Licking paper as if I’ve never done
Taking a walk beneath the calming sun
This stroll to make time pass by
Until we feel the begin of sibylline high
Snickering and trees is all we can do
The bench moved, did you see that too?
No wind, yet dirt is skipping along
This new universe is forever where I belong
Twinkles and jumbles of words catch my eye
Bright colors and auras, so much stimuli
Warning, don't dare look at your reflection
Little paper, so useful for the amazing introspection.
Feb 28, 2019
Feb 28, 2019 at 2:57 PM UTC
I waste graphite
as my pencil scribbles
words I'll never read.
Why, for the sake of
my pencil's life,
shall I sacrifice him for
the approval of a stranger?
Words are just sounds
that enter and exit my ears.
The web of knowledge
is no longer sticky
for this nonsense
of disinterest.
Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 8:43 PM UTC
I don't need anyone
Not one person worth
sacrificing my happiness for
yeah I like you, sort of
I honestly like myself more.
kisses are nice
but yours aren't that great
I just want to have fun
have some bubbles
but mine are at your place
not sure how to tell you
for us to sip separate
this isn't about you
this is about me
went a year focusing on him
now it's my time
I've changed so much
thanks to me, not you
Dec 5, 2015
Dec 5, 2015 at 6:22 PM UTC
I'm so frustrated at myself
you have no clue what you're doing
No creativity, no soul, no truth
Just going through the motions
I thought guys were the problem
no the problem is myself
I was so happy but what happened
I feel hurt, broken, annoyed
My future is so cloudy.
My present is so manipulated
Ignoring my problems through music
Where's the crafty girl I know
I'm frustrated and angry
Bruises on my head
I'm acing my classes but I'm so fake.
I'm faster but not stronger.
Where is the girl I know
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 6:41 PM UTC
The familiar, the comfort, no change
So vain, much pain, feels strange
uncomfortable, disturbing
Swimming along the river
running with wind at our backs
a one eighty turn, finally ******
easy was once a dream, a goal
though lessens the worth, dead soul
mind empty with chaos
frustration and hell
feeling so underwhelmed
why must I crave this?
Smells, and visuals
euphoric and thrills
Z's float above me
trickles throughout my body
eyes chameleon
dilated cherries
Nov 21, 2015
Nov 21, 2015 at 5:14 PM UTC
I am strong I say
I don't need you today
Love, too overrated
"I'm free," I stated
Relationships, a bore
Constant arguing, a war
Planning future around them
Then breaking up 8 p.m.
It seems pretty stupid
Worshipping this guy Cupid
Everything is now "GOALS!"
Love yourself first, poor souls
Though I hate to admit
I'm maybe afraid to commit
A slight soft touch I do miss
But not ever craving a kiss
Wanting comfort or hugs
Their absence presented drugs
I am perfectly fine, it's okay
Because I don't need anyone today.
Nov 5, 2015
Nov 5, 2015 at 2:06 PM UTC
I swim along the river
The current magnificent
Full of life
Eternal
His momentum, petrifying
His water, pure yet clouded
Omniscient
Strong
I'm pulled along, fighting and resisting questions and distractions
The net comes
I stand still
The river moves past me
All around me, within me
Yet gone forever
Nov 5, 2015
Nov 5, 2015 at 12:34 PM UTC
Oh how I wish for my poems to be read
How I wish for them to be adored
"Just be patient", they said.
I don't want to be ignored
It's getting out of line
Inexperienced and no worth
Help wanted said the sign
Wanting this depth be unearthed
I'm done with writing ****
Nov 5, 2015
Nov 5, 2015 at 12:16 AM UTC
So this is what it feels like
Happy, free, and strong
Alone doesn't exist
When high spirits are present
Focus on what matters
What is life all about?
Cliches all around
But truths peek through
What is even stress?
Eustress is more the hype
My mind overflows with adrenaline
and all I crave is food
Love, I get from my buds
Any strain, and only specific people
My brain expands from learning and fun
Be selfish, you deserve it.
Nov 1, 2015
Nov 1, 2015 at 3:31 PM UTC