, 2015 at 2:16 AM UTC
Try to help everyone,
But I'm the one who's losing..
Mar 13, 2015
Mar 13, 2015 at 1:39 AM UTC
I have no control,
I'm just a reflection of emotions deep below,
Feed me some antipsychotics,
Free me from my mind,
Bionic-
I got the sickest of Minds,
Come equipped with the quickest depictions that sicken your eyes,
Unassisted, don't be resistin' the fight,
Trip sixes leave you ******* to die,
Rap circles around you like a serpent constrictin your life,
Drag you through the mud and the muck before I kiss you goodbye like the crucifixion of Christ,
You don't know what's livin inside or what I put into these lines,
You might wanna diss me but it's almost forbidden to try,
**** on you ******* while I'm kissin the sky,
Diss all your writtens while you listen to mine,
A misfit, I'm twisted with an addiction to rhyme,
Watch you stiffen at the sight of me hissin at night,
Silence these voices I tried but my prescription ain't right,
My lungs are collapsin like somethins kickin my sides,
I'm not twitchin, I'm flinchin,
Pay attention, there's a difference,
Somethin wants to get in and take away my decisions,
Sometimes I wonder how the **** I got in this position,
I keep talkin to God even though he don't listen,
He's prob'ly ****** off from all the sins I've committed,
Unspeakable actions let the demons in, scratchin,
I keep pleadin and askin but believe I'm the baddest,
Can't seem to keep it, reactin, but receivin the static,
Creepin in the dreams of an addict that needs to be handed,
It's reachin in me and its makin me panic, I'm takin it back and,
Retracin my tracks and erasin the past and,
Replace you with ashes and take the flame back I'm,
Burnin alive while rehearsing these lines,
You can feel it churnin inside, the turnin through time,
You're cursin my life,
Feel like bursting inside-
Feed me some antipsychotics,
Free me from my mind,
Bionic,
Walkin a fine line,
But I called it,
"Its night time,"
Don't worry, I'm on it-
Mar 12, 2015
Mar 12, 2015 at 6:37 PM UTC
there's nothin I can do to silence you,
nothin I can say to get inside of you,
I'd say **** it and try to fly to you,
just so I could rip your life in two,
but you know I aint that stupid,
I don't know it all but im not clueless,
i'd give it all to you if I knew that I could mute it,
but you just keep picking away,
i'm actually surprised im livin today cuz last night I got this close to ****** it in the drain,
if I could i'd steal your life from you,
but all you like to do is try and light my fuse and when you do..
tick
tick
tick
here we go again,
spinnin around in circles in hate with the world what else is new?
you never shut the **** up no matter how many times I tell you to,
I wanna ****** bury you, it scares me too,
to know that I would do things I thought i'd never do,
but you egg me on,
you **** me off so ****** bad I'd grap your head and tear it off!
I don't care enough to carry on,
I swear to god i've never felt like this,
but all that I can do is tell you ****
I need a ****** outlet quick before my heart pounds out my chest,
what was fine is now depressed and what's surpressed is now a mess and mixed with all the **** that lives within my ****** head,
here we go again!
-
scream at the moon,
bleed out for you,
"see now the truth,"
kiss my ***
don't need no help from you..
if only you'd stay the way i'd like you to,
the time before I knew what I know now,
i'd love you the way I did before,
then i'd let you lay me down,
and put me to rest-
Mar 12, 2015
Mar 12, 2015 at 3:06 AM UTC
sometimes I get so down I wanna die,
sometimes I feel so good I wanna fly,
sometimes I get so ****** I wanna scream,
clench this fist and break your teeth,
sometimes I get fed up with life,
just say **** it and eat a bullet,
life is hard on troubled minds,
but I guess i'll just keep pullin..
..until I explode to you,
aggresion boils in my gut before I show it to you,
depression burns through every cut before I mold it into,
another manic feelin comin up as I try to control it for you,
but its controlin me through,
non-stop waves of long lost pain,
locked thoughts of rage I thought got chained,
but I guess I forgot that the cycle dont stop,
from a climb to the top to a dive bombing drop,
I fly to get shot but this life's all I got so i'll try to lift off and smile when im hot,
just for the sake of me seeming ok,
cuz I hate when they ask,
answer's always the same,
even though I know that I am it'll eventually change,
so despite the fact im wantin to snap im disguising my face,
if only you knew what the **** it takes to hold in my rage,
instead of blowin the place I stand and I pace and bleed on a page,
quiet then talk,
fly and then fall,
violent, calm with my smile and all,
im walkin a lonely road in the coldest weather,
but you know,
whatever-
Mar 12, 2015
Mar 12, 2015 at 3:00 AM UTC