
As my heart is as big as my hand, they said.
Maybe that’s the reason I think all my
characteristics are visible to an eye,
Who wants to see it.
Study how my hands resembles my entirety.
Look closer, look a little closer and you will see.
Hold me and you could feel my heart.
Because as they said,
My Heart Is As Big As My Hand,
And they are the same.
Mar 21, 2021
Mar 21, 2021 at 1:19 PM UTC
As I stare into darkness
The only light is Fire.
My eyes, it's burning in my eyes.
Red.
I can see nothing but Courage.
I can see Life and Death.
It is a diversion to those who kneel before their God(s).
Orange.
It is the color of Sunset.
It is the color of Sunrise
The ending has Arrived, A new beginning will Come.
It is Alpha and Omega.
Blue.
How could be the color of the Ocean is the hottest part of The Light.
Can fire Defeat the water?
It is war versus peace.
Fire is burning Red.
It is fearless.
It is dauntless.
Blue is Peace and purity,
It is Silence.
It causes the most pain and damage to those who go near it and try to touch the flame.
Can fire defeat the water?
Does bravery can break the silence?
Aug 21, 2017
Aug 21, 2017 at 9:51 AM UTC
You gave me a task
And asked me a question
What is love?
Hope my answer will be relevant to what you asked
What is love?
A person to hug?
A hand to hold?
A caring touch?
So many things love can be
But here i am searching deep within my soul
What is love?
Is it attached to things we like?
Is it inside the presents we provide?
Or is it the beauty that lies within our heart?
Love
It's like laying under the night sky staring blankly into space
Fireworks, shooting stars and astral displays
Which causes me to feel deeply like im in the best place?
This thing we call "love"
Provides us peace
Makes us feel alive
Fuels our hopes and dreams
Just like gasoline that mobilizes a car
My heart wasnt prepared
Tho it knows what is love
It fueled up my soul
Now i know it's true love
..
..
You My Darling
Who fuels up my soul
Guides my path straight and true
*Will be and always will be
The meaning of Love to Me.*
Aug 21, 2017
Aug 21, 2017 at 9:49 AM UTC
One day,
He got Her Daisies and Daffodils.
Wrapped out of the most lustrous paper.
Thorns, dead leaves, butterflies, he didn't mind.
He got her attention and kiss her lip-locked.
Between darkness and diurnal,
They are dancing beneath the tranquil sky.
He got her to love him.
Hurt, pain, sacrifice, she didn't mind.
He was hers that night and the day after that.
Night collapsed, days gone by.
She was oblivious.
He was not around.
She was herself.
He was not.
It turned to a make believe facade.
A dead romance.
A broken vow.
How could be once inseparable
Is now fragmented and hopeless.
How could the love have departed and shuttered into pieces.
The flowers have died.
The sky turned blue and gray at night,
Even morning scares her now.
She let him go.
He didn't chase her back.
Jan 4, 2017
Jan 4, 2017 at 7:11 AM UTC
Takot ka?
Sabihin mo sakin Takot ka ba?
Hindi tayo isang pelikula na ginawa para mag paiyak ng batang madaling mapaniwala.
Hindi tayo pag susulit sa matematika na gustong iwasan ng lahat sa takot na bumagsak sila.
Oo takot ka.
Ako din naman.
Nanginginig ang kamay ko sa takot na baka kahit piling piling mga salita ang gamitin ko ay mali parin ang aking maisambit.
Hinagpis.
Hinanakit.
Kapit.
Kaya pa ba?
Sabihin mo sakin kaya pa ba?
Ipagpapatuloy pa ba nating ang pag tupad sa mga pangako.
Pagtupad sa lahat ng mga "Itaga mo sa bato..."
O, iiwan nalang natin itong nakabinbin sa dating tayo.
Tayo.
Meron pa bang tayo?
Nasaan na yung ikaw at ako.
Nasaan na ang mga salitang "Hinding hindi ako magsasawa sa iyo".
Napagod ka na bang punan ang mga pagkukulang ko?
Kailan ka kaya makokontento.
Takot nakong tumingin sa karimlan ng langit na baka may isang bulalakaw ang mapadaan at hilingin kong tayo nalang palagi.
Hindi naman maari.
Napapagod din ang damdamin.
Hindi na alam ng tadhana ang gagawin.
Pagod ka na ba?
Sabihin mo sa akin pagod kana ba?
Kasi ako Oo.
Ayokong katakutan ang bukas.
Ayokong manghinayang sa kahapon.
Ngunit Mahal pagod na ako.
Pagod na ang puso matakot.
Nahihirapan na ako huminga sa hindi mo pag pansin sa patuloy kong pagkapit.
Gusto ko ng matapos ang pag hikbi.
Ano pa ba ang silbi.
Ako nalang ang natitirang sundalo.
Wala kahit na anong baril na dala.
Sugatan na tumatakbo.
Tama na.
Talo na.
Pagod na ako sa pagiging hindi sapat.
Hindi ko na mawari kung ano pa ba ang dapat.
Patawad mahal sa pag suko.
Pero eto na ata.
Tapos na ang gera sa isip at puso.
Tapos na tayo.
Oct 26, 2016
Oct 26, 2016 at 9:46 PM UTC
Ano na gagawin natin?
Pagod kana ba?
Mag papahinga ba muna tayo?
O pag-ibig ang magiging pahingahan natin?
Apat na natatanging sagot na hindi ko masagot.
Ngunit kailangan ko.
"Gusto mo na ba mag pahinga?" Aniya.
Hindi ako napapagod.
Ayoko lang mapagod ng husto.
Mahal, hindi ako titigil.
Hindi naman kita kakalimutan,
Kailangan lang talaga natin mag pahinga.
Ipahinga ang mga puso nating kinatatakutan kong mapagod.
Ayokong maubos ang pagmamahal ko.
Kailangan ko lang muna maging buo.
Kailangan bumalik tayo sa dati.
Kailangan natin ulit maging bago.
Yung gaya ng tayo noon.
Walang kahit ano at sino ang nakakapag pa hinto.
Hindi na tatakot sumugal.
Hindi iniisip ang mangyayari na pano kung ganyan,
Na paano kung ganito.
Ayokong aalis ako kung kelan wala na.
Yung matapon ang dating puno.
Maging abo ang dating nag aalab.
Mag papahinga lang ako habang mahal padin kita.
Mahal, wag ka masanay na wala ako.
Wag **** kakalimutan na sayo at saiyo parin uuwi at igagapos ang mga braso.
Tanging mga labi mo padin ang hahanapin ko.
Babalik ako ng buong buo,
Handa na muli sa kahit ano.
Babalik ako ng hindi nag babago ang ritmo ng puso.
Babalik ako na Ikaw parin ang tanging kanta na aawitin nito.
Mag kikita tayong muli.
Mag hahawak ng kamay.
Ngingiti at tatawa.
Mahal, ayoko lang mapagod kung kailan malapit na tayo sa dulo.
Ayokong masayang ang lahat.
Ayokong mawala ang Ikaw at ako.
Babalik tayo.
Kasi ayun ang mangayayari.
Naka tadhana na iyon.
Tayo naman lagi.
Tayo lang palagi.
Sep 8, 2016
Sep 8, 2016 at 10:01 PM UTC
Morning breeze
Rustle of leaves
Feet intertwined
Smell of pancakes
Hot coffee
Lips that inch away with mine
Comforting duvet
Soft pillows
Fingers tracing patterns on my cheek
Sun rays
Brush of your breath
"Wake up beautiful"
Opening my eyes thinking,
'I would never wanted to wake up with someone else, just you.'
May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 12:24 PM UTC
Ten steps.
Sitting on the staircase.
The night before/
I wrote something about you.
You.
I mumbled your name with the words, 'I need to let go of you'
Burnt my journals and turn it to ashes.
All the words I offered for you,
Are now invisible in everyone's eyes.
I'm crying myself on the pillow that keeps me accompanied every night and day.
Last night was the last time.
Last night was the night I forgave you.
Last night was the night I Held my heart. It was crumpling like a scratch paper.
Last night was the night I told myself 'heart, stop hurting. Stop waiting. He's not coming back'.
I wished last night/
'Fate. Can you please stay me away from him. Im begging you not to make our eyes meet. Please'
The morning after/
Ten steps.
Sitting on the staircase.
Ten steps.
Me and Him.
So near yet so far
Unknown direction, the stroke of his hair.
Innocent smile.
The forming thin line, his lips.
Looking down.
Yes, he's socially awkward.
Good morning Fate/
I just want to ask you. What are you trying to say?
Now/
I'm hurting. I'm waiting.
Fate, Make him look up, make our Eyes meet? Please.
Mar 24, 2016
Mar 24, 2016 at 12:24 PM UTC
Mahal.
Paulit ulit na binibigkas ng mga labing di napapagod sa pag satsat.
Mga labing hindi nagsasawang ikaw ay halikan.
Halikan ang bawat sugat sa puso mo na matagal ng tinatago ng benda.
Mahal.
Saan man tayo umabot, saan man tayo matapos, kahit na mapudpod ang swelas ng ating mga sapatos.
Mahal,
Patuloy kitang mamahalin.
Huminto man tayo.
Sabi nga nila Normal naman ang mapagod.
Magkasabay man o hindi. May mauna o mahuli.
Patuloy nating aakyatin ang tugatok ng mundo.
Ang mundong iniiukutan ng mga puso nating patuloy tayong pinag tatagpo.
Mahal.
Humihingi ako ng pabor.
Hawakan mo ako.
Higpitan ang kapit sa aking mga braso.
Wag mo ako hayaang makatakbo.
Dahil darating ang araw na bigla nalang luluwag ang iyong kapit.
At hindi ko mapapansin na mag isa nalang akong nag lalakbay papunta sa hangganan ng ating pagmamahalan.
Mahal,
Hindi man ito ang tamang panahon.
Sinusubok man tayo ng kalupitan ng mundo.
Mahal,
Balikan mo ako.
Ibalik mo ako sa higpit ng yakap mo.
Ibalik mo ako sa mga inosenteng halik ng iyong labi.
Ibalik mo ako.
Ibalik mo ako sa pag kakakulong sa iyong puso.
Mahal,
Mahirapan ka man.
Nakikiusap ako.
Mahalin mo akong muli.
Mar 13, 2016
Mar 13, 2016 at 10:40 AM UTC