
Her.
Her waist, her looks…
Just her.
Its not fair you know
That people go all day and just look like her.
Act like her.
Be her.
I ******* hate her.
I hate that I can never be her.
Her.
She is…
Everything I cant be
Sep 19, 2023
Sep 19, 2023 at 11:28 AM UTC
ive gone through a lot of mascaras... more than id like to admit
the first one i tried on was bold; made my lashes look long and strong
it held on to me; even when I was crying.
I was crying because that mascara burned me, so I let it go.
the next few were all the same.. kinda mushed together in my brain.
then there was the one i never wanted to try on because I had no interest, until I did.
I loved that mascara, until I left it somewhere, miles and miles away from home.
mascara changes all the time. I wish it didn't.
(P.S this isnt about mascara)
Jan 22, 2023
Jan 22, 2023 at 8:55 PM UTC
its not my fault i fell in love
i was tricked; i promise.
he was tall with perfect eyes that i couldnt stop looking at.
he played tricks in my mind and I followed them to a T
I was his game, i am his game
I fell in love with someone who didnt love me; who doesnt love me.
but I loved him, i love him.
i hate and love him.
i hate that i loved him.
i hate that i love him.
love doesnt go away;
i wish it did but then I'd be tricked
Jan 9, 2023
Jan 9, 2023 at 10:00 PM UTC
it was supposed to happen.
he didn't mean to hurt me
i swear..
the **** was a little too strong;
like his body pressed on mine.
every hit, breathing in and out, he felt better than the last ;
by the end i just couldn't feel
he didn't mean to;
thats what he told me the morning after
so I swear he didn't **** me
Jan 2, 2023
Jan 2, 2023 at 2:47 PM UTC
the bruises didn't hurt me
i know they were supposed to but they didn't
the dark brown spots up my spine and down my thighs
reminded me of you
i loved them, almost as much as I loved you.
and when they faded I asked for more.
and when you left for college the marks you made on me stayed.
i'm now wondering, have you made anymore marks?
Oct 24, 2022
Oct 24, 2022 at 10:54 PM UTC
the lips that kiss me are unrecognizable;
soft and caring;
lips that whisper "i love you"
lips that whisper " i am in love with you"
but how would i know
the lips that kiss me are unrecognizable;
my lips are covered in him,
my body...
lips that whisper "take it"
lips that whisper "i know you want to"
his lips. my body. taken over
Oct 18, 2022
Oct 18, 2022 at 10:17 PM UTC
today in class I was asked to draw a self portrait.
i pondered between drawing my eyes or the dark restless holes that just act like a window
should i draw my lips or all the things i wish I could say
today i was asked to draw a self portrait and i had no idea who to draw
Feb 28, 2022
Feb 28, 2022 at 8:29 PM UTC
Every second as the world orbits the sun
You build yourself up and then crash
Turning yourself back into foam so another replica can replace you
People love and cherish you
They watch and hope for you to arrive
Yet I would rather have a steady pool of water
I do not seek for your restless, uneasy, savage green rollercoaster
You are not my higher power; my gravity; my way of life
You are a nice story, lesson, and image for people to adore
Yet I am not one of those people:
I am not a water person
I am not a believer in your life jacket saving ways
I respect how hard you work to recollect broken pieces and turn them into sea glass; a beautiful and gentle masterpiece
So yes, sometimes I will dip my feet into your world; but your current is not strong enough to pull me in
Your foam is not white and bubbly enough to intrigue me
Nor your great animals that swim about and rely on you for life
I am me
And
You are you
Maybe crossing paths isn't the best option, but I'll wait and watch your waves crash from afar
Apr 20, 2021
Apr 20, 2021 at 9:49 AM UTC
No one told me how to survive
- a heart break
- a loss
- a self destruction
and I still don't know how to
survive
Apr 7, 2021
Apr 7, 2021 at 8:10 AM UTC
1 + 1 equals 2
pi is 3.14159
the world revolves around the sun
gravity takes control of everything; or at least tries to
these are all facts
why can our love be a fact?
Mar 16, 2021
Mar 16, 2021 at 3:45 PM UTC