a stray light
splayed across oak hardwood floor
a girl
wonders
who they are
a girl with a
unique identity
they struggle over finding
out who they are
while they are
accepted for
who they are
they are forgotten
their preferences thrown
out the window in
favor of sticking to
the status quo
Aug 31, 2019
Aug 31, 2019 at 10:26 PM UTC
in this large world
from the beginning of humans
there have been two types
male and
female
as time goes on
more genders are sprinkled
into the mix
what you're born with is
no longer your identity
let's forget that for a second
even since there were only
two
males have always been
"better"
**** that
we
women
are just as capable
we can swear
we can fight
we can act
we can write
we can lead
we can
we can
we can
so shut up with that ********
"because we're men
we get to do what you can't"
imagine
living in fear
of the person who forces you to love them
imagine
nobody acknowledging
believing
you when you say something
because of what's between your legs
imagine
you being ***** and the person responsible saying
"it's their fault for looking pretty"
we need to stop this now
May 16, 2019
May 16, 2019 at 6:28 PM UTC
music
this is my lifeline
50 songs just waiting
to be played
3 hours of bliss
escaping from the
world
and delving deep into my own
created world
Apr 15, 2019
Apr 15, 2019 at 2:49 PM UTC
i gently tell him my
greatest secret
surprisingly
he believes me and
goes on with his
life
he asks me about the
threads in my vision
and i try to answer
but one question
i cannot answer
Feb 22, 2019
Feb 22, 2019 at 4:30 PM UTC
in my world of red
everyone has a thread tied
to their pinky finger
sometimes it is a couple
that is connected, the small string
in between not
the only connection
sometimes
and this is most of the time
the string leads elsewhere
in my world of red, i am the
only one without
a thread of fate
tying my destined partner and i
together
except
until i met that certain
green-haired boy
Feb 21, 2019
Feb 21, 2019 at 6:35 PM UTC
the night is full
of stars
freckled
with millions of stars
i know that
it's my ancestor's fault
that our sky is
hiding the stars
from us
their irresponsibility leading
to the heavy pollution
hiding the stars from us
and yet they are angry at us
you're the one
who's at fault
i want to look at the stars
it would help me
comfort myself
i've only seen pictures
i just want to see a sky full of stars
the indigo void
freckled with the infinite stars that exist
they say
"I believe what I see"
does that mean that i shouldn't
believe in stars?
thank you
for polluting our world
and blaming us
it's you at fault
Dec 3, 2018
Dec 3, 2018 at 1:29 PM UTC
something
i wish for
is for
someone to love
me
people joke
but there's a twist
they joke about terrible
things
they joke about
suicide and
mental states
why do they do that?
something i want
is for something to just
go my way for
once
i want
for someone to be
kind and
acknowledge me
rain falling outside my window
represents all of
the tears of the world
dripping
and the droplets
of the sky
cling on to trees
like i cling on to hope
suicidal thoughts cloud
my head every day
i always
push
them away
falling into depression
both the suffering
cell-mate and
the cruel jailer
i want the door to swing open
and to be free
but with bad things
repeatedly happening
i don't think it'll open
no friends
school is hell
my sister hates me
my dog doesn't even love me
get out of this hell
maybe live in another world
being a fangirl
that would truly make me happy
because is there anything in this world
that wants me?
Nov 13, 2018
Nov 13, 2018 at 12:56 PM UTC
before you decide
i am your friend
here's something you should know
about me
i am
insecure
depressed
i may look happy
but that's not
the truth
i don't
belong
someone has always
found a way
to remind me that
life is hell
and can i trust
you?
all of my friends
that were real have
left me
and if they
weren't real
well
you know the rest
how that plays out
if you want to be
my friend
listen up
my friends
don't lie to me
friends don't keep a simple
secret bottled up
friends
don't leave you in the
dust
leaving you waiting
friends are honest
kind
tell me if they change their mind
and are patient
but those friends have
already left my side
so tell me
can you live up to this?
can you be my friend?
no
you don't want to be my friend
you're just another one of the fakes
and if you truly
want to help me
i am begging you
stay by my side a little
longer
longer
longer
be a friend that tells me
if you're leaving
so that i can at least
get to see you in person again
before you move
across the country
and i'm left holding my hand
out
to a ghost of a friendship
that was once real
but now nonexistent
if you want to know me
stay by my side
and don't leave me
like all of my friends
before
Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 11:39 PM UTC
what is fear?
there can be many definitions
a hard word to define
fear is
falling into the abyss
falling into depression
worrying that you'll never fly back up to
the clouds labeled
"happiness"
fear is
rain
sprinkling off
a car
as the lights
reflect off a
young girl
lying in the
road
fear is
not knowing what lies
in the shadows
as your flashlight
only spreads
out a small part
of the land
and a shriek
fills the air
fear is
many things
not a singular item
but a million miniscule thoughts
and people
not just people but
everyone feels
fear
one thing they
wonder
is if
they will ever feel
relief
or never feel again
Oct 29, 2018
Oct 29, 2018 at 3:29 PM UTC
why
do i
have to go to
school
suffering
my teachers
get paid
but no one else does
we must
work
and work
and work
until we are
"smarter"
oppressed to be
"creative"
but they don't want us to be
creative
do they
the smart
know
that we are being worked
so that we can get a
job
but we are already working a
job
and we're not being paid
work
work
and work some
more
all-nighters just
to survive the
drowning
of homework
i want to escape
from this
hell
they call
"learning"
Oct 29, 2018
Oct 29, 2018 at 12:58 PM UTC