My mind slips into darkness way too easily.
It ventures into a big nothing,
Eventually settling on your luring eyes
Eyes that have stunned
Stone back to flesh
Silence, to a heartbeat
You set my heart a blaze
With a single touch
I tried to fight it
But I'm so tired of the silence
And overwhelmed by the voices...
It's not easy to justify the happiness
While I'm staring down the barrel
of your smile
I don't know what's going on
Aug 13, 2015
Aug 13, 2015 at 5:17 AM UTC
The clouds were dark
but the ocean suggested different.
Close by the waves were
rough and murky.
Breaking on my side,
as if the water
was trying to save me.
The wind came up
and rain came down.
Raindrops scattered on my face,
while my eyes tried to focus
on the edge of the horizon.
Distracted by hope,
and the pure bliss of being...
alive
She crept onto me
like the moon did on darkness,
put her hand around my head
and whispered…
You are safe now
Aug 13, 2015
Aug 13, 2015 at 5:11 AM UTC
Trying to make the most of this life.
I fell in love next to you,
I must accept
There is no shame
having your name engraved on my heart.
Finally I could hold my whole world in my arms.
You drifting away into a dream…
I stole a kiss…
My heart may be rusty and hollow
But I cherish every moment I spend with you
I feel so close, even when we are distant.
Dreams collide as I try to imagine a world without you…
Holding on to something so precious.
Feeding my feelings with true lies
Swallow my best as I am ready to fall next to you
Separated hearts
One soul…
Controlling the uncontrollable
Revealing the changes of…
Revealing my true self to you.
Not a single word was said
But, the bitterness
in my heavy heart disappeared
as I remembered you.
Your eyes opened my world.
I have forgotten the past…
Only dreaming of a better place
Where I don’t sound so hollow…
On the leaves of yesterday…
Aug 13, 2015
Aug 13, 2015 at 4:27 AM UTC
Just imagine us chasing
After our waiting breaths
Recklessly hanging above your heart,
Considering the small changes your unstable soul seeks.
My soul remains nameless..
Unborn
Never set free
In my thoughts you sit next to me
I reach for your hand…
And nothing
I search for your enchanting eyes,
awaiting an innocent smile to set free
this desperate void inside of me.
Subtle movements in reality
Creates a dream of chaos
Weighing down my idealistic sentiment…
For now you don’t exist
But in my dreams an absurd reality is poisoning my alter ego…
Dissolving who I could be,
For what I am now…
Aug 13, 2015
Aug 13, 2015 at 4:24 AM UTC
In the cold September
Locked in your arms
Beneath the winter leaves ,
Far away from reality.
You were once a dream
I lay
I dreamt
Once a lie
I told
Presently, a destiny waiting
For precious time to pass.
As the passing days
burn holes in my youth.
My heart has a burn mark
With your name on
My mind has a melody
Of your heart, beating
Never to be forgotten
Are those days spent together
The darkness of my dreams
Hold the secrets of the lies
My eyes once told.
Tell me its not my fault
Why should this be so hard?
I don’t know how this dream will end
But I’m sure when this nightmare ends.
I will open my eyes and
Find my finger between yours…
Shedding tears helps me realize
And I don’t need a cure…
Alongside mine…
Love is a sickness
And I don't need a cure
Aug 13, 2015
Aug 13, 2015 at 4:18 AM UTC
Clear the room before we get brave,
Set aside our pride to enter a new world of our own.
Guileless I lay strapped in your arms
Helplessly we wish for this moment never to end…
Heuristic we penetrate each others body’s
With an endless cry
I whisper to you,
My love.
Sharing our souls with one another in a sea of passion.
I lower my head as my lips touch your neck
My teeth penetrates your flesh with a risible whine.
I can taste the lust dripping of your face.
A sleepless sound enters your heart
Our eyes fixed on each other’s hearts
The truth of your sweat leaks again
Hanging above my head like a guillotine
Awaiting to behead the broken hearted end we head for.
There is no such thing as “the end” with you…
There are morals in this life I would rather not live with.
Is my mind losing itself on your beauty again?
The moon light falls munificently on your lips
The same callous scars from the truth above
Down beneath the sheets where the skies seem brighter
A moan is stuck in your throat
Is my fantasy becoming a reality?
Love survives the pervasive attack
I kiss you before my scars show
I take you away,
I’ll take you away
To a safe place of our own
Together we fight for unaccepted love
Chased by the pain the goddess of reality
Rumbling pain over turned page..,
Our new beginning…
But
I close my eyes which have lost their color in battle
Blind! To see the true color of love…
I’d rather be blind…
Aug 13, 2015
Aug 13, 2015 at 4:17 AM UTC
The sun was slipping behind the mountains
Crushing frozen branches
As it was the only bit of nature left.
Birds could be heard in the distance,
As if winter had swallowed them whole…
Everything my eyes could see
a different shade of grey,but
Just as cold and dry the winter is
So cold is the love of my lover.
Failing tides
Snow falling
But none could be seen
beautiful.
Her heart is cold
And her love dry,
She tries to care…
A cold chill crosses my face
As she is starring into the darkness of my eyes,
Not scarred of the shadows,
But what my lay in them.
Aug 13, 2015
Aug 13, 2015 at 4:16 AM UTC
No need to hide from the monster
Underneath your bed.
We have hope when we have fear…
Monsters don’t exist around us anymore
We chain our hands together
So we won’t hurt other.
We hide our hearts
Beneath ribcages because
We are scarred of losing our minds…
Reinforced with reckless behavior
Are those who call themselves proud…
Chips in my teeth proof
That I have gnarled through this dream…
My tears have dried up
For time has passed
But inside of us…
A nightmare…
But I’m still
And stuck
In the same dimension
Aug 13, 2015
Aug 13, 2015 at 4:07 AM UTC