The invisible years, they arrive after menopause
You'll see. It will happen to you in time.
Left behind. Left alone.
Now I wonder if I am imaginary?
The energy it drains, stepping through the day.
The Demon of loneliness demands attention.
I doubt my existence. There is no one loving me.
There is no "love."
The cruel Magician of depression begins
disappearing me.
And I no longer care.
I will crawl off this Earth alone.
Apr 22, 2022
Apr 22, 2022 at 12:43 AM UTC
Her golden fingers
weave across my
cotton candy hair.
With my eyes closed
I let her kiss my face.
"Drink me in," she says
"for I am fleeting."
I laze as long as I dare
listening to the rituals,
The wave of notes and
flutter of wings around me.
I am the decay. I am the human.
Yet, Spring and her sprites
rejoice.
May 12, 2021
May 12, 2021 at 4:10 PM UTC
Cells burst
Telomeres shrink,
Hurtling towards destruction
He called me a misanthrope.
Know thyself, I said.
My life is chaos;
Pink moons and hurricanes
We all fall down
Dead woman walking
May 12, 2021
May 12, 2021 at 4:06 PM UTC
Thoughts and Prayers
They burn
Ashtray of humanity
Incense offering
There is no god
Thoughts and Prayers
Apr 13, 2021
Apr 13, 2021 at 1:21 AM UTC
The truth lies in the dirt
Feathers sifting brown flour
Sunlight prisms dancing
And I let you
New green, her ritual comforts
While I lie contorted beneath you
The scent of wet soil
And I let you
The ****** bud reclaims her power
Rhythmic earth turn, turn
Spring, thy mirror of veracity
And I let you
Blinded by a heart grown
Veiled in misty mornings
The great lie, just out of sight
And I let you
Out of a hard rain now
No death by my hand
Nature continues her march
And I let you
Go
Apr 10, 2021
Apr 10, 2021 at 12:45 AM UTC