It is hard to do what I want.
Hard to know how I feel.
Go ahead jump in,
Jump in and control my life.
you see me everyday,
We this fake smile.
you can't seem to see the pain.
The pain that I have.
You don't know what it is like.
To listen to everybody else
and to never do what you want.
Oh how hard it is.
Jul 5, 2013
Jul 5, 2013 at 4:35 AM UTC
So many thoughts
So many feelings
My friends say one thing
But I got to fallow my heart.
I want you back
I want you to be mine
You treated me like ****
Well at the end
But you
You hold my heart.
Let me in
Take care of the broken pieces you left.
Let me in
And show me that you truly want me.
Jun 22, 2013
Jun 22, 2013 at 4:54 AM UTC
Here I lay
Tears forming in my eyes.
Here I lay
Not wanting to go another day.
I wanna give this life up.
It hates me
Just as I hate it.
it is eating me
It is tarring my insides up.
Just like you
How you broke my heart.
Here I lay,
Wondering what's gonna happen now that I don't have u
Jun 16, 2013
Jun 16, 2013 at 3:06 AM UTC
Why do I feel this pain
Why didnt it go away
I left you
But I held on too long
Here I am missing what we had
Missing the years we spent together
First year of college
And you treat me like ****
We made promises
so it wouldn't end this way
But you
You broke them.
You broke my heart.
I was lost.
I didn't know what to do
I cried
You cried
Should I just let it go?
Should I move on?
Or should I just keep letting you hurt my broken hurt.
I just want this pain to go away.
I want this just to be a dream.
A terrible nightmare.
Jun 15, 2013
Jun 15, 2013 at 6:06 AM UTC