What do I do about her?
About the one I cannot reach
About the one I cannot be with
She is right ******* there
She is so close
I can see her soul in her eyes
I can see her smile, frown, cry, laugh,
I can see her
But she is so far away
It's a canyon between us
It’s deep and it's dark and it’s filled with all my despair
And if I fall I know I cannot come back
I cannot see her again…
And so I stay here.
Jan 5, 2019
Jan 5, 2019 at 11:32 AM UTC
I will be alone forever
I will eat alone
And go to the abyss alone
They say every *** has its lid
And every book its cover
Everybody has someone in their life
that's what they say
Even villains have someone
Dummies and weirdos
******** and ****** bags
All around me everyone has someone
And I feel that I don’t
That my someone has passed me by
Without a second glance
Without mercy
My cover is gone and will never be back
But this is how i feel
And feeling has no logic in it
No math or statistics to explain
How I feel is of no concern to the real world
Because if you think logically there are billions of women on earth
Hell there half of humanity
Take out all the to old or to young
And all those who are gay or a
And those who already know they don't want me
And vise versa
And you are left with a couple of hundreds
If not thousand
Of someone's who theoretically I could fall for
And they could fall for me
And by god
That might be the most comforting thought I can have
At 3 in the morning
Dec 4, 2018
Dec 4, 2018 at 3:15 PM UTC
Muzzle flashes in the distance
And I'm thinking about you
I don't know if I should
I don't know why I would
Actually I do know why
Muzzle flashes in the distance
And I'm still thinking about you
One hour brings to two
Even though you have someone in your life
I still want to talk to you
Muzzle flashes in the distance
And ********* i'm still thinking about you
Should I stop and if I can't
I'm in the middle of the enemy
So why do i think of you
Muzzle flashes in the distance
We know each other for two weeks
That is no relationship
No grounds to build upon
No house to live in
Muzzle flashes in the distance
If I die will you mourn?
If I pray will he fall?
I don't hear the muzzle
Only see what they are doing
So they flash in the distance
And I'm thinking about you.
Dec 4, 2018
Dec 4, 2018 at 2:51 PM UTC