keep digging, keep digging
as if the dirt holds what i need
while the hole keep widening
while the dust makes it hard to breathe
while the ground is losing its floor
keep running, keep running
as if my legs still know the way
while my feet are heavy as stone
while the mind keeps calling this "home"
while the heart whispers "it's not"
May 7
May 7, 2026 at 11:35 AM UTC
Surprisingly, I no longer wish to bleed on paper
Maybe because the world has seen enough
Of the sharp edges you carry
Surprisingly, I no longer wish to trace your name
Maybe I'm just exhausted
From reciting the same heartbreak
Surprisingly, I no longer wish to ink the "yet-to-come"
Maybe because it's a shared secret
That the horizon is always out of sight
Surprisingly, I choose to write in silence
Maybe because for once
I finally have nothing to say
Mar 23
Mar 23, 2026 at 9:53 AM UTC
i’m leaving this town
like leaving a conversation
unfinished
words hang
between buildings
and i pretend not to hear them
i’m leaving this town
but it grips the edge of my shirt
as if it knows there’s something i never finished saying
i leave half my heart behind
and carry the rest
in the shape of worry
i let the distance gather what fell apart
just to let me breathe
so I don’t drown
i let the lamps stay lit tonight
on roads that remember my way home
so someday
i can return
and when that time comes
let me be brave enough
to face the day
Mar 17
Mar 17, 2026 at 11:30 PM UTC
unspoken truths you chose to bury
unaccepted excuses dressed as reasons
unhealed wounds i still carry in silence
unforgivable words
untrusted promises that once felt like home
unrepeated mistakes
because this time, i close my eyes
choosing ignorance
over another wound
Mar 17
Mar 17, 2026 at 4:05 AM UTC
the night flooded by words
every wind carrying questions
but why
on
earth
do
you
choose
nothing
when i was drowning in everything?
Feb 26
Feb 26, 2026 at 12:10 AM UTC
I’m drowning in words
Not because I have nothing to say
But because there’s too much
They gather at the edge of my lips
Freezing there
And I don’t think he would listen
I’m drowning in emotions
Not knowing what I truly feel right now
Disappointed, angry, and sad
Yet wanting to be happy, joyful, and calm
So I keep it all myself
Forcing a smile
Even when it takes everything in me
I’m drowning in daydreams
White, pink, and yellow
The only colors I let myself see
Even though I love blue
I push it away
Because blue tells the truth
And I just want to smile
I’m drowning in myself
So deep I barely recognize who I am
I feel the need to speak
To let the world drown in my words
To shout that I’m tired of it
But I can’t
So I let the world choose my path
As if I were never here
Feb 24
Feb 24, 2026 at 8:26 AM UTC
Blue has come
Blood on fire
Heart beating fast
Stabbing deep into my chest
Hands waving
Begging for a grasp
To pull me out
To the white, pink, or yellow
Anywhere but blue
Feb 23
Feb 23, 2026 at 11:56 AM UTC
You know my heart's desire
Yet you meet it with nothing but rebuttals
My breath runs dry, saying "it's not enough,"
But you won't even lift a finger
So I’ll embrace the distance
And seek my own sanctuary
Feb 22
Feb 22, 2026 at 5:58 AM UTC
every year
every new year
my paper stays blank,
even dusty.
still, i keep holding onto that granite,
hoping that someday i’ll write something
at least one sentence,
“i want to be happy.”
Dec 20, 2025
Dec 20, 2025 at 8:32 AM UTC
once i asked You
and You showed me then.
but maybe the stupidity grew bigger than logic
i still asked for another sign
as if Your whisper wasn't enough
and maybe I wanted thunder
not silence meant yes.
Oct 25, 2025
Oct 25, 2025 at 1:29 AM UTC