you used to be
the color of the sky
when the sun is bright
so peaceful to look at
the color of the ocean
with the soft breeze it brings
it touches my face
so pure, so calm
the color of the shirt
you wore on our first date
so masculine
and sophisticated to look at
but now you are an entirely different shade of blue
so hurtful to see as our memories haunt me still
with tears in my eyes
im all alone and blue
May 16, 2023
May 16, 2023 at 5:48 AM UTC
i've been staring at you
a lot more lately
and sometimes i wonder
what if you are the one
but i wasn't?
May 10, 2023
May 10, 2023 at 2:17 PM UTC
if I could have
a wish to a wishing star
ill wish the ability
to love myself
the way I love you
May 10, 2023
May 10, 2023 at 2:11 PM UTC
if you want me to
ill go and take the stars
out of the sky
just for you
May 10, 2023
May 10, 2023 at 2:09 PM UTC
i wanna write more
but my mind is empty
soul is missing
heart is shattered
i am broken
i am lost
Sep 19, 2022
Sep 19, 2022 at 4:48 AM UTC
lately ive been pondering
if is it really a dream deferred
or i cant just accept
that its a dream denied
Jul 18, 2022
Jul 18, 2022 at 10:02 AM UTC
i knew im ****** up the moment i imagined how our perfect first date would look like
ill definitely bring you in a zoo because i wanted to hear you talk about the things you love
your passion in loving and caring for these creatures
i wanna see your eyes sparkle through that
or maybe ill bring you in a peaceful place
because i know how bothered your mind is most of the time
from all the responsibilities you juggle in your everyday life
i want to give you peace
or maybe we will study together?
stare at the skies?
maybe watch a movie or two?
or anything
anything could actually work
as long as it's with you
i know it'll be perfect
Feb 4, 2022
Feb 4, 2022 at 11:25 AM UTC
the thing about grief
is that it does not make itself immediately felt
it will slowly dive deep into your soul
and the moment you thought things are long over
it will surprise you with overflowing emotions
and eat you alive
hoping that you hugged them more
hoping that you loved them more
Jan 18, 2022
Jan 18, 2022 at 9:24 AM UTC
i want to thank you
give a pat on your head
and a warm tight hug
for all the times you chose not to jump
those days you felt like nothing's gonna work
moments you cannot see your worth
the battles you fought alone
and times you cannot find your home
silent cries at night in your room
with no one to hold
only yourself to lose
thank you for giving another day a chance
thank you for not giving up
thank you for all the times you chose not to jump
Dec 3, 2021
Dec 3, 2021 at 1:23 PM UTC
i havent had the courage
to do things
for quite some time
i cant write
cant work
cant move forward
that sometimes
even breathing
seems too hard
Nov 18, 2021
Nov 18, 2021 at 1:27 PM UTC