What happens to a day
that comes too bright?
Does it press against your eyes
like a question you can’t answer?
Does it hum in your skull,
a hard, hot tune
that won’t quiet down?
Maybe it swells
too sharp,
too loud
until shade feels like mercy
and morning feels like a dare.
Or maybe it just waits,
burning at the edges,
asking you again tomorrow
to bear it.
Feb 19
Feb 19, 2026 at 11:51 AM UTC
I feel the pull in my bones
a hunger for the horizon,
a thirst for a safer place.
I was made to move,
to chase warmth,
to chase life.
But they built walls in the air.
Invisible fences that stop my wings.
They say I don’t belong,
like my feathers are a crime,
like my hunger is a threat.
I’m not asking for permission
I’m asking for survival.
I’m asking for the right
to breathe
without fear.
And if they try to clip my wings,
they will never clip
the part of me
that knows how to fly.
Feb 19
Feb 19, 2026 at 11:39 AM UTC
Once, with trembling, borrowed grace,
I shaped a pair of hands
Quiet things that learned my face
By tracing fragile strands.
They drew me into crooked lines,
A figure faint and slight.
Strange how something I designed
Could make me feel so slight.
And when their strokes began to blur,
I watched them slip from me
Hands I made now sketching her,
As if I couldn’t be.
Feb 19
Feb 19, 2026 at 11:38 AM UTC
I wake up tasting rust,
and call it breakfast.
The sun looks guilty,
but I still blame the rain.
I hate the chairs,
the way they wait for me.
I hate the air,
how it touches without asking.
And I hate that I hate
like a dog chewing on its own tail,
thinking it's a bone,
thinking it's a gift.
Feb 19
Feb 19, 2026 at 11:33 AM UTC
I ask a question
Like tossing a pebble into a lake,
hoping ripples will tell me
what I can't say out loud.
Is she pretty?
The words feel small,
but they echo in my chest
like a secret knocking to get out.
They laugh,
and I smile like it doesn't matter,
but it does,
Because pretty feels like a door
I've never been invited through.
I watch the sun paint their hair gold,
their voices easy,
their bodies sure,
and I wonder if beauty
is something you wear,
or something you are.
I tie my laces tighter,
as If that could hold me together,
and whisper to the wind,
maybe one day
someone will ask
if I am pretty too.
Feb 19
Feb 19, 2026 at 11:31 AM UTC