
that is your reflection,
hanging in the night sky,
in spring,
threatening to disappear.
if you could just forget,
if the thoughts could drown away,
in your tears,
wouldn't it be great?
you could forget the voices,
the laughter, the smiles,
the kindness they once brought,
but never the dejection,
never the hopeless that comes after hope.
you could no longer hear the voices,
you long for,
only the ghosts in your heart.
Jul 25, 2020
Jul 25, 2020 at 11:48 PM UTC
at the end of our lives,
we would meet here,
in which our pasts are gone,
in which our presents are gone,
in which our futures are gone,
here where what is left,
is the remnant fragments of our existence,
lost to time.
when we bid goodbye,
in this never changing scenery,
it would be forever farewell,
there would no longer be, laughter,
or the sound of remembrance,
for we anew,
are nothing to the world.
Jul 25, 2020
Jul 25, 2020 at 11:44 PM UTC
someone said,
I shouldn’t continue like this,
that I should make a change,
but why,
does it make a difference?
will the nightingales
sing the song of my soul
if I started chasing
after the sun
once more
Sep 7, 2019
Sep 7, 2019 at 7:30 AM UTC
All too clear,
All too clear,
Right from the beginning,
It was all too clear,
That this was going nowhere.
All these colours,
Blinding neon lights,
My head hurts,
Oh how it throbbed,
It hurts, It hurts,
Why am I still here?
Why does the lights attract me so?
I do not belong here,
I can’t breathe,
I can’t breathe,
Tell me again,
No, no more,
I can’t take it anymore,
I’ll be taking my leave now.
Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 10:57 AM UTC
Words from a shiny star,
Lulling my sadness to sleep.
I begun hoping without realising,
A faint dream I did not wish for.
What good does having feelings brings?
Nothing, I screamed;
Nothing but pain to my bowl.
I have long past the age of dreaming,
I was a fool.
My love ones sent me two bowls of rice,
In hopes that I keep on going on,
In hopes that I never fall.
I dare not let them down,
I dare not let out cries,
I hide my broken spoon,
the cracks in my bowls;
And I laughed.
Oct 3, 2018
Oct 3, 2018 at 10:30 AM UTC
It's like she lost the will to live.
Like one who has lost all dreams and aspirations.
Then, as if she was thrown to sea,
she forgot how it was to breathe,
she struggled with the pain,
but for what ends?
And naturally, when she gave in,
all was well, and she laid lifelessly,
watching the world unfold,
through her warped looking glass.
Sep 12, 2018
Sep 12, 2018 at 2:54 AM UTC
i. my heart is a ghost town
I called out to every passerby
in this dead and desolate town;
asking,
if they could hear me
but to no avail.
Not a single could hear me
as they move on with their merry lives.
Those with broken souls
seemed to have mend themselves
with the company of others.
No longer do they need I.
I, who whispered nothing
but nothingness to them.
I, who could do nothing
to mend their wounded souls.
I, who is helpless,
in the face of helplessness.
As with my fleeting existence,
I could no longer match their pace.
It was like standing together
on the same pedestal
but on divided worlds.
We could no longer hear
each others' voices.
Upon this oppressively somber town,
I cast my shadow;
shunning away from the laughter,
away from the words
I could no longer comprehend.
My only friend; the silence
Mar 22, 2018
Mar 22, 2018 at 5:18 AM UTC
immerse myself not,
and find myself lost,
like a lone boat,
in a wide open sea.
Where do I go now?
I asked myself,
the answer is naught,
for the bottom of the sea is,
but pitless.
with no moon, no stars,
i struggle at loneliness,
with the pitch black sky,
as my only company.
Oct 17, 2015
Oct 17, 2015 at 4:33 AM UTC
I stopped and stared,
into the darkness of his eyes,
And wonder,
Oh, how I wonder.
Why wasn't my reflection reflected in them?
And then it hit me,
there was no way,
those eyes could reflect anything,
for I was him,
and he; the darkness.
Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 7:45 AM UTC
i thought of myself,
nothing more than a broken puppet,
trying so hard to fit in the flock of white sheep,
despite being a black sheep,
that would never belong.
Jul 4, 2015
Jul 4, 2015 at 2:12 PM UTC