I feel like one of those guys in those movie scenes,
you know those sad scenes?
Those waiting at the train station,
as people speed up around them.
Now I stand here helpless as well,
helpless to the continued march of time.
Not waiting for a friend or loved one,
just a little lost.
Apr 15, 2025
Apr 15, 2025 at 4:05 PM UTC
I feel the itch,
the need,
this burning sensation.
I need to write.
My thoughts clutter my mind.
My emotions grow distant.
How do I tame these rough seas?
I need to write.
It's always been there.
It's always brought me back.
My way of escaping.
I need to write.
Why now?
In an hour of need.
I am hopelessly lost.
My words have failed me.
Feb 16, 2025
Feb 16, 2025 at 4:02 PM UTC
In my youth,
my heart was full.
I felt love, hate, anger and joy.
Emotions were bursting from my seams.
Now I am older.
My heart is a void.
I search for these long forgotten feelings.
Hopelessly I search the darkest corners of my heart.
Alas, it's all for nothing.
I cannot feel.
No matter how hard I try.
I fear the monster I have become.
Jan 14, 2025
Jan 14, 2025 at 4:34 PM UTC
Here I am,
looking at this stranger in the mirror.
I sigh a sigh of relief,
i get to take my mask off after a long day.
Under it lies another mask,
And another,
And another,
And another.
I sigh in frustration,
as I try to remember.
Remember who I really am.
Remember which parts aren't fake.
Nov 28, 2024
Nov 28, 2024 at 3:06 PM UTC
It's ironic,
This feeble heart of mine.
It had it's sights set on a path,
The path of solitude.
How am I meant to tell it?
"Get up and walk past this
Unreciprocated love."
When it has fallen so hard?
Oct 7, 2024
Oct 7, 2024 at 5:10 PM UTC
I put my words on paper
To explain my tears.
I pour my heart on paper
To explain the sadness.
But the day you asked me,
"write me a poem".
I had nothing.
For when I look at you,
My words are gone.
Sep 25, 2024
Sep 25, 2024 at 5:17 PM UTC
You sparked something
You started a fire
You reignited my soul
You;
Are a light in the dark
Are the warm summer sun
Are peaceful
Are.
Amazing is your smile
Amazing is your soul
Amazing how you embody true beauty
Amazing.
Sep 10, 2024
Sep 10, 2024 at 5:35 PM UTC
I live day to day
People asking me
"how are you?"
"I'm fine"
How do you look someone in the eyes
And tell them
That you're at the lowest you've ever been
That you...
Turn up the music
To drown the noise
The voices telling you to end it all
To silence the sounds of your sobs as you cry yourself to sleep
"I'm fine"
May 6, 2021
May 6, 2021 at 5:12 PM UTC
I haven't written in a while
I'm not sure if it's because
I'm happy
I'm sad
Or I just feel nothing
All I know is
The random beating of the heart
From happy to sad to nothing
Remains a mystery
Every day I wake up with
The Pandora's box of feelings
Jan 14, 2021
Jan 14, 2021 at 3:00 PM UTC
I wonder
I wonder if they knew
Knew how they've hurt me
Knew how they scarred me
I wonder if they knew
Just how much I hate them
If they'd treat me differently
Treat me like their son
I wonder
If they knew that they'll never see me again
They'd treat me differently
Treated me with love and compassion
I just wonder if they know
About the nights I cried myself to sleep
About how much I hate myself because of them
About how much they ****** me up
I just wonder
If they were me
Would my parents
Hate them like I do?
Nov 3, 2020
Nov 3, 2020 at 4:28 PM UTC