prisoner-zero-rose-malfoy

Here’s to my parents Who taught me all they knew Here’s to my friends Who made me smile when I was blue Here’s to my family Who are always by my side Here’s to all those people That forgave me when I lied Here’s to all the music That I love so very much Here’s to my teachers That taught me rules and such Here’s to the air That I live and breath today Here’s to my distant friends So close, yet so very far away So many loved ones So many loved things So much to live for So much ahead of me So many colours So many pictures So many memories So much love… So much hate… Though I sometimes feel so alone In the dark In old memories You have reminded me how untrue that is And how many people are there for me How many people love me And I love you for it You have made me smile Made me laugh when I was down You have made me happy When all I could do is frown You have made me rhyme Even with no reason You are my best friend And I love you more than anyone You are the crazy one The awesome And amazing one You are the pretty one No matter what you say You are the one Who has made me stay You are the one who changed my life Showed me so many new things Even though our time has ended Others are still beginning Have a nice life And I mean that Always remember I love you And if you change your mind I’m here Waiting Forever You are the one I can always go to You’ll talk to me all night You make me laugh You make me cry But whichever… So long as we’re together You are the one who isn’t real Never has been, never will You’re the one who’s seen it all Done it all You changed my life Thank you You are the one who’s on and off Sometimes we’re friends, Sometimes we’re not Yet, whenever I come back around You’re always there Without a doubt You’re the one who’s never forgotten Though you may think you have been You are the one who was friendly to all And we all miss you very much You are the bright one Always making people happy No matter what you’re always there Smiling until the end You are the regret That I feel every day Causing long nights of tears All for you I really do miss you More than you can imagine But our friendship is the past And we can only look forward to the future I hope yours is a good one You are the insanity That I call amazing The one I can completely trust And count on you To stand by me You are the fire Burning like the sun Bright as a star Never dying And never failing To shine Everyone has their reasons Everyone makes mistakes I’d just like to say… I forgive every one And I’m sorry I hope you can forgive me too I love you

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Mar 2, 2012

Mar 2, 2012 at 2:54 PM UTC

A Special Thanks.... I Love You

Here’s to my parents Who taught me all they knew Here’s to my friends Who made me smile when I was blue Here’s to my family Who are always by my side Here’s to all those people That forgave me when I lied Here’s to all the music That I love so very much Here’s to my teachers That taught me rules and such Here’s to the air That I live and breath today Here’s to my distant friends So close, yet so very far away So many loved ones So many loved things So much to live for So much ahead of me So many colours So many pictures So many memories So much love… So much hate… Though I sometimes feel so alone In the dark In old memories You have reminded me how untrue that is And how many people are there for me How many people love me And I love you for it You have made me smile Made me laugh when I was down You have made me happy When all I could do is frown You have made me rhyme Even with no reason You are my best friend And I love you more than anyone You are the crazy one The awesome And amazing one You are the pretty one No matter what you say You are the one Who has made me stay You are the one who changed my life Showed me so many new things Even though our time has ended Others are still beginning Have a nice life And I mean that Always remember I love you And if you change your mind I’m here Waiting Forever You are the one I can always go to You’ll talk to me all night You make me laugh You make me cry But whichever… So long as we’re together You are the one who isn’t real Never has been, never will You’re the one who’s seen it all Done it all You changed my life Thank you You are the one who’s on and off Sometimes we’re friends, Sometimes we’re not Yet, whenever I come back around You’re always there Without a doubt You’re the one who’s never forgotten Though you may think you have been You are the one who was friendly to all And we all miss you very much You are the bright one Always making people happy No matter what you’re always there Smiling until the end You are the regret That I feel every day Causing long nights of tears All for you I really do miss you More than you can imagine But our friendship is the past And we can only look forward to the future I hope yours is a good one You are the insanity That I call amazing The one I can completely trust And count on you To stand by me You are the fire Burning like the sun Bright as a star Never dying And never failing To shine Everyone has their reasons Everyone makes mistakes I’d just like to say… I forgive every one And I’m sorry I hope you can forgive me too I love you

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Disappointment flaring in their eyes The days behind, but not my lies I wish I knew exactly what I had done Or the knowledge of being not the only one Time has ended Relationships bended I’m running around in circles once more Wishing that someone would just close the door On their expectations on my life The burning words hit like a knife I with that I could do things better Maybe I’d find a true forever But see, the world is not as it seems Not that I’m able to tell what it means I suppose I should just keep moving on Yet my heart is broken, and the smile is gone So yet I keep running, tearing through time I only wish again the world would be mine

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Mar 2, 2012

Mar 2, 2012 at 2:50 PM UTC

Tearing Through Time, Riding on Lies.

Disappointment flaring in their eyes The days behind, but not my lies I wish I knew exactly what I had done Or the knowledge of being not the only one Time has ended Relationships bended I’m running around in circles once more Wishing that someone would just close the door On their expectations on my life The burning words hit like a knife I with that I could do things better Maybe I’d find a true forever But see, the world is not as it seems Not that I’m able to tell what it means I suppose I should just keep moving on Yet my heart is broken, and the smile is gone So yet I keep running, tearing through time I only wish again the world would be mine

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You used to smile and tell me, You’d never leave, And that forever we’d be In love. I don’t think you lied. Just merely forgot. But now I have died. I need you. Maybe the way I’ve died Is really only inside And I’ve truly just chosen to hide From the reality. But truth is, I miss the way you used to laugh. And smile I haven’t seen that in a while I even miss the way you used to cry. Every time you’d say goodbye. I miss the colour of your eyes. Solid blue. That energy that never dies I miss your lasting, inspiring pride. The way I knew, That you’d always be mine. I miss every little word you said. It’s over, isn’t it… Forever is dead. I will never bring myself to rue The fact that I’d fallen for you. If this is what you want, Then I won’t try to change. Memories left to haunt. All those memories we had, Who’d have thought That they’d all go bad?

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Mar 2, 2012

Mar 2, 2012 at 2:45 PM UTC

I Miss You

You used to smile and tell me, You’d never leave, And that forever we’d be In love. I don’t think you lied. Just merely forgot. But now I have died. I need you. Maybe the way I’ve died Is really only inside And I’ve truly just chosen to hide From the reality. But truth is, I miss the way you used to laugh. And smile I haven’t seen that in a while I even miss the way you used to cry. Every time you’d say goodbye. I miss the colour of your eyes. Solid blue. That energy that never dies I miss your lasting, inspiring pride. The way I knew, That you’d always be mine. I miss every little word you said. It’s over, isn’t it… Forever is dead. I will never bring myself to rue The fact that I’d fallen for you. If this is what you want, Then I won’t try to change. Memories left to haunt. All those memories we had, Who’d have thought That they’d all go bad?

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Lies Colours No Stop If only I'm sorry I used to think Leave me be Go away Help Living Hell Love Time Hate Moving on... ^But not really Remember Forget Remember again Push it away Thoughts Starry Eyed I love you I hate you What kills you in the end Death No, time Forever Memories are ghosts Ghosts are memories Memories are treasures Hidden I don't need you Not anymore Walking Running Words Words Words Words The words go on Don't stop Don't leave Don't go Whatever The fire in her eyes We'll watch the buildings turn to dust Stay here forever I'll never leave you Goodbye Why? Why? Why? You said "friends forever" I lied

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Mar 2, 2012

Mar 2, 2012 at 2:44 PM UTC

Angst

Lies Colours No Stop If only I'm sorry I used to think Leave me be Go away Help Living Hell Love Time Hate Moving on... ^But not really Remember Forget Remember again Push it away Thoughts Starry Eyed I love you I hate you What kills you in the end Death No, time Forever Memories are ghosts Ghosts are memories Memories are treasures Hidden I don't need you Not anymore Walking Running Words Words Words Words The words go on Don't stop Don't leave Don't go Whatever The fire in her eyes We'll watch the buildings turn to dust Stay here forever I'll never leave you Goodbye Why? Why? Why? You said "friends forever" I lied

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When you want in, I want out. When I need you, You never come around. A smile and a laugh, A glare and a tear, What do you mean? Which one is real? When I say, “I love you,” You don’t respond. But when we get into fights, You always see the bond. When I really miss you, You act like you don’t need me. You act like you don’t want me. And then I come to really see… That look beyond your face, Is truly ugly down within. The blood beneath your muscles Is boiling and grim. The touch beyond your fingertips, Is rough and cold as ice, The smile on the inside, Really isn’t very nice. The laughter down within Is fake and meant to hurt I can’t believe I never noticed The way you treat everyone like dirt. Well no longer will that be me, Following you around. I hope that you are happy, Knowing how badly you let me down. The way to truly love, Apparently isn’t what we see, But really what lies within, Is what a person can really be.

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Mar 2, 2012

Mar 2, 2012 at 2:43 PM UTC

What Lies Within

When you want in, I want out. When I need you, You never come around. A smile and a laugh, A glare and a tear, What do you mean? Which one is real? When I say, “I love you,” You don’t respond. But when we get into fights, You always see the bond. When I really miss you, You act like you don’t need me. You act like you don’t want me. And then I come to really see… That look beyond your face, Is truly ugly down within. The blood beneath your muscles Is boiling and grim. The touch beyond your fingertips, Is rough and cold as ice, The smile on the inside, Really isn’t very nice. The laughter down within Is fake and meant to hurt I can’t believe I never noticed The way you treat everyone like dirt. Well no longer will that be me, Following you around. I hope that you are happy, Knowing how badly you let me down. The way to truly love, Apparently isn’t what we see, But really what lies within, Is what a person can really be.

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This is what we’ve come to After all these years For so long we were friends All I have left of it is tears There are things we want to change You know as well as I, We all make mistakes But why can’t you pass mine by? You’d think, after all this time, All those days spent together, That life wouldn’t be so cruel. And maybe friends could last forever. Of course it doesn’t work that way, No matter how much I wish it did. So I’ll say one more apology… Then farewell, I will bid. It hurts, the tears and the loss. I promise you it always will. But I really do need to move on. Though it’s like climbing the steepest hill. I wish you would come back, Though I don’t think it’s going to happen I regret what’s happened to us, How the happy memories now sadden.

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Mar 2, 2012

Mar 2, 2012 at 2:41 PM UTC

A Broken Friendship

This is what we’ve come to After all these years For so long we were friends All I have left of it is tears There are things we want to change You know as well as I, We all make mistakes But why can’t you pass mine by? You’d think, after all this time, All those days spent together, That life wouldn’t be so cruel. And maybe friends could last forever. Of course it doesn’t work that way, No matter how much I wish it did. So I’ll say one more apology… Then farewell, I will bid. It hurts, the tears and the loss. I promise you it always will. But I really do need to move on. Though it’s like climbing the steepest hill. I wish you would come back, Though I don’t think it’s going to happen I regret what’s happened to us, How the happy memories now sadden.

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Picture this is based off of: http://www.inkdryerdesign.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2008/07/7b00b34e9dee0411.jpg *I’m lost in this world. I have no place to go. Not a person to love. Not a place to call home.* I remember this beach. When I was young, I would run around and play here. Not a care in this world. Why should I care? The world belonged to me then. *A mask to cover up. The flaws deep inside. But it’s been made clear, There’s no way to hide.* The warm smoke rises up into the cold air. I fight the urge to choke, and close my eyes. I can remember a little girl with blonde pigtails. Holding hands with a man and woman. Skipping down the beach, leaving footprints in the sand. *Now the footprints are gone, Just memories remain. They can be made again, But they’ll never be the same.* They left me too soon, that man and that woman. They left me, they left me, they left me. Alone in this world. Forever alone, walking these beaches by myself. All by myself. And they’re never coming back. *The world is too big, And I am too small. I can stand at my highest, But I’m still not that tall.* The beach is abandoned, except for one person. I’m here, finding my place. On this old, abandoned beach. Trying to find out who I am, and where I belong. And until I find out, this mask will always cover my face.

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Mar 2, 2012

Mar 2, 2012 at 2:39 PM UTC

Marred

Picture this is based off of: http://www.inkdryerdesign.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2008/07/7b00b34e9dee0411.jpg *I’m lost in this world. I have no place to go. Not a person to love. Not a place to call home.* I remember this beach. When I was young, I would run around and play here. Not a care in this world. Why should I care? The world belonged to me then. *A mask to cover up. The flaws deep inside. But it’s been made clear, There’s no way to hide.* The warm smoke rises up into the cold air. I fight the urge to choke, and close my eyes. I can remember a little girl with blonde pigtails. Holding hands with a man and woman. Skipping down the beach, leaving footprints in the sand. *Now the footprints are gone, Just memories remain. They can be made again, But they’ll never be the same.* They left me too soon, that man and that woman. They left me, they left me, they left me. Alone in this world. Forever alone, walking these beaches by myself. All by myself. And they’re never coming back. *The world is too big, And I am too small. I can stand at my highest, But I’m still not that tall.* The beach is abandoned, except for one person. I’m here, finding my place. On this old, abandoned beach. Trying to find out who I am, and where I belong. And until I find out, this mask will always cover my face.

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i told you we’d be forever me and you always together ‘cause our love is true i’m not having second thoughts don’t get me wrong i just need to think but my thoughts are all gone you make me smile when no one else can but you’re so far away i just want to hold your hand i need some time to sit in my bed to let the tears fall and the thoughts set i can think of you think of your touch but thoughts are just thoughts and that is not much i love you with all my heart you’re just so far though we’ll still last forever wherever you are

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Mar 2, 2012

Mar 2, 2012 at 2:36 PM UTC

Mine

i told you we’d be forever me and you always together ‘cause our love is true i’m not having second thoughts don’t get me wrong i just need to think but my thoughts are all gone you make me smile when no one else can but you’re so far away i just want to hold your hand i need some time to sit in my bed to let the tears fall and the thoughts set i can think of you think of your touch but thoughts are just thoughts and that is not much i love you with all my heart you’re just so far though we’ll still last forever wherever you are

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A scream Lost in the air Drowned in the music Covered by words A scream Killed by innocence The music keeps playing A story dies A scream Scared and high Still goes unheard Carried nowhere A scream Cut off by the air The ice-cold weather A tear in the moonlight A scream

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Mar 2, 2012

Mar 2, 2012 at 2:35 PM UTC

A Scream

A scream Lost in the air Drowned in the music Covered by words A scream Killed by innocence The music keeps playing A story dies A scream Scared and high Still goes unheard Carried nowhere A scream Cut off by the air The ice-cold weather A tear in the moonlight A scream

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With a kiss I will bid you goodbye I’m off to a place where I can fly Fly Forever and ever Life is too short But death lasts forever And the life in my eyes Is fading and dying But this will be forever I won’t ask you to join me But I’ll ask you to keep me In memory In love Remember forever. Forever is mine. So say goodbye. It will be our last. I’m off to fly. With the angels and devils and skies. With the fire and the ice. With the mean and the nice. With the rhymes. The childhood rhymes. The memories. The ones that died. I’m joining them today I really am I’m leaving and moving on Forever And ever And ever Forever

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Mar 2, 2012

Mar 2, 2012 at 2:34 PM UTC

Angels and Devils and Skies

With a kiss I will bid you goodbye I’m off to a place where I can fly Fly Forever and ever Life is too short But death lasts forever And the life in my eyes Is fading and dying But this will be forever I won’t ask you to join me But I’ll ask you to keep me In memory In love Remember forever. Forever is mine. So say goodbye. It will be our last. I’m off to fly. With the angels and devils and skies. With the fire and the ice. With the mean and the nice. With the rhymes. The childhood rhymes. The memories. The ones that died. I’m joining them today I really am I’m leaving and moving on Forever And ever And ever Forever

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